- Created By Chel the Bell
Fan Art Request or whatever...
Meh guys I've probably be really bored this weekend. And I feel bad for not having a lot of actual fanart in my 'Folio.... OH GOSH THAT DISTRACTED ME LIKE NO OTHER. I was all "'Folio... like...Benvolio...pffft Benfolio... OH GOSH THAT'S ACTUALLY PRETTY COOL. So now you have some inner workings to my mind. But yeah need more fanart for my Benfolio, but I don't know what to draw~ So I'm asking you guys. Just ask for something. Anything. Yep no restrictions. Well some restriction but the normal kind like, within theOtaku rules. But other than that... HAVE AT IT GUYS!
HerpDerp every time I do a "I'm doing request" journal nobody says ask for anything and it makes me feel terrible. 47 subscribers you think one of them would want something! SOBSOB, if it makes you feel better I'll do art trades. I WANNA DRAW GUYS I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT.
Gosh that was creepy. I was gonna text my mom being all "Where you at" when she texted me "I'm at your bro's be there in a bit" FFFF Psychic mom is psychic.
Paint it Black
THAT SONG. I kind of hate it, kind of love it. BUT UGH, the first time i heard it was when I first played Paint it Black... and it was like one of the few songs I couldn't sing... BUT EVERYONE ELSE COULD. But hahaha I had my revenge when it was the only song that didn't work. It always broke at one part and just started repeating this one line over and over until you shut off the system. BUT NOW EVERYTIME I LISTEN TO IT I THINK IT'S SUPPOSE TO DO THAT AND GET WEIRDED OUT WHEN IT DOESN'T. BAH.
Also I'm an Art Major now. Here'shttp://www.theotaku.com/backroom/post/ to getting a degree in which I never make any money off of~ I hate how everyone is always like "DO WHAT YOU LOVE" but my bros are all like "FFF YOU AREN'T GONNA MAKE ANY MONEY" SOBSOB BROTHERS WHY ARE YOU LOGICAL?!
Also ugh friend stress. So I know my friend is going through a tough time right now, BUT UGH SHE'S BEING SO DUMB I CAN'T STAND. First she gets her belly button pierced, which I think is gross and frivolous... But y'know I understand, some people are idiots and like that retarded kind of thing. So whatever I let it slide. And then she got a tattoo. And I was all "That's dumb. A COMPLETE WASTE OF MONEY DON'T BE STUPID" But does anyone listen to me? No. So she got it, and I was "Hmph I'm not impressed and it's just weird and *DISAPPROVE*" And then she was talking about other tattoos she wanted and at first I was all "Yeah that's really dumb. REALLY DUMB" and I let it slide. And I was talking all enthusiastically (Woah I spelled that right!) about furniture. And I saw some cigarettes at her house, and I was all "Don't jump to conclusion they could be someone else's" but then we were leaving and SHE TIRED TO LIGHT UP RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. And I was all "OH I DON'T THINK SO. I'm not going to hang out with you if you smoke." and she was all giggling and I was like "You think I'm joking, but I'm serious. I refuse to associate myself with someone who smokes" I was all *glare* and she was "Fine I won't smoke in front of you" and I was like "It's disgusting. And it's worst because my grandpa died of lung cancer from smoking." AND UGH SUCH A DISAPPOINT. Like I seriously can't handle people who smoke. And then we were walking and she was all "I wanna get a tattoo all up my arm and on my ankle" AND I RANTED LIKE CRAZY ABOUT HOW IDIOTIC AND STUPID AND SUCH A WASTE OF MONEY THAT IS. BECAUSE IT IS AND GOSH I'M SO ANGRY ABOUT IT. And She's freaking "Withdrawing" from college, being all "I'll be back next year". GOSH How can I get it across to her that this behaviour is simply unacceptable. Ugh I swear if she likes comes around me smelling like smoke or tells me she was drinking again (WHICH IS ILLEGAL I MIGHT ADD), that's it. I really don't want to ditch her because I feel I'm the only good influence in her life (She said I was so I'm right believing this), and I really don't want her to make more stupid decisions, but I refuse to associate myself with this type of person. Y'know? Am I just being too much of a prude? I DUNNO GUYS. I dunno what to do in this situation. What would y'all do?
HERPDERP I wanna doodle a bit, BUT SHOULD PROBABLY STUDY GERMAN. I want to but FFF I really don't understand Accusative v. Nominative v. Dative. I DUNNO HOW YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO KNOW. I think Nominative is if It's the main subject of the sentence... BUT THEN WHAT IS DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ACC AND DAT? I DUNNO. I'll look it up online or something. I'll get on it...
WHY
Do I even bother?!FEHFEH *flipstable* Hmph. LOL My new word/noise is FehFeh. I said it yesturday to my brother and realized it was perfect~ LOL TANGENTS!
But really, I try and be a good student and get my work done. BUT THEN I DON'T HAVE MY GEOLOGY BOOK so I can't do my geology homework. AND I HAVE GIVEN UP. FEH! Sobsob I could walk back to my dorm and do my work there... but I brought my computer with me so I wouldn't have to and GOSH DARN IT I'M JUST SO LAZY!
So maybe instead I'll just draw... Maybe I could like study for german... BUT GOSH I'M A BIT PEEVED WITH MYSELF... And worst is that I just new this would happen... I was like "I should make sure my geology book is in my bookbag.. NAH it's in there" SOBSOB I'm so dumb sometimes. HERPDERP, after Short Story though I plan on declaring my major...I'm so nervous... UGH WARGH I HOPE I CAN TAKE LIKE ALL THE ART CLASSES. LOL I have no idea what is going on anymore~
I'm go stare at trippy picture things on youtube and MESS UP MY VISION... Because that's always fun~
Sunday
Oh man it sucks that it's Sunday already... WEEKENDS WHY DO YOU FLEE MY LOVING ARMS AND FORCE ME INTO THE DEATHLY EMBRACE OF THE WEEK~ Sobsob... I was kind of excited for this week since I don't have one of my classes all week, before I realized I'll have to spend that time working on stuff for that class anyway... WHEN WILL MY HATRED FOR ENGLISH END?! Tune in Next time to find out~.
I'm also upset because I FRIGGIN' HAVE TO DO HOMEWORK~ Sobsob I'm such a procrastinator it' embarrassing. LOL I have a portfolio thingy for German due tomorrow... And I have to do even more German homework... And I have to do this German online workbook by Tuesday FFF GERMAN WHY YOU PILE EVERYTHING UP ON ME~ That's not really fair since I've known about the German portfolio thing for about a week. BUT FFF I DIDN'T THINK IT WAS DUE SO SOON~
And Geology due Monday~ Instead of Tuesday... BLEH~ At least I don't have to panic about Short Story... It's such a nice class. hahaha Until I remember I have to write all that freakin' stuff for it *sobsob*. College I hate you~
Welp, I've got to go finish my laundry, take a shower... Probably start working on my German portfolio... and then Head on back to my dorm... ALL BEFORE 8!
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Oh man it totally different news, before I forget. I read ch. 126 of Bakuman and OH MAN SPOILERS?
That chapter was like the gayest thing I ever read. The whole time Kousgi(Or whatever his name) was trying to convince slime ball Nami (whatever his name) not to give up manga, I was like "Just switch some of the words and this sounds like a confession or some really weird stalker person. "I'm not going to leave until you say you'll do it with me!" Of Editor guy~ That is so gay~ BUT FFF if I don't love~ Haha OH AND HIMAMARU~ YOU WILL FOREVER BE MY FAVOURITE~ 'What's with the same expression, you two aren't a couple or something.... WAIT YOU GUYS AREN'T REALLY?!~" Oh I love when you freak out~ Not to mention I love love Himamaru and Aoki together. FFF MY FAVOURITE CHARACTERS RIGHT THERE~ Oh Bakuman... sometimes I forget how awesome you are~ OH OH AND WHEN KOUSGI WAS ALL "I think Shounen Manga needs more guts!" or w/e I totally laughed since he's in a shounen manga. OH KOUSGI~ Plus them Hipster glasses~ Kousgi you are definitely one of my favourites. ALSO Where was Eiji~ Everybody else was their... Eiji~
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Also in even more news. OBILIVION. I freakin' love that game. And Yesterday I want furniture shopping with my parents and they found the couch that they had wanted and my mom was all "MY COUCH~" Because they had bought the couch and ordered it and everything, and called to make sure the people had it, and then called again to see when it would be delivered and the people where all "wut couch?" after they had said they had it in. So my mom was very upset. But then she bought her couch for some place else, and got a coffee table and a end table... It's a pretty neato couch and stuff... BUT OMG THERE WAS ANOTHER COUCH THAT I LOVED LOVED. LOL It was a weird puzzle couch thing that was like a circle and it was so big and I was like "It's a bed couch!" and I feel in love with it and I want it so bad~ SOBSOB COUCH WHY YOU SO LOVELY~ And UGH I love furniture and I want it all~
But srsly enough is enough. Got to go. BYE
I just ugh
EVERYTHING.
I mean like I'm totally out of it lately. I don't know what's going on any more and it's freaking me out.
AND A HEADACHE. WHERE DID YOU COME FROM?! Ugh it hurts. And bleh it's not like "HAHAHA YOUR HEAD HURTS" it's like "Does your hurt? Are you sure? How do you know you aren't imagining it" Playing with the fact that I'm going FREAKIN' NUTS! I don't know what's real anymore...
In other news, earlier today I was drinking grape soda and I was all "Why the heck isn't grape soda more popular. It's like my second favourite kind of soda (Ginger Ale being first). I mean that stuff is FREAKING DELICIOUS. Ugh I miss Jones M.F. grape. SO DELICIOUS. Do y'all like grape soda. The only person I know who likes grape soda is my brother. My (two) friends are all like "It's gross". Is it a southern thing (I spent some of my childhood in the south), or what? I swear Orange and Grape soda are awesome. Now I want some grape soda... But I already drank a bottle today... And I'm trying to do just one bottle a day, 'cept on Friday I can have two because there's six bottles and I don't want any left when I go home on the weekend.
YEAH THAT'S about it.... Though... FFF I have to write a two page story FROM MY LIFE, by WEDNESDAY. And I have to write my other paper that I haven't been writing by then too... FFFF Screw you English
LOL I'm going to go be miserable and confused for a while.
