Brahman, all man

Baby boy split the ocean of my womb.
"No, really, I love(?) you, I just don't remember you."
I,I got the steady shakes.
Caught between man and woman:
Truth be told, I couldn't stand to live with either one.
Dichotomy's too sharp a word for me and "balance" doesn't account for all the falling.
Baby, I'm just too many things to be one word.