COSPLAYS/CONVENTIONS OF 2011:
January FYEcon - Casual!Zatsune
U-con@Uconn 2011 - Miku Zatsune from Vocaloid, Luki from Dogs, Sync!Rin from Vocaloid.
April FYEcon - Matryoshka!Teto
Anime Boston 2011 - Zatsune from Vocaloid, Matryoshka!Teto, Trap!Ciel from Kuroshitsuji, Panda Hero!Miku, Ball Gown!Miku, Youji from Loveless
Connecticon 2011 - Luki from Dogs(remaking the hat and tail),SURPRISE COSPLAY <3, Youji from Loveless (will have a new wig)
May Cosplay Picnic- School Girl!Ciel
AAC 2011- SECRET COSPLAY AGAIN. Not sure of what else
They're both extremely pregnant... Like seriously...
and Su just started having contractions
I've been though my cats giving birth a bunch of times (Mom used to be a breeder)
and I've seen a bunch of videos ect so I know what to expect
But like...
What if something goes wrong?
These are my babies...
I'm like so scared right now...
So far Miki has just been sleeping a lot and only getting up to eat and drink
Su is really active. Like I hardly see her stop moving lately.
I don't think Ran is pregnant... Well she probably is, but she isn't showing yet. So I'm not too worried about her yet.
Yoru is being.. well.. Yoru lol
He's sleeping right now next to Miki
They're so cute T.T
ugh
Poor Miki x[ she sounds like she's in pain...
UGH
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EDIT I forgot to mention they are my pet mice xD
Su is tan, Ran is white, Miki is black, and Yoru is brown
ShugoCharaFTW
Pain is the best teacher.
EXAMPLE
When I was younger, my mom used to tell me not to touch pots that were sitting on the stove.
Kids generally don't listen to parents. I was no exception.
Of course they were hot, and I burnt myself pretty bad.
But I never did it again.
Pain = bad
If something hurts us, we as humans will tend to stray away.
Ect.
Back on topic.
The whole ordeal that has been going on the past few months has hurt so much
Like I can't even count how many times I ended up crying myself to sleep
The fact that she betrayed me hurts the most.
Promises were broken, trust shattered.
She hit me in the worst possible spots...
Why?
Because she could.
And she KNEW she could.
I told her just about EVERYTHING. All of my secrets. All of my weaknesses...
I've known her since I was 6.
11 years. 11 FUCKING YEARS!
She was my first friend, and she got to be like my sister.
We would spend weeks over each others houses even though we went to different schools...
We made petty promises that at the time were taken so lightly...
But seeing them break in front of my face... It's the worst feeling imaginable...
Okay Riska. Stay on topic here >.>;
This whole ordeal was painful. Extremely so.
But what did it teach me?
I've been thinking about it for a while now.
The only thing I can get out of it is that I shouldn't trust people anymore.
She was the only fucking person I've ever let in. Ever.
She's seen me cry.
She's seen me at my worst.
She was there when my dad died, and when I wanted to kill myself.
She was my lifeboat.
We just were always together...
I'm the insane one who does stupid shit, and she's the one who does it with me, not always because she wanted to, but because she wasn't going to let me do it alone...
I thought we were happy.
Honestly I did.
So if the lesson was to never trust anyone again..
Well lesson learned.
I refuse to go trough with anything like this ever again.
Won't do it.
Can't do it.
Fuck that.
So Anime Boston is this weekend. I'll be leaving on Thursday morning at 10ish so I can make it to the Loveless photoshoot at 2pm
After that I'll need to check into the hotel, and get my cosplays sorted out and everything neat/organized so everything can be found all weekend lol
at 4ish we'll be lining up to get our preregistration badges. Shouldn't be there for long. After that we'll either walk around in cosplay for a while, or go swimming lol
I'm pretty set on going swimming x]
So far the VA guests that are attending AB are as follow: (click their name for a list of roles they did) Brina Palencia
ANYWAY
Cosplays. Again I'm switching my lists. Just like always
I'm taking out Luki from DOGS, Magnet!Zatsune, and Sky!Rin.
Luki because Noki isn't going... and I don't want to do it without her.
Magnet!Zatsune because I don't want to make the headphones, and I don't have enough time to make the dress lol
Sky!Rin because I just plainly don't want to bring it... Plus it's too short to wear for the ball xD
I also decided to add some last things.
I finally fixed my Miku wig. Resewed and bought new hair clips for the fibers to attach to~ and finally got around to cutting the bangs xD
I also just got my Prom dress. It's a Masquerade Victorian styled thingy
It belongs at a Ball. Not prom lol
(It's a good thing my schools prom is being held at a castle this year xD)
ANYWAY I'll be wearing said dress. Off white, lots of chiffon and beading. Corseted. Ect. With my long white gloves, a Victorian off white beaded mask and my blue Miku wig. THIS I SHALL WEAR FRIDAY NIGHT! Probably from like... 4 or 5pm until after the ball is over at like 9-10ish.
After that I'll need to change for the raveee~
I'm re-adding Matryoshka!Teto to my list. It was taken off before because the shoes are uncomfortable and I hated the skirt, but I'll do it for the other Matryoshka group members.
I think those are the only changes... Maybe?
iunno
HEY YOU GUIZ, I'M GONNA TALK ABOUT MY FACE NOW 8D
xD
I finally came up with a perfect way to do my make up.
Yeah <3
BB cream, CoverGirl Custom Creations, sheer powder, and Cover-all concealer.
All in the lightest shades lol
Then red, black, and purple lipstick. Black mascara, black eyeliner, and grey eyeliner. AND of course lip balm and lipgloss.
(I'm not one for eyeshadow unless a certain costume/cosplay/rave outfit/ocassion calls for it)
Surprisingly enough it works <3
and you can't even tell I'm wearing make up other than on my eyes and lips
It's pretty fantastic~
Kay I'm done typing for now xD
Here. Have my newest song obsession~
THERE ARE SWEARS. I WARNED YOU.
But the video is amazingly funny xD
and the dude with spikey hair is sexy <3
Lip ring guy is 2nd because of sex hair and sexy lip ring xD
