OK so this world is like all my other worlds.It includes all,no most,of my poetry and a few other things.So basically this realm is where you will find most of my poems.If you would like to request anything,please do.I love to write poetry and lots of it tells a story from different points of view.So if you would like me to write a poem about someone or something,please just send a comment or message me.

Bored!!

I'm really bored right now.I have nothing to do.Some one please tell me what I can do.I have spare time on my hands and I need something to do.I have homework,but I don't want to do it right now.Well,at least until I get home.I need something to do.Any one have any ideas?If you do then send me a message.Ugh.I got another worksheet to add to my already BIG pile of homework I have to do.

Happy Birthday Jr.!!!!

Today is my cousin Jr's B-day.And I didn't even get to wish him a happy b-day either.Hell,I didn't even see him.I'm so going to have to get him something for his birthday present.But what can I get him?I have no idea what I can give my cousin.After all Jr. is a guy.And he just turned 18 years old.Man what a horrible cousin he must think I am to forget to buy him a b-day present,much less wish him a happy birthday.
He is a month younger than I am,but he's still the same age as I am.He had a sister a year younger than him but she died this past summer.She was very pretty too.She is the same age,or would have been the same age as my sister if she were alive.My sister is going to turn 17 this summer.My cousin would have too,if she hadn't died.I feel sorry for Jr. sometimes because he was so close to his sister,who's name is Tressa.Tressa and Jr. were always together and had each other's backs.Like they were best friends.Jr. took it really hard when Tressa died.I did too,but not as badly as he did.I wasn't exactly close to Tressa but my sister was.I was close to Jr more than I was Tressa.He and I had fun when we hung out together.
But like time,things between us changed.We stopped hanging out together and never really talked for all of five seconds.When we do see each other it's either to say 'Hi' or 'Bye'.Stupid huh?I actually thought we would be close even after Tressa's death.But what I thought,I thought wrong.I sometimes see him but that's all.I never get to talk to him.Never.It's just how much he's changed.I just wished things could back to the way they were before Tressa died.Yeah right.If wishes were fishes people could make all the wishes they wanted to.

I love you too

I sit here
Leaning back against a huge oak tree
With your head in my lap
Your sleeping
And I can't help but smile
You look so peaceful
Even in your sleep
But I can't help but smooth out your hair
You smile at me even with your eyes closed
Then you open your eyes and look at me
I laugh at you
Because I can't think of anything else to do
You get up and look at me with that smile on your face
Then you lean closer to me
And kiss me
I close my eyes
And kiss you back
You break away from the kiss and smile
I open my eyes and look at you
You get up and hold out your hand to help me up from the ground
I hold your hand and lean against you while we walk
You let go of my hand ad put your arm around my waist
I look up at you and smile
You look at me and laugh
I laugh too
Then I stand on my tip-toes and kiss you
You kiss me back
We break apart and keep walking
I can't help but laugh
You look at me again
But this time there is something mischievious in your eyes
I look at you and ask you why you have that look in your eyes
You tell me because you love me
I look away and feel my face growing warm
Then I look back at you and say 'I love you too'

So Much Pain And Sorrow

Why?
Why me?
Why do this to me?
Why not any one else?
You could have done this to some one else
Any one else but me
I stand here in shock
Because of what I see before me
Are dead bodies
Dead bodies of my family and friends
I fall to my knees
I can barely breathe
I feel like I'm the verge of going on a killing spree
I'm so angry
And yet I'm so...so...sad
I don't know what to do
I just sit here and stare at their dead bodies
I can't conjure up enough strength to stand up and walk away
I don't ever want to leave them
Never
I can't leave them
Not like this
I feel a lump in my throat
But it doesn't seem to register in my head
I just sit here
I feel like I've been hit by two semi's at the same time
The pain I feel is beyond compare
I don't know how anyone can stand to feel it
Especially me
The tears I've fought to hold back are now flowing like never ending rivers down my face
God why did this have to happen?
Why did they have to die?
I don't understand
I want them back
Give them back to me
Don't take them from me
I love them so much I can't afford to lose them
Not now
Not ever

I'm still sitting here when I hear you approach
And I'm still crying
I'm crying so hard you don't know what to do
You don't even know how bad I feel
YOu don't even know the pain I feel
It hurts so much
I feel like I should have died too
But that wouldn't solve anything
It would only make things worse than they already are
And yet it would allow me to be with them forever
In a place of peace and of pure bliss
I'm still crying when you kneel down next to me
You try and comfort me
You try and tell me everything's going to be okay
That I'll be okay
I look at you while I'm still crying
And ask 'How am I going to be okay?'
You don't answer me
I look away and keep crying
I feel som much pain and sorrow
That I don't know if I am ever going to be okay
Without the people I loved and hedl close to my heart

Complain,complain,complain

I hate it when we fight like this
You always say your sorry
But you don't really mean it
All you ever do is complain,complain,and complain
Why do you always complain?
I have listened to you complain all the time
But I have never seen you do anything about it
All you do is sit there and complain
You colpain about
You complain about that
You complain about it being too cold
You complain about it being too hot
You complain when I don't cook you supper
You complain about how the baby cries all the time
You complain about having to work all day
You complain about how we never spend time together
When the truth is your never around
Your always gone
Your never here with me and the baby
Your always at work
You always have something to do
You never have time for us
And yet you have the gall to complain about it
How very stupid
I should never have taken you back again
I was stupid to even think you'd change
But in reality you never did
And now all you ever do is
Complain,complain,complain