Me: what the hell....
looks around...while trying to get up
Me: where am I?
stares into the darkness
Me: what is this?
looks around more
Me: oh no...Im back here again..I blacked out
stands up and walks in the darkness
Me: not this again...I blacked out....again.
runs in the darkness
Me: No...who got me so mad to where...I just lost it now...

Lost in Dark
No this again yet again when the anger is there...wait...this isn't the anger anymore....
it is the depression...the blame the guilt...the shame
It all coming back to me...haunting me.
But here in the darkness??
I can't see the truth...I can't even see a lie.
How can this be?
I'm getting shoved by guilt,hit by shame and thrown down by depression...
but where are they?? How do I fight back???
Where do I go???
How do I fight something like this??
it a gang up...
A break me down situation. I'm on my own here right??
no...whats this??
is someone holding my arm...my other arm too
light???ahead???? from what??
Friends? Family? it them.... but who's on my arms??
conscience?? and Lizzy??? you two....
smirks
I guess...these are those who can help me...even when I am lost in the dark....