I'm more or less interested in anything dealing with Itachi but I get interested easily with any manga/anime
I'm not much to talk about an amateur artist trying to put up art for people to see as well as fan art. I hope you like this world I'm probably just do journal entries and compare things in life with some in anime/manga

My Art

So I can't upload anything.... Bummer....

But i still draw a bit in deviant art... If you wanna see em just click here
Im not really uploading here either just drawing a bit in Muro so you can rewatch how i draw em too. ^__^ til then i just have to wait to upload.

Hopefully my lappy will be nice to me soon or if not then i guess maybe art by me will not be around for a while -w-

Life So Cruel

Well not mine...i already had my BS in life to deal with

A friend.. who i haven't seen since elementry....
I found her
and weird i actually remembered her.
She remembered me too.

We began to talk a bit and get to catch up in life and such
I told her my past... and how things went up to now...

She did the same
But.... She said life was cruel for her
People made fun of her
for her weight
how she dressed...

I hated that
To hear people say things that hurt...

But what hurt me more... was she said... I had it easy....

ME? I had a bad life sure not too bad but... I tried things... done things... hung around the wrong crowd ...
But still... me having it simple??

but not only that... she said... i looked different. I seemed different...

I looked a her confused... I mean sure... I dressed darker... but also not to dark as before...
But what she was focused on... was my weight.....
I lost weight... and she said she gained it... and more of it....
How do you tell someone... they will.... they can... if they don't have that confidence....
How do you tell someone you did things that just fell on you and you did the wrong things to make yourself feel better?

All I could do... was what i normally do... I just looked at her and said "things happen. Not always for the best... and the things people say... never important... You're beautiful you have to see it.... Not the weight that matters...not the look... its the personality people need to see... You are you and they can't change that. If they don't like how you look then they are not anything to you. they are nothing but people who want to bring you down..."

Life tends to be cruel...
but... theres always someone reaching out... but its up to you to take that help or not... never a right time... i learned that the hard way.... never a wrong time.... but when you want to tell... maybe... it may be too late...

Just Noticed

Im at the top for top 8 ....... and some how I was also top 8 a few days ago.... from what I saw....

I also.... Am on number 1 for leader board for the art submitted in a week....

I also noticed.... I have 190.... subscribers

....IM FREAKING HAPPY AND LATE TO HAVE NOTICED!!????!!!!!!!!

But positive attitude....

Awesome actually.

And not even a year for me to have joined.....

Good progress I must say. Gotta stop being slow at noticing things though.....

Past.... coming back....

A past
A past to forget.
You know...
The cruel things....
The things you know you want to forget...
Ever have them haunt you?
See them come back just as bad?

A past...
That seems to want to come back just as bad...

People who seem to come back....
Or new people that remind you of the old ones....
why?
Why oh why must the past come back?

Past...
Present...
No matter what time, day, month or year....
The past seems to come back....

To know there are people who remind you of things other people done to you...
The Betrayals
The Hate...
The Revenge....
The things, you want to forget....don't seem to die...

The Past.... was harsh....
But when it come back...
Its worse....
How do you handle it now...
When you barley could before?

Why doesn't the past...
Just know to stay away....

Challenge.

Basically it like the challenges given in the whole you know.... Art or Ecards stuff but Im more drawing than ecards/wallpapers

Basically you and this person get together... or you know talk on a drawing you and that person want. You and the other person have to draw the drawing the other wants....

In other words you draw their idea and they draw your idea.

I thought it be cool for others to join me and Chichi on this. I got the idea from Chichi when she asked Yuka to draw a girl and a horse together and all.... but it had to be emotional.

Right now I asked Chichi to draw a girl with headphones....sitting down eating a pocky stick. Simple right? She just needs to try and match it to how I see it or at least get it close.

Chichi asked me to draw a guy, with cards in his hands (Queen,King, Ace and Jack) up to his face, and dark aura making the other cards from the deck fly around him... and a mirror cracked around him while he sitting in a chair... I can do that sketch is done. I just have to try and match how she wants it...or close.

It be cool to you know get people to do this with their buddies and all you know. No prize but hey your making a friend happy don't you think?

Anyways it to those who want to do this kind a thing with us or with their own friends you know?

Think about it. It not a bad challenge here. I think it be cool to get others on this.