I'm more or less interested in anything dealing with Itachi but I get interested easily with any manga/anime
I'm not much to talk about an amateur artist trying to put up art for people to see as well as fan art. I hope you like this world I'm probably just do journal entries and compare things in life with some in anime/manga

Thoughts....

For one....

Art
My art im trying to improve... for one. Not as planned some i got others well... need some work....
I get it. Pissing me off when I hear someone go over board by cussing me out or something seriously... I know it good to get told where you got to fix but come on cussing me out on it the F**? You want to get beat? *breathes* secondly... i know... im not the best artist. Hell i'll admit some art i do i like and others i say to myself "could of been better"
I know... I hate it... Might as well grab those who cuss me out and smash them into a wall or something... I already had to give up on drawing a few times before... im not about to let that happen again.

People

No no one on here thats a good thing People in the outside ... people i thought to call friends... ha was I wrong....
Oh so wrong.....
A friend wouldn't leave you to deal with something they started... they be by you and ask you to help them and be there for em and stand firm with you and you with them...
Life has people... who would use you...to where when they don't need you.... call you worthless and so much more.
then.. theres the people i do care for most....
the ones i would let myself die for...... some i want to help but yet.... i can't... because what they are dealing with... i am too... you can't help someone if you can't hep yourself...... can't help if that person is not close by...... if that person is falling..... how do you help them if you have no way of contacting them.... it sucks.... it makes me mad.... makes me mad at me..... hate myself.... but for what? Im not even sure myself. I shouldn't i mean i can't do much and you can't do much even if you wanted too....or am i wrong on that?

Am i alright? No m mad as hell.
Im pist off at things..i can just fix.....
Im mad at the fact things i want to do.... i can't because something always stops me and when i get passed it..something else comes along.....
Im pist the F*** off at the fact people won't leave me alone on my damn art.... the way i dress... the way i act.... the way i do things.....

I can't change who i am..... I done that too many damn times....
Be the good person
to being the enemy
to being the one everyone hates
to being someone people look up too
and also the one they look down at

I can't please everyone...
Im tired of pleasing everyone.....
I gave up art before......
I gave up on life more than once......
I gave up on a lot of things... friends..... family...... love...... caring.....

Im tired..... of all of that giving up.....
what am i suppose to do?
Im not trying to not get better at drawing just the opposite im trying what ican to get better...... asking for help from people.... listening to people... hell im using youtube to learn damn it.

Somehow... even that .... seems to get me no where........ Is my art even getting better? Yeah i think so......
But why is it....... Im doubting myself even more.........what the hell... am i suppose to do.

Tagged....Again =w=

sasuke sarutobi4 tagged me...

I logged in today to find out that CelestialSushi tagged me :3

RULE 1: POST THE RULES.
RULE 2: ANSWER THE QUESTIONS THE TAGGER SET FOR YOU IN THEIR POST, THEN MAKE 11 NEW ONES.
RULE 3: TAG 11 PEOPLE AND LINK THEM TO YOUR POST.
RULE 4: LET THEM KNOW YOU’VE TAGGED THEM.

Here are my questions for you people I tagged!:

1. What is your #1, most favorite anime/manga ever!?
Black Butler
2. If you could time-travel to any era, in any area around the world, where would you go to, and what time?
....back in time to the era of .... i have no clue =w=
3. Tell me the first thing you think of when I say 'tablet'.
drawing pad.....
4. If a tornado suddenly touched-down near your house, what would be the first thing you would save?
My dogs
5. Pokemon or Digimon?
Digimon
6. Have you ever been to an anime/manga/video game convention? If so, which one(s)?
i have never been to one but it is something i want to accomplish in life
7. Have you ever cosplayed before? If you have, who have you cosplayed as? And also if yes, did you buy or make the costumes yourself?
I have... a small cosplay at random i was Itachi (had the bangs to be him)
8. Whats your favorite foreign food?
.................pockey.............does that count....
9. If you could own any animal in the world as your pet, and it wouldnt harm you, what animal would you own?
one that does no harm?? Impossible i want a wolf the only animal i want to own and keep for myself
10. If a decomposer could decompose a composer, how much decomposing would the decomposer decompose?
....say what?
11. Whats your opinion on school uniforms?
Eh.... if its black and red im good... any brighter colors its not as fun... tucking in shirts is just worse too...

I doubt im a tag anyone else mostly on the fact a lot of people are getting tagged ..... if not once then twice or more =w=""

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As live continues to go on
You always have to find those things that will either bring you up
or take you down...

Life goes on and on
Things happen
Good and bad.....

Can you prevent the bad
Of course

Can you make the bad go away?
I tried some do some don't

As life continues on
So many things can come at you
That can hurt you
Break you
Or even get you angry or worst....

I can't believe I thought i can break a habit...
It didn't last long...
I went back to that habit
what is that habit?
Punching a wall till i feel the anger rage or frustration go away....
the sadness
the pain
Its all in each hit...
each punch....

Each bruise.
Each drop of blood.

I feel life goes on...
May it be my way...
may it not....

Life goes on....and on.

Im Back

So......yep im back.

Im a stay back. Maybe hopefully. Who knows.... *Shrugs* And another thing its my O.C's bday so I guess thats a laugh. But im pretty out of it.... but i am back... i am here to stay...ish just kidding im here to stay But yeah im back.....what i miss?

And also happy really really really reeeealllllllly late brirthday wishes to the 22 people i seem to have not sent a bday wish to.....So hopefully I won't do that again.... But will be submitting new art works...

This happens... and no one stops it....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=80RqEf56Ix4

Its always others who make it to where you want to die.... even when you want to try and think you can keep going....