I'm more or less interested in anything dealing with Itachi but I get interested easily with any manga/anime
I'm not much to talk about an amateur artist trying to put up art for people to see as well as fan art. I hope you like this world I'm probably just do journal entries and compare things in life with some in anime/manga
- Created By Zuzu Uchiha
Live to Die
can't be helped when your living day... after day things go wrong... and you do what you can to keep going. Tomorrow being another day. What if tomorrow doesn't come? Live life... to the extent of trying to make people smile.... friend happy..... and everyone around you know your there.... What does it mean to live.....a life where people turn against you. Leave you. Break you.....What does it mean? To live.... to only die inside. To live life happy from the start of it all but then it all falls. May you be young. Or Old. People tend to live....on the outside. And Die slowly on the inside. Have you felt that before? Know anyone who has felt that before? To say to live... to them... they probably have no reason to keep going anymore. Give a hand. But don't look down on them. Many try to live....to only die.
Listening
I finally get to hear from you.... after all the time it took from me to feel you were alright and think that nothing has happened to you...that you be ok even if it seemed you haven't given me a call back or the slightest hint that you were fine.... I remember... I would give a call when I didn't hear from you after a few days when you would usually call.... In the end.... you were going though things... Things I wish I could of helped you with. I heard of some of the things.... not all of it. But now... the night a night I never expected you finally speak.... I didn't care if I was suppose to be sleeping or not tired or not I just wanted to know if you were alright. You made me let out a sigh of relief to hear from you but then you tell me of the rest of whats been happening... anger and pain and other stuff.... what or how could i help... at all? Before I could give a word of advice but now.... I cant even give that. Somehow... I thought you wouldn't be thinking the things I would usually think.... those dark and miserable thoughts.... the ones that taunt me day and night but then again I didnt think most people or expect some people who have those thoughts either. But you are one I was not going to expect it from at all.... in all.... Im happy you had spoken.... and also happy to know your trying to give it your all.... To push forward even with things being bad for you.... And all I can do is hope that you will succeed in that my conscience who I loved and never forgot about even after you went silent on me and the rest..... just glad. Really glad.... thats all I wanted.... to hear from you.... I can give a smile here and there but you..... when you came to mind I could never really say I was happy knowing nothing of you but now.... I just want to try....to keep that connection still.... and not let you fall out of my reach again.... not again.... Not now.... I just got you back. I dont want to go thinking and wondering again ....
one exception
Im a make an exception.... what would that be... you'll see later on.
if you can't guess what that is then think about it for a bit....
So were on the same understanding
And so far the days that gone by i had to deal with things....
Most i understood and fixed others not so much
But for those who care to know I am going to stop posting artwork up here and anywhere else..... The Zuzu and Omnia one is my last one....and from there nothing more....
I will say its not anyone who said anything or whatever more on I'm doing it on my own will to not post anymore of my drawings because im not proud of em and i don't like my style as it i now.
So for now im a stop posting and just be favoring artwork and commenting when i can. Well thats all i got to say so see yeah around people 
(A p.s)
Also for those who think I gave up on drawing no I didn't what i am doing is improving just I won't be posting the progress only few people will see my art if you care to know who it be chichi6 and dragonseiryukaplus their helping me with tips and such so of course i let em take a peek at what my progress is going.
I give myself 3months to improve.
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Life goes and goes
Its going well
so why is there still a bit of sadness..
As though im missing something....
That thought that says
You can be happy
But your not
That thing in me that telling me
You aren't happy
What is there to not be happy on?
Why do i feel i am missing something?
I know I get nagged at things
Who doesn't
I have my problems...
Maybe its just
I don't tell others on them
My problems...
The things people say or do
Their my problems..
I can just throw em to the side
But for how long
How long til they come back
How long
Can i go without having someone worry
having someone think Im in trouble
How long can i hold a smile to them
And say its alright
Knowing its not...
How can i
tell them its ok
When its not
Maybe its already something normal
To act as though everything is alright.
Show a smile
Laugh a bit
When im breaking
Thats how its been
I guess thats why
I feel something missing
I may be fine
but Im not fully alright
