I'm more or less interested in anything dealing with Itachi but I get interested easily with any manga/anime
I'm not much to talk about an amateur artist trying to put up art for people to see as well as fan art. I hope you like this world I'm probably just do journal entries and compare things in life with some in anime/manga

Just a thought

To know that no matter how much you try to cinvince me.....I am meant to die Let me explain this a bit In my life i don't give one damn about me My life means nothing to me I know a few people who know this I dont give one bit about my life I would sacrafice it on the spot for a loved one Somehow not even my art makes me want to live Its the people who make me feel i have to protect them The ones who I cant help but wonder how they will be The ones who feel they have no one else to turn to like me I have family sure but even then they are hard to rely on as well as friends Never know who will be the one to turn against you or make you seem like your worth nothing something you already know I worry for those of my friends who feel like the ones who said hi before are not replying to them Not paying them one bit of attention Not a hi nor a glimps Either way they want a reason to live I do not I already know I got nothing much on me I lack so much in my life but they somehow make me stick around The ones who make me feel like I want to be here to make sure their happy If their not i wont rest til they are happy May those who put them in the state they are in never cross my path I realised a few things I am one serious masacist I enjoy my own pain to the point if you stab me i will still come at you but not the point on that part I realised I dont really like the way things are going for me sure I should change em but im not even sure where to start on the other hand its better to not care for my own life My life means nothing end of that But in all the meaning to keep living for others is not me wanting to live Just for me to take their pain if they want me to. I wont let myself love myself since even i have the side of me that wishes me dead sure others have their problems and so i push mine aside mine mean nothing compared to the pain the people i care fors pain But in all I don't care for me I care for them as much as i get the your life is Important speech i still don't feel i have a life as some already pointed out to me and i just smile at them saying their right. I may not have a good life the best life but I rather see the life of friends go better in their favor instead of being trapped in pain all the time May they live a good one to the end

Taking Requests

Im taking requests....

Mostly on the fact again... I'm on a blank. As I said before I will draw any character i probably never drawn Before....
I do have to say if their characters that look realistic... then I can't promise It will come out fine. Not the best in realism.
in my opinion i make everything come out in my drawing styleI'm not having limits here.... well maybe i should incase but I'll do it for.... first 5 people.

I'll just wait then....

1) nimbusoak: O.C Rita
2) silvershriek: Kotetsu T. Kaburagi from Tiger an Bunny

So i need inspiration

Yeah i drew chi's drawing of Minato and Hinata going at it....

IJ neptune (my sweet sis and twin) asked for a drawing as well which im a start soon enough....

I just want or actually i need something to keep me occupied and busy... So anyone want me to draw something....

just know i can't do realistic art for shit

any anime... even anime that i don't know or probably havent heard of. Random things... O.Cs just give me something to draw because im in need of some kind of inspiration here.... or at least something to draw....


random shit here. no its not important just something that came to mind in the past week... needed to write it

Sometimes I wonder why i even bother....
Somehow its getting worse to try and say your friends....
Your wanting to trust
Somehow... its hard to get any trust anymore
What do you do?
I think give em space.
But then... they might think other wise of it as ignoring...
Whats worse
You can't get their trust.
You can't get your own parents trust.
You know you done wrong before.
So when its been a while a long whiles since you did something to make em not trust you
You did all you can to get that trust again....
One gives it to you
The other just makes you want to rip something apart and throw away every little thing that says have trust have faith...
Whats the point then.
Might as well kill your thoughts and mind and let yourself be surrounded by the darkness you once let go of
the one that said to never have trust in anyone at all
Not friends
Not family.
Just you yourself...
And no one else.

Maybe its best to go back to those times.

Back into nothing
To the person people never saw
Never noticed
Never cared.
Again to the past
Not wanting to trust or be trusted.
Maybe... thats for the best.


we laugh... we cry.... we do what we can. Living happy and carefree with those around you. But that happiness begins to break. One person lies. Another betrays. And another shatters your dreams. Others break you. Those who would lift you up, now look down on you. So what do you say to those who speak to you when they need you. But turn away from you when you need them. How will you know who is who. Who is real. Who is false. Those would be the ones....who stand by you in the ups. And the downs. The easy times. And the hard times. Held you up and still keep you there. Many of those people still do exist. But some people seem to never notice them. Those who give you and others so much care... has probably hurt the most. Those who never get angry probably has once before and has controlled it. Those who gives you the biggest smiled probably hurt the most in the past. Those who has never turned their back on you even when they should....probably have been abandoned the most. Living...but complaining.... people have their problems... some get through them alone others with help. Give a hand... give a damn....some people need someone even if its just One person. People come. And they go. But those who stand by you through it all... will probably be there til the end.