- Created By Oni hime
my feelings for you love
Darling to be completly broken insde
is the only thing you left me with
and to look deep into my memory to find the broken memory of you and us
it fills me with such anger and hatred towards you love
darling i may never see you again
but to see you picture
makes me want to scream and punch out windows
darling, i may have said i still love you
but in all truth love...i despise you
suicide dreamer
holding back, trying not to reach for any thing that could hurt me
i saw her in my dreams
but i know all she will do is hurt me
but yet i love her
why?
why does she haunt me, my dreams, my heart?
i feel like i need to find her
im always in a empty and broken search for something i know isnt there
but i still search for her
why?
i can hear her screaming in pain
i need to help her
but i cant find her except in my dreams
its tearing me apart
why?
i cant stand it
its driving me crazy
i need to escape
but i cant figure out how
why?
i will escape this pain
i dream of death
i dream of pain
i dream of her pushing me more towards suicide
why?
i guess thats what im destined for
i cant stand her screaming any more
i used to call out for her
but she never answered
why?
she will never torture me again
i have been a suicide dreamer
i will escape her and my dreams
is she really pushing me towards suicide
why?
no more questions
i will bring my dreams to life
the suicide dreamer finally embraces her dreams
a hidden place, a gunshot, and fall off a bridge
why?
she hated the torture
and now she wont feel pain anymore
she cant dream of that girl or her screaming
that girl did push her into suicide
and now no one will ever find her or know what happened
why?
because that girl loved her to and wanted them to be together
so she pushed her into suicide
by torturing her
and now both of thier wishes are granted she has me and i escaped all the pain
today's random post...i hope haine-chan doesnt kill me
sitting here next to my bff haine-chan and we are both on the otaku...sending messages back and forth like retards cause we are to lazy to talk...lolz...waiting for hopefully uryu to get here...yay just figured out how to post images on worlds thanx to haine...thanx all the ppl who have sent me messages requesting to be friends...if you have a tagged my name on there is...well if this computer would ever load...ugh hold on my name on there is I♥BULLET im not sure if that would work but here is my email for it [email protected] haine chan is being mean she is gonan make rude comments on this one im scared...i need the magic fairy of anti-haine to protect me..hahaha haine chan beat that...remember the male fairy at the rennasance festival..oh btw ppl NEVER MAKE FUN OF A MALE FAIRY...EVER
haine is growing more and more impatient cause i wont post it yet its so funny
hmm what else should i type now...im not sure but i also have a bestuff, a facebook, a vampirefreaks, and other thing si cant think of right now well i guess ill post this before haine kills me and o wouldnt put it past her either she has already tried...
today's random post...i hope haine-chan doesnt kill me
sitting here next to my bff haine-chan and we are both on the otaku...sending messages back and forth like retards cause we are to lazy to talk...lolz...waiting for hopefully uryu to get here...yay just figured out how to post images on worlds thanx to haine...thanx all the ppl who have sent me messages requesting to be friends...if you have a tagged my name on there is...well if this computer would ever load...ugh hold on my name on there is I♥BULLET om not sure if that would work but here is my email for it [email protected] haine chan is being mean she is gonan make rude comments on this one im scared...i need the magic fairy of anti-haine to protect me..hahaha haine chan beat that...remember the male fairy at the rennasance festival..oh btw ppl NEVER MAKE FUN OF A MALE FAIRY...EVER
haien is growing more and more impatient cause i wont post it yet its so funny
hmm what else should i type now...im not sure but i also have a bestuff, a facebook, a vampirefreaks, and other thing si cant think of right now well i guess ill post this before haine kills me and o wouldnt put it past her either she has already tried...
next random post
listeing to music talking on tagged...missed my friend tyler alot last night...
trying to get more ppl on here...i wish ppl would turn on their cell phone so i could talk to them CODY!!!!...cant wait for 2-morow get to see some of my anime clan members...had to explain what anime is to some one you know how hard that is if they have nevr seen it before... i just sent them a like to episode 1 of naruto...mom is picking me up around 3 YAY and i get to call tyler at 6 ugh i dont wanna wait!!! i like super really need to straighten my hair...i think its my day to do dishes i will brb i gtg check...nope its not my day...yay well i guess thats all for my random post..going to try to call ppl again
byeez!!
