time: 8:30 pm
mood: angry >:|
physically: tired...
mentally: stressed...
note: dis a long ass rant.. u dont have to read it..
just sumtin to make me feel better
ugg.. i dont no y.. but im been in a rele bad mood... im just so frustrated these days D:<. i wanna punch sumtin.. but im to week right now D:... so angry... but im so tired... cuz im not gettin enought sleep... uggg.. yesterday, i was havin a lil break down n i go to my kicken to get a napkin to wipe my tears away... den my sister c's me sad n go n tells my pop... at that point.. i dont want anyone talkin to me.. or talking about me.. so i started to yell at my sis.. which confluded on my parents or.. well.. pop.. yellin at me.. he asked wot was wrong, i sed i dont no, he asked again.. i sed i dont no.... he asked.. AGAINN.. N I SED I DIDNT NO... this happened several times b4 my voice starts to raise after every repeat... GOD.. WTF.. y cant people just say sumting once... uggg.. lyk.. i get back from my friends sleep over.. i was rele tired cuz i did so much stuff.. n so i rested on my bed n used the comp. my mum tells me to come wit her to help wash clothes (long story.. dont rele wanna go into it..) well.. i say ok, n then start to move.. my mum repeated yells "KYLE COME WIT MY DOWNSTAIRS" even after ive sed yes... i dont no weather im just hard to understand.. but FOR THE LOVE OF GOD... IT SEEMS AS IF EVERY ADULT AROUND ME JUST COMPLETELY IGNORS WOT I SAY, N REPEAT THERE QUESTIONS TO ME.. or.. just ignor me.... lyk today at math.. we have to carry around our math textbooks, and our math teacher checks to make sure we have it. i had my math text book on my lap, n i was slouchin, so it was hard to c.. cuz my desk was covering it. the teacher asks is i have it, i say yes, and i show her by book. aparently... she just ignored me.. n i over heard her say "ok.. so so-n-so, so-n-so, and kyle doesnt have there books todai" im just lyk... WTF WOMAN.. i just showed u it..n she was lyk "no u didnt" n im just so freakin mad i start to raise my voice.. n make a big deel out of it.. n then she says "r u mad?" n i say "YES..."... >_>... uggg...
N THIS ISNT THE FIRST TIME.. OHOHOHOHOHOHO.. NOT AT ALL.. everytime i raise my hand in class.. the teacher calls me.. n then she calls another person as IM SAYING SUMTIN.. N COMPLETELY FORGETS ABOUT ME.. my friends just look at me.. n we all laugh.. they laugh out of the halarity that this always happens to me, n my laugh is both cuz of that, n the fact im dyin a lil in the inside...
lol, just a lil image of my feelin... lyk im holdin everything in n ready to 'slode...
