F my life!

I lost my cell phone and my flash drive on the same day!!!!

Im not so upset about my phone as I am about my flash drive.

I have no idea what even happened to my phone...and my flash drive was pretty much my fault but it still really really sucks!

I left my flash drive in my photography class room computer and some little freaking junior stole it!!!T^T
I had all my comic pages and manga studio files and even more important i had my pictures for my photograhy project on there!!
32 pictures and my contact sheet and i wasnt able to print anything out!!
I am so fucked right now.T3T I doubt i have time to take all the pictures again because im sure its either due tomorrow or friday because its the end of the quarter.
I'm proabably literally going to fail that class this quarter because i know I have a C in that class right now.
This...really really really sucks butt.
Ive never failed a class ever....ever.

My flash drive is the only place i saved my manga studio files and my comic pages....so...um...there...gone?
I had to rescan the pages of the sss i havent toned yet and im going to have to save them off the internet....I hate doing that. I have over 100 pages, like 200.

And another thing!
Deviantart is blocked at school...so...the only time i can get on and respond to messages is at my moms house. Which means updates will be slower than normal..ugh.

Im just going to cross my fingers and just hope my phone and flash drive just show up one day...

Uh...

Well...my Desk Top still is skrewed up^^'

So the only time i can get on the internet is at school or when i go to my moms house...which is right now...for a while...

Are the icons supposed to disapear?

Im on my laptop right now and that is the only reason im on the internet right now....T3T
for some reason all the icons on my screen for the programs have disapeared and so did the start menu.T3T
I can open all the programs on my desktop by going through ctrl alt delete and going to new task...all my internet exployer....
is it time to get my computer reimaged?

broken keyboard

two keys on my home compter keyboard no longer work.
f eye wrte ot enogh can yo tell whch ones are broken?
ths s gong to get really really frstratng....

i need to work harder.

Man i feel soooo unmotivated and tired latly...is it school?...Im not sure...but there are many areas i need to pick up speed on...
I think its because my teachers last week kept reminding how much i suck at drawing. the 60% was nothing compared to the rude comment that my old art teacher gave me about my eye, i was so upset that i cant really remember what it was...but it was something about how i only put 50% effort into or something.......which i got an extention on...which i didnt do anymore on this weekend....

School:
Ugh...right now im not even sure what is due and what i should be doing....

Comics: After 3 weeks all ive managed was 12 pages of the sss, which isnt even the whole chapter...almost...but not quite, Ill start toning after i finish the chapter, which i hope is soon. After i finish this chapter of the sss ill work on RAINE and EE. ill either work on them at the same time or do RAINE first.

Cosplay:...um...i have...the hat and the scarf done on my Dawn costume. I felt really crappy this weekend and i made the vest pattern from scratch. I never do that, so it took a while. I have the pattern pinned on the vest but i havent cut it out yet. I got brand new fabric scissors.(which my mom bought for me as long as i only use them for fabricXD) Jo Ann has a bunch of coupons going this week so its awesome^^
Ill try to work harder this week.