I honestly have to say that I don't care much for anything anymore. I don't like what I draw. I don't find solace in drawing, friends, tv, games, school or anything. Instead, I come home and feel like sleeping. I don't really know what it is. Maybe it's exhaustion. I think it's just me not caring.
I just slept for 13 hours straight, unprompted. I feel hostility toward everyone. Maybe I'm just depressed.
My dog, nikki, died yesterday. I want to know she's ok up in heaven, but I can't. I really want to tell her that we love and miss her and that we're sorry if we ever did anything wrong.
FML. Hope you have a better one as of late. Expect emo art, if any, in the next few weeks.
Ok I really hope you guys are doing better than I am because I have just been diagnosed with swine flu. :/ We got the good word from the doctor today... And he says I can go back to school on monday, luckily. I am missing so many assignments right now, it's not cool at all, actually. :( I'm emailing all my teachers today... I just hate to miss part of the first week of school!!
What's worse is that I am going to see a touring version of wicked in austin on Saturday, but I'll still be contagious, so we don't know how we're going to stop me from coughing to ensure I don't spread it.
My mom got me a box of face masks for now. :)
It's 3:52 in the morning here, and I am wide awake and burning up, LOL. I'm sick with a fever and a possibly thrown-out back already. It's kind of silly getting sick already on the 3rd/4th day of school... Especially with a bunch of projects due tomorrow.
I hope you guys are doing much better than I am. :)
I love this song for the definitive beat. I don't like a lot of their songs, but this song was really good. :) The opening line just got me, for the skipping of the last word and heading straight to the beat.
1. First day of school was a success... but I'm exhausted!!! I didn't get a good sleep last night, lol. If I didn't have homework, I'd be knocked out on my bed, lol. I can't even type.
My classes are really really fun (save a select few), and I'm glad to have found a few friends in each. This year I want to meet more people, so I guess it's ok that some of my classes only have a few select friends. More time & opportunity for introductions! :) But I'm most excited about my AP History class... it has all my guy friends, along with a few select gal pals!! :)))) It's the epitome of the perfect class for me; all people that I know, a fantastic teacher, plenty of time to talk during it, and just about an hour of work every night for it (but the work is fun.. our homework for tonight is coloring!).
But I have about an hour of homework, lol. AHHHHHHHHHHghhhhghgghghhgh.h.hsd.ahd.ha.sfj;asdlkjf;asdjf now i'm just not even trying.... i don't want to type right anymore lol.
2. saw the time traveler's wife, and was on the brink of tears when i told myself to suck it up. i cry too often in movie theaters; i need to learn to hold in my emotions just a little bit. it was a really really really really good movie, contrary to reviews. don't listen to reviews, they tend to be extremely misleading.
love you guys... i hope that you had a fantastic first day, or if you haven't already started, that you will have a fantastic first day!!! art is probably go on hiatus in a few weeks, but i'll try to churn out something for you guys (though most of you probably don't care, lol). you all are fantastic people.
One of my favorite R&B songsssss!! :) You've probably heard it on the radio at some point in time... maybe. I hope you would. It has awesome lyrics, and fantastic music to boot!
1. D. GRAY-MAN IS BACK A;LSDKJA;LSDKJFA;LSDKJFA;LSDJFL;!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANNOT TELL YOU HOW EXCITED I AM SO I WILL JUST TYPE IN ALL CAPS FOR THIS WHOLE BULLET. I HAVE BEEN WAITING MONTHS AND MONTHS FOR THIS CONTINUATION AND NOW IT'S BACK AND THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST DAYS EVER!!! :) IT'S SUCH A GREAT CHAPTER I JUST LOVE IT AND ITS' 50 FREAKING PAGESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!
2. Pardon my french, but everybody in the latest chapter is so badass. That Bondomu dude looks the coolest; he's gangsta material, yo. Wisely acts the most badass with his mind-reading/face-watching shenanigans. Tyki looks mighty "bishoneny" with his elongated hair (I miss his curly greased back locks). AND ROAD GREW BOOBS SUDDENLY??!?!? AND HUMAN EARL???!?!???! EVEN JOHNNY PUKING IN THE TOILET IS HARDCORE. I don't even know what's going on, it's so hardcore.
3. In real life news, we just shipped my sister off to college today. :( It was actually really fun; she was super sweet and awesome today, contrary to how she's been acting lately. We moved all of her stuff into her dorm, met her dormmates and their parents, and went out to eat and plan stuff for the next few weeks. It's kind of sad, not having her here, but we'll get over it. :) I'm sure when I move out my parents will just be like "Have fun!" and drive away.... no they won't, lol. Anyway... we're all proud of her!! She's going to be a business tycoon!!!!
4. I missed my schedule pick-up at school today.. :( I have to go in on Friday to get the screwed up thing. AP Art screwed up, like, 3 other classes. It's during 6/7th periods, which is the time I was supposed to be doing AP/GT English, so we had to drop the /GT and do AP English during 2nd period, which meant that I couldn't do Webmastering, so we tried to squeeze in Humanities, but it wouldn't fit, so now I'm taking AP Psychology. NOOOO I won't have any friends in English!!! :(((((( I HAVE TO TALK TO PEOPLE. AHHHHH!
5. Speaking of school, I still have like 3 test-grade assignments to complete. FML. 3 hours of Spanish listening + summary listening + argument essay. 16x20" Traditional self-portrait in pencils (which I'm doing in mechanical, not correct pencils, lol). Reading one of the most boring books in the world and taking notes for an open-note test. Not to mention, I have a timeline for AP English due 3 weeks into class, and it's coming out horribly.
6. Twilightsucks.com is my new favorite site.
7. I love Heroes. Have you noticed from my fanart? :)
8. I miss summer. Where did you go?
