"I am moving on"
From here i gather the strength of friends and family, i ask for the strength to continue in a new life, one with less pain,
From now on i step forward a new generation of myself, i lock a door in my past,i will not apologize to you nor blame you,
From here i find my calm, this day/second forward i an different,
From here on forward i will do my best to forget the past and look only to those who are with me in the now.
I gather the strength from these friends and family, not to sway back to that door.
this is how i will be from now on, if i start to sway i will return here as a reminder that this is a past that should stay in the past, i made this as my first new years resolution even though today is the 11th, this is something that has to be done no matter what day it is, though i shouldnt forget, i should leave it, and so i gather strength and i make this promise.