- Created By TobiX13
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Shattered heart among burning glass
endless waiting for the time to pass
twisted laugh, distorted grin
black at heart, pain begin
Unbreakable chains black with desire
Tear apart my heart in burning fire
Locked beneath a sky devoid of blue
the one thing I cannot have is you
-Zac
Burning Angel
Has the world changed
Or is life deranged
Madness wheel keeps turning
Black to the core
Before deaths door
Angel wings are burning
Forgotten but for a name
The world is the same
Give over my life
to the reaper's scythe
Let cold death embrace me
Marble jaws of death
Seal shut my last breath
Let the darkness take me
AShes of a wing
An angel no more to sing
And beauty no more to see
So turn the clock back
Before the world became black
Back when my heart was free
Last feather ablaze
Becomes ash before the worlds gaze
Divine no longer it shall be
If there is an escape from living hell
only time will tell
From darkness to thick to breathe
Home
In the darkness all alone
Afraid to call any place my home
I find a place to grasp a hold
Only to be cast out into the cold
Fire and brimstone, bloody death
Seize away the life that gives me breath
Somewhere far
Somewhere sure
None are cast out from death’s door
Trapped below a blue glass sky
The only true way out is to die
Glow of hope and ray of light
Is only blazing fire and death’s delight
So clip my wings and let me fall
Numbing cold to end it all
Into the void where I’m all alone
Someplace dark and safe to call my home
I Reminisce
this song is dedicated to all my dead homies Chucky,Sad Boy,Shy Girl,Mousie,Lil One,Juanito,Pigeon,Nigel,Morena,Sleepy,Danger,and Kitty R.I.P. your gone but never forgotten
Only 2 1/2 years but a lifetime of memories
The moment I heard you were gone I broke down crying on my knees saying Lord please
Take me instead cuz I feel like I'm already dead
My methods ahuevo de smoke that's why the future will roll in his head
Man getting a little choked up just rubbing about it
Los hombres no lloran for shit homeboy quit rubbing about it
I reminice about back in the day we use to play before we lift weights
But I also remember the scuffles we had in pulling the plane this way
Hearing you say to this day "Hey perro come over so we can lift weights"
And getting a hyna and getting first dates
And I embrace finally grasping hard to reality cuz I hate living a fantasy
Realizing that not really here I said to myself that it cannot be
It cannot be that you're not really here
It cannot be it cannot be that you're not really here
It cannot be it cannot be that you're not really here
It cannot be it cannot be that you're not really here
You're not really here
[Chorus: x2]
I reminice about back in the days carnal
We use to kick it in the playground and lift weights carnal
I wonder why you had to leave my side
Your memories on my mind everyday and every night
All of the time
You're probably wondering why I didn't show up to the funeral
I bet it was beautiful carnal did it hurt just to look at you
Laying there in the coffin on your back just in black cuz I couldn't understand the fact
That you had to pass and couldn't get a chance
To live a holy life
Always did something right our couple of days were tight
Thanks for everything expressing my gratitude with tears trickling
Down my face cuz I went out with praise is this a bunch of no maze?
But in the end of my days thinking of ways
I'd rather get by or leave myself a place so I must get high
Why is it so many questions to solve?
Not enough answers so it's easy to call I don't worry it all
I'll be your help when I fall when I feel pretty sure with your pictures on my wall
Now I lay me down to sleep dream my soul for the Lord to keep
And if you ever see me sleep anything close to a week
Now I want to let you know that I truly rest in peace
Yeah was sup. This song is dedicated to my homie Nigel
who passed away on Mother's Day. And is dedicated to his familia
and everyone who's lost someone out there. Rest in Peace. I know
you're looking down on me homie. And I know it. Rest in peace.
Gracias Por everything homie. I'll miss you. Al rato
[Chorus]
It's hard homie putting these words in a song cuz now you're gone
And I'm all alone suicidal thoughts just rolling through my dome
I'm sorry ese if it seems like my voice is getting eerie
But every night I think about that day I get a little teary
Si supieras lo que hicistes dejastes a tus padres bien triste no es un chiste
Es algo serio caiste al cemeterio
De los 17 años nomas por un paño
Y el varrio que queries tanto como les canto
Esta historia sin estar llorando?
Cuando ando solo en mi carro me acuerdo en esos tiempos desmadrosos
Dos mocosos jugandole los pozos
De las calles we were whooped we went out to the valles
Looking for enemigas listos para ser desmadres was an everyday thing
And until that night when I heard the phone ring at about 2:00 in the morning
My jefita gave me the bad news and my tears just started pouring, pouring
This is for all my homies that passed away. Descansa en paz.
Tagged -_-
i was tagged a long time ago but i dont know why, but decided to actually fill it in now...
RULES
-You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!
-Tag five people afterwards.
-Leave a message on their page telling them they're tagged.
ARE YOU?
1. Perfect?:Nope
2. Tall?: 5 foot 6
3. In your pajamas?: dnt wear any
4. Left handed?: right handed
LAST:
1. Friend you saw: ????? carlos i think
2. Talked to on the phone: Cree
3. Person to text you: none
4. Was today better than yesterday?: hahaha idk
FAVORITES:
1. Number: 3 & 13
2. Color(s): Red & purple
3. Fruit: banana
4. Place: Mosh Pits
EIGHT EMOTIONS:
1. Are you missing someone right now? yea
2. Are you happy? ecstatic
3. Are you sad? maybe
4. Are you bored? hell fuking yea
6. Are you nervous? why should i be
8. Are you tired? eh not rly
CURRENTLY:
1. Eating? can't say
2. Drinking? beers
3. I'm about to: fart
4. Listening to? Anthrax"Caught In A Mosh"
5. Plans for today? drink and sleep
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Drank bubbles? once
2. Lost glasses/contacts? plenty of time's
3. Ran away from home? yea i have
4. Broken someone's heart? hahaha no seriously i have not
5. Been arrested? too many times
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
1. Miracles? yea some
2. Yourself? yes
3. Heaven? no
4. Santa Claus? hell no
4. Love? i dnt even know
5. Do you like someone? why u want to know
6. Do you believe in God? thats for me to know
7. Answered the truth on all questions? yup
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: turned off my music and put on my boxers
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: lots of fuking things
Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: sherk the 4th
Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: Rest Room
Q: Do you smile a lot?
A: no not rly
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: only once
Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: only when ur friendly to me
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: in the street cause i got kick out
Q: When was the last time you cried:
A: can't say cause i dnt remember
Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A. her
Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: 6.5 too much BS in my life
Q: What do you hear right now?
A: Anthrax"Anti-Social"
Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: my teeth
Q: What's your favorite month?
A: none cause i dnt care
Q: What did you do last night?
A: thats to private to say srry
tagging Okami13,foodlove,tinty nyaa,narutoKHfan,jobro fan27
