I've worked hard and invested so much time in these words. They are me. The me I would never let anyone see. These words have helped me get through the darkest pits of Hell and come back with only the slightest remnant of injury.
With that said please enjoy what you find
Lovers alone wear sunlight
~E.E. Cummings~
Does this really require an explanation? FOr the more dense peoples, I will provide my best. To love is to like carrying the sun within you. These are the best "good" love poems i have.
Beyond
have you really left me?
no, that wasnt your character.
you still must roam these halls.
i miss you darling.
i hope you havent moved on.
for someday, i will join you.
but not yet.
Exstacy
Flashing lights and sound.
So sensuous, his hand in mind.
The smallest touch is such a rush.
Take off our masks,
Drink the river dry.
They said we would die.
From what,
This pleasure?
Flame
Love is like fire.
From a safe distance it can provide
Warmth, light, comfort.
Get to close, and you get burned.
this world is not just for poetry and quotes. The reason being i am running out of poems and time with which to write new ones. So i'm going to ramble about the two stories i'm working on. The first is called The Reclimation Chroinicles. the idea has been playing in my head since fith grade. i have each book outlined perfectly in my head. the real task is getting it from my head to paper. (or screen) the second is a coming out story. got the inspiration from some books i've read, dreams, (both day and night) and fierece desire. hoping it dosnt flame out like many of the things i've tried. well, if i get a decent draft done for either i'll post them up.
No quote today. Rather an introduction. This is a first draft of a song i'm working on, that i personally think is one of the best things i've written in a while. Tell me what you think.
Sin
How does it feel
To have no choice
How does it feel
To lose your voice
How does it feel
To be replaced
How does it feel
When your erased
They say its darkest before the dawn
But its been dark for so long
No one cares what i say
Just another hopeless day
Shut behind brick and stone
Everyday spent alone
How long till i see your face
Till i'm done living in disgrace
And its been dark for so long
Something just feels wrong...
something feels wrong
Look around
Man cant you see
Theres something
Wrong with me
I dont fit in.
And lately thats a sin
Will i be crucified?
Attempts made on my life?
Just cause I dont fit in
And lately thats a sin
Life isnt fair. Its just fairer than death. Thats all.
~William Goldman~
He's right. Life isnt fair. Its not meant to be fair. If it was, then the after life wouldnt be special. Thats bout all i got.
Waiting
So much has changed.
The trees bloom green,
Birds dart between the branches.
They werent here yesterday.
Todays a new day.
Tomorrow is another (but thats to distant to consider)
When did this happen?
Flowers blooming, insects buzzing.
They were dead before.
Like me.
Everything but me has changed.
The air is thick with life.
Its all breathing, its all alive.
Yet still i am cold.
Maybe they forgot.
Busied by this rebirth.
Too busy to notice this corpse.
But thats ok.
I dont mind, not really.
I'm fine.
I'll just...keep waiting.
A man who makes a beast out've himself gets rid of the pain of being a man
~Dr. Johnson
Humans are extremely comlex. We think, we feel, we love. As far as we know beasts dont. They just exist. If a man can drown himself in rage he can lose himself, and become like a beast. Hope that made a little sense. Anyways, enjoy these rage filled poems.
Ass
does it hurt when you think
about how broken her heart is.
how many shreds you tore out've her heart.
how much pain she endured because of you.
how she still stayed with you through it all.
does it hurt when you think
about how bloody her wrists are.
she cut herself last night.
she wasnt a slut
so you broke up.
now shes dead.
but you still dont care.
thats fine, but know this.
for what you've done
i'm gonna fucking kill you.
*these last two sound like love, but they arent. they are about the same girl, and while i love her the love is outwheighed by hate.
Riores
you take me down,
or at least you try.
i never understood,
why you wanted me to die.
i served you well,
all these years.
did as you asked,
fought your fears.
but it didnt matter,
not to you at least.
i'm just another meal,
at the devils feast.
Heroine
look at me, stressing over a girl.
theres thousands of them.
and yet its this one that comepletely breaks me down to nothing.
is this love?
for every minute without to be torture,
to beg for death when with.
if this is love i wish it would wither away
and leave me in peace.
but even so,
i crave it.
she sets me ablaze!
makes me feel things i've never dreamt before.
and i swear she'll be my death.
