Um, hello there!
My name is PinkKitty1, and, this is my little cornerstone of theotaku.com...
I'm not very talkative/social, I tend to seem sorta awkward at times, and I'm not 'famous'/popular on the internet. I just want those who enjoy anime/manga to come and have a good ol' time when venturing threw my stuffs. Feel free to leave critique' and comments to me about my art/manga/stories, but please, stay polite. ^^;
[I'll add something better here later... 3-11-08]
Stupid Escapades- Another Fallen Dead:
"If I told the world I hadn't any longer they'd think I'd die. The way things are, are the way things are suppose to be. Stale and concerned over stupid things. It really doesn't matter anymore; maybe I just want some damn attention- probably that pathetic. Even while having a good time, still feel an undertone of sad- sometimes disappointment too. Should get some help, or meds. But that's not going to happen; not that it ever was... Guilty for living, slight suffering commences when I lay awake at night. Sounds tiresome 'cause it is. Things barely change; and all I do is complain... but despite all that, there's still hope if anything else doesn't hold up; it'll be hope that does....... Okay dokey- grownin' old, still want to try and be the best person possible, with being screwed up in the head and all. Excuses barely pass as an logical explanation for immaturity. Got lots more years, and it ain't gonna be easy- people will lose touch- but that don't matter; suppose to grow outside and extend your horizons, and whatnot. People seem to keep dieing like leaves fallin' off a tree in the fall. Heaven's a magical place of wonderful, blissful, eternity- I bet I won't go there like this; or at all. Rotten, ungrateful, brat- don't mind me and my escapades. Emotions are stupid; and so am I."
R.K.~PinkKitty1
3/21/09
(7:43 P.M.)
No Trust Here:
"So paranoid.
No trust.
In anyone.
Anymore.
Ever again?"
R.K.~PinkKitty1
2/12/09
(12:35 A.M.)
The Sunflower's Cry: R.K.~11/2/08 (10:46 P.M.)
"The sunflower seeds,
they dismay,
falling softly,
in the rain.
...Heaven brings forth,
the life you wished for;
near death you will see...
Now's the time to believe.
Don't waist time wishing,
when you can be dishing,
out the love you feel you deserve.
"Give onto others you wish done onto you..."
That is how the wise saying goes-
even though it doesn't go that way.....
Hoping for tomorrow,
is a start,
for living- AGAIN.
Sit up and eat right.
Stand strong,
'til the end of the fight.
Grab hold of your past dignities,
and squish them with all your might.
Living back then will not help you now,
UNLESS you only want to feel like a clown...
"Go away!"
Some will say,
if you don't believe the same way...
Stand strong,
'til the end of the fight...
Remain standing, still, then.
Hope is lying silent in thin (amounts).....
Dream on your own time;
wake up!
-And see what's right.
Amen I say to you,
with a religious might-
some may say.
I'd be a hypocrite if allowed the moment;
in the REAL reality...
Grim,
and tired,
you stay;
while I,
TRY,
and grow older with an odd grace,
and dignity.
I may have failed already,
but,
that'll be okay-
if that's the way for me.
Does this make since?
Any of it?
No.
No it doesn't.
Just crack open a book and learn something.
I may not know the answer to your question,
but I have a clue of the(se) feeling(s) you feel...
"Honesty's the best policy..."
A wise quote may say,
but how about if you feel that way?
...To the way things work out-
time will stop;
and dust will carry you away...
In the wind,
you will spin-
"To the heaven's!"
you may cry."
"Feeling my life and where I belong in it- it's never about me, it's about everybody. I dream on and on and on... Feels indifferent, realization everyone's looking for the same thing- themselves. Who am I, and what do I want? ...Bah, it's all the same; let's just love, or, leave each other- alone. It's okay child, I don't understand this mess myself......."
R.K.~5-3-08
(...Crudy one...)
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