How Does It Feel?
By SandLover13
How does it feel
To think unlike others
Who usually care about homework and mothers
How does it feel
To be on your own
While friends hangout, you're alone
How does it feel
To not know
What to say, Where to start, When to grow
This feeling has a name
It's not a disorder
Or any disability in order
These kinds of things
Tell if the kid is not smart
And it shows if the kid's got heart
How does it feel
Being ignored everyday
Because you are different in another way
How do you feel
Being treated like trash
Because you act different or don't have cash
Well, It's called Autism
And it is for real
So, NOW tell me;How do I feel?
To learn more about Autism, click here.
So here we go again
Forging another sin
Forgetting all but how it will end
I can’t remember when
I could hold my head up high
In this catastrophe
Dwelt my enemy
Playing havoc with my sanity
But I’m the one to blame
I’ve made a habit of fucking up my life
Still the fires wait
Fueled by rage and hate
Death blood and hell are in my fate
Can you comprehend.
What its like to burn before you’ve died
But in my vanity
I could not help but see
Just how far gone I could possibly be
Its time to end this thing
I’m ending this shit tonight
And in this razor blade
I found that I was saved
Baptized in blood that will never fade
It’s to late for me
I’ve already spilt my crimson wine
They Shine for You
by miableachgirl
Look at the stars.
Look how they shine for you,
and they were all shining gold.
What a thing they'd do.
I came upon one,
and I felt you presents near me.
Your spirits always with me.
Their shining, look how they shine for you.
Do you know I love you so.
You know I love you so.
I came along a road that was far from you.
I hear you call my name.
I swam across the ocean, to find you.
I'm just sitting here. Alone.
I came along a path with your foot steps.
I sat there, waiting for you.
They're shining,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
They shine, because of the things you do.
How many are there?
They're shining for you.
They're shining for you.
What a thing to do.
Just standing waiting for you,
To come back.
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you
Do you know I love you so.
You know I love you so.
Do you love me so?
I know you love me so.
They're shining,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
They shine, because of the things you do.
Are you mad?
For you I shined myself.
I shine for you.
They shine for you.
Look at the stars.
How many are there?
Will they shine for me?
They shine for you.
I took my time looking for you.
Your spirit, is spilling.
Are you fading? Please don't leave me.
For you I plead myself,trying harder to look for you.
I walked across the world looking for you.
I see your shadow beyond the sunrise.
In the stars I saw you waiting for me.
In the morning I feel your presents lingering on me.
I know one day I will find you,
somewhere along a path to a sunset,
or a rainbow. Your shining,
shining so hard, I know your waiting for me.
They're shining,
They shine for you,
They shine for you,
They shine, because of the things you do.
A friend
My friend that stays by my side always,
keep the thought that you will stay here
for I will not be the one to let you down now;
forever by the side of the true friend
whether it's fighting dreadful battles or sharing precious thoughts
each moment is important:
when you have a friend.
Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretend that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...
