RIP TO MY BEST FRIEND

today i went to my friends house to pick something up so on the way there i looking around as i walked and just to find out out he wasnt there so i took the same root home but then later the night i decided to go ahead and go back on the way there on the same root as before i was in the street a dead puppy i normaly dont care for things like this it got to mean that this one just died at leats becaus i didnt see it the first to times so i aasked myself as i it lay there wheres cis and the cops and wheres the dogs family in my head we dont even care for thoses we clame to be higher then so i thought the only thing i could do was to say something for the dead puppy as i walked away i whisperd rest in peace my freind

mans best freind huh not a soul in site

12 days to a nobodies X-mas

days of gartering are coming will i have a happy Christmas will there be people in my life to give and receive gifts from should i have high hopes or should i just stay away from this holiday were some much good and bad can happen a day when those less fortunate have nothing and have no hope at all is it fair for me to feel sorry for myself and them or just them i can really i do not care for myself or them my heart is cold and will remain that way till i find someone with a warm heart to heal me

a gif for no one

can i have a happy holiday do we have people out ther who share the same thoughts as we do or are we alone but i do not think it this time we are together this year to celebrate the fact we are nothing to be known to exsits is the greates gif you can give a nobody

my memories

i will protected my exsitense i will fight for it i do not care that i am only here to live out the life of another person why would i give up my life to somone who i dont even know? why do i have to is fair is ok to take a life of someone just to bring back the life of another why do my memories have to be thers why can i just have my own or why can i live to make my own let me be let me exsist let a nobody be a body becaus fate will change whats real and whats not i will not just lie back and allow another to just come back and take what i always wanted i have freinds that are always here for me and i have my own memories to make so that he can awake just to take away the ones i make?

nobodies thanksgiving

this is a true day for being togetther to be all thank for what we have and that we can betogeth and eat and befull to our hearts need w are truly thankful but we are those who do not even exsist so can we be thabnkful something that dosnot have the right to be? our lives are do differnt and yet we come to together and be thankful for being anything at all becaus there are those that cant even be anything at becaus if your less than a nobody then your nothing at all my life i have seen a few things and i have lerned whats what in the world so i must say do the memories i have belong to me? do i have the right tobelave that we are all happy or is it that i am just reliving the thought of it i dont no i and i care even less becaus we all have our way to be thankful for and i am thankful for being thankful

JCT