So, I'm *unbelievably* bored. I never really like blogging. It always seems insanely stupid to me. That and selfish for some reason. It's just basically asking for people to give you attention. I understand keeping online diaries and what-not, but blogs are a bit different. I've been told *way* too many times to keep a professional blog so people would know I was alive, but if I wanted a professional blog, I'd have to limit what I say. Seems sort of contradicting to me. Anyway, I'm a pretty negative person. lol

Anyway, putting my feelings on blogging aside, I'm going to be a hypocrite and do it anyway. Teppei Koike came out with a new single this past week. I had a mini freak out when I saw his music video for 'Kimi Dake' on youtube. Sad. I literally yelled I was so excited. I feel pretty ashamed of that. -___- I really hate getting super excited and 'fangirling' over something. Still, I must say 'Kimi Dake' and 'Rafuraita' has to be some of his better songs. They're both a little different than his previous works. They're more refined. I wasn't in love with his independent CD ("pieces"). The best song from that album had to be 'Ehagaki', but honestly most of the other songs just passed with an 'okay.

A girl made a mindless comment on youtube that almost started a rumor. She assumed WaT broke up. I would have been crushed if it were true, but I found out she was just assuming they were since they hadn't made any new music lately. (Probably because Teppei's been in several movies and Wentz has been working on his comedy.) I just ordered the movie 'Kids' from Amazon. I've been looking for it for *months*. I really, honestly never try to buy anything even if it's something I really want, but after looking nearly every day online and coming up with nothing I gave up. I was being cheap and didn't get the express mail, so it might not come for another month, but I'll be patient. I have high expectations for this movie. It actually sounds unbelievably like a story I made when I was younger, so I'm interested in what it has to offer.

Other than that... yeah, I'm really, very bored. I'm not very inspired or motivated anymore. I've been in an artistic slunk for nearly a month now and whenever I get an 'art block' I get super depressed. Now there's been some other things that have been bothering me, and that started cutting into my sleeping patterns. I've been falling asleep at 8 or 9, waking up at midnight, and then I won't be able to sleep until maybe 5 am (if at all). It's a really screwed up schedule. I can't seem to sleep for very long whenever I try the first time to sleep, and when I try a second time I sleep so much that I give myself a headache. I wish I had a job or something. I'm really tired of doing the same things in the house.

Pessimistic/negative much? lol Yeah, yeah, I'm being stupid. I'm gunna go do something now. I'll throw in the youtube vid for 'Kimi Dake' while I'm at it. :)

What I'm listening to right now: Rafuraita by Koike Teppei
What I'm drinking: Cherry Coke
What I'm watching: Hana Yori Dango 2, Tokyo Tower, and Gokusen 1
What I'm reading: A Song of Ice and Fire Series (damn it. daaaaamn it.)

--Thief

Life: 07/01/09 | Posted By: The Thief Kuronue | 2 comments