I Don't Know

I've been thinking about the choices I've made recently. If the things I'm doing are right.
I've always had a sense that I was doing the right thing, that I would do everything in my power to protect my friends and to protect all the fun times we've shared.
But as the days progress and our laughter together diminishes, I don't know.
I feel as though I've taken the wrong path. But how could I have done any different? Given each situation, I doubt that with what I thought at the time, I would think of anything else to do.
I don't know what to do anymore. I'm lost. I give up.

I'm sorry if I'm wasting your time. I don't mean to be a bother. Just getting this somewhat off my chest.


Two days until the inheritance ceremony DDDDDDD:

I need somewhere to rant since no one agrees with me! All my closest friends and the new transfer students and my whole family... they're all excited for me. DX Part of me wants to accept responsibility though... but alsdkfjalskdfjlkasjfoiawglkjadsf

I'm scared. So scared that I can't even eat. No matter how much my stomach growls, every other part of my body just says to sleep instead. But I can't even sleep because I can't stop thinking about it.

The current head of the family was right, I am a crybaby. aldskfjasldkfj He said it's my choice, but.. ah crap.. I have one day to make up my mind.

Sorry for complaining so much. I'm just so.. gah!

( 6 years, wow! :D That's awesome. )


Tomorrow is my... friend's birthday. I wouldn't exactly call him my friend. Well, then again i guess I would. Um, well, he always pulls through to help me and everyone else out. He's very reliable and dependable. C:

Anyways, yeah... :D I d-don't really know what else to say. XD;;;

Inactive. >n<

Sorry for the inactivity. I have a lot going on, especially with this inheritance ceremony I have to go to. My home tutor won't accept my absence.

I shall try to become more active later... or if anything else, I'll just delete my account.

Anyways, how is everyone? ^^ What's new? c:

Thank you everyone!

Um, I wanted to thank everyone for greeting me.

I-I really want to get back to all of you individually... I'll do that when the comments don't seem like they want to mess with me. >~<;;

Thank you all again, you really make me feel welcome here.