Hello everyone~! *waves* I hope that you are doing all doing fine and that you enjoy these days of autumn. And for those where autumn is currently not present I still hope that they do enjoy their days to the fullest.
This post might be longer than usual, but it is because it must be. I don’t expect everyone to read it and most probably won’t, but still I feel that it is my obligation to post it. As you may or may not noticed, in the recent four days I have been posting so called “final posts” for my worlds. I posted four and this is the last one. I knew that this day would come sooner or later.
Most of you probably already do suspect what it is about and it is that my time here might be reduced. In other words, completely gone. For how long I can’t say. In two days I will be going to my university and my new school life will begin. It is a hard faculty that I have chosen and it is the only thing that I can fight for now. I will have to give much time for that, because above my mind and intelligence what I most have to thank for my achievements in previous schools is my researches on how to study and just working hard to achieving it.
Why too much is at stake, because of my private life. I don’t share it here too much and only the closest might know the glimps of it, but let just say that most of the things didn’t went how they should or how I tried. It wasn’t easy which is also partially the reason of my art making absence here.
I will be living alone now for the most part and after a few weeks I might make a plan and organize my time, so I might again go back to digital art making and finally finish some plans that I had here. I also won’t have interntet for the first few days so I will need to get one. Also these “final posts” are actually only called so, but the truth is they don’t have to be. There is still fire in this site and leaving it before everything burns out would be quite a shame.
But let’s talk about you, the people and members of hope. I have already been here for so long and I must say that I met some amazing members which quickly became my friends. And don’t anyone lie to you distancing RL for so called online one. Informatics is making such a progress and this is a great part of the global world. We are all people made of flesh and bones and for that our friendship can be equal. It is true that it can also easily be broken and you can’t do much, but still the thought and time spent alone counts at most. Like I said in all my posts, I wish to thank you all for all your support that you gave me for anything that I have done, posted or said. Thank you.
There are many members who deserved my dedications, but to which I never got
around on finishing them. Will I one day? I truly hope so, because even if many things failed, at least something small like that compared to others is actually big compared to respect which is deserved. I do wish also to thank everyone for making all the things for me in the last two years.
Many my friends from here and those that I knew are not active anymore and many more are much less active. But there are also those that are still close and that are and I truly do hope that it will remain so, because without this society that theOtaku has this site wouldn’t be as half as it is. I also hope that Adam will always stick around, because we need to thank him for making this wonderful site and for always being there to update it, of course with the help of many moderators and editors, his close friends.
There is so much more that I wish I could talk about with you, but the space won’t give me as I am sure that it is already hard to read this much and I apologize for that. Remember that I could have stayed like this without writing a post like this, but that wouldn’t be appropirate from my behalf.
Also I will return for sure, but I can’t say the time for now and in truth I will probably be lurking around, looking at arts and posts and checking my messages, like I did in this last month.
Thank you everyone again and please always remember, happiness is found as long as we believe in it. Our lifes and action are only composed of our mind. Tame it, may the mind listen you and not your body the mind, clear it and make it flow like a water and all the bad things will dissappear. That would be your present to me, to always follow your dreams, to always stay positive and honorable.
As the final light of the evening star goes away so will my words, but the spirit from everyone will always stay connected as one…
