The Broken Window
I sit here by the window,
Staring out the broken pane,
Kids walk by, about my age,
They see me and whisper.
They shout rude things.
One picks up a stone and throws it,
It hits the wall to my right and bounces harmlessly into the dry grass.

I look at the stone 'till my vision blurs,
And in front of me is a girl.
Her eyes show sadness,
From more years than her face reveals.
Her shoulders sag from unseen burden,
And her skin is losing luster.
Her lips are pursed from unknown years, of watching her students fail.
Permanent trails run down her cheeks, from far too many tears for others.
Darkness rings her eyes,
From too many nights spent up, Crying, Hoping, Waiting, Worrying.

The sky above her head is red,
From all the blood she's felt, feels, will feel shed
And the grass beneath her feet is dry,
From all she feels her mother feel.

I try to reach out, to help, to comfort, to tell her its okay,
But my hand hits broken glass,
Rose blood drips,
Alas, it was only a reflection.

...>_>

Ugh, everything I've posted recesntly is crap, and I cant shrink some of my new pictures or else they're all pixel-y. FML. *headdesk* Well, I'm doing schoolwork and need to get back to it, so I'll come back and edit this post later. ...

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*sweatdrop*

Eh, long time eh? I was just reading my other posts and realized how truly pathetic I've been at keeping them up, I mean, theres only like three there since last christmas. Well, I've also been submitting some shitty commission pictures, I really ...

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CONTEST!!!

ok, so this be a contest and if sumone can put it up onthe contestboard thingy that would be nice. All you have to do is draw one of the couples from my story. The couples to choose from are- Lillith+Jasper Iris+Chad...

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Okay...so I'm gonna gets TONS of h8 mail fer this...

...but i Effing H8 the Twilight series, liek, with a passion. I read the first one and didnt feel like reading the others. Everyone kept saying OMG Edward is sooo hawt! and They're such good books u should TOTALLY read them and s...

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MERRY CHRISTMAHAUNIKWANZIKA!!!

lol, thats wat me and kadee say. ugh, i really wanted to call her but her phones busy so i guess I’m stuck with this.
So my family and i opened presents and stuffus earlier (along with sum guy muh aunt brought over last night, he had sum alcohol so we didn’t let him drive home). I got WAY more stuff then i expected cuz i expected liek...one or two gifts simply cuz we're moving to Costa Rica and dont wanna take a ton of crap. Lets see…I gotses…a roll of rice paper, ink and brushes, a speaker case for muh new ipod(Its LIME GREEN AND BLACK!!! yayz), um…lets see…money, A new Skelanimal plushie(kit ze cat, the plaid version), a Skelanimals pillowcase for muh new room in Costa Rica, a kewl journal with a oldworld feel to it and lots of other stuffus.

Okay, so on to serious stuff, I had a funny xmas pic but the scanner is on crack and decided not to work, so I cant put it up but I’ll probably stick it up sum time in feb(XP…ya, I know, belatedness). Along with other works. ARRGH!! Makes me mad cuz I REALLY liked how the other works turned out simply cuz they look better then I thought they would.

ALSO…this is VERY IMPORTANT. I am leaving to Costa Rica on Sunday the 28th…ya hear that? The TWENTY-EIGHTH. I will have EXTREMELY LIMITED ACCESS TO THE INTERNET AND ELECTRICITY. Feel free to send me massages and such tho, cuz I’ll check them when I kan and don’t have parents hovering over my shoulder.
So to fellow Otakus, know I wont be on much and wont be able to answer immediately.