11/5/21

Dear Journal,

Yes i know it has been two years since i last wrote in my journal here. I am now married to the man that was my protector and have a little mini me at this point. Currently outside of the rp world and all that unless its on discord sometimes not even then. There are just days where i am too busy been married to the man for almost two years now as of the 15 of this month. I am glad that he choose me as his lover and friend forever. We have went threw alot of things that i will not mention but we have made it threw our trials so far and will continue to do so. It is just so amazing and sweet all at the same time. We are still repairing our house that we was given still living in our apartment for now in the town that we both grew up in. This is amazing thou my little girl will grow up where her mommy and daddy did.
We still havent decided which school we are going to put her in and she is only a year and half we still have time yet. Oh also I am working from homw currently till they decide what to do and i have my license and fiancing my own car. Currently also getting another job so i may disappear off the grid again. Thank you so much for reading and catching up with me in my irl life.

Sara Elizabeth Jones (IRL: Lisa Marie Massie)

6/6/2019

Dear Journal,

I realize it has been a bit since I last wrote. I have been busy lately trying to figure out what the heck to do with my life. I mean i had a friend visit me in march when i was sick and they waited on me hand and foot and tried to make m forget i was sick. Well I told my now ex about what had happened and he was like okay i was karamed and I forgive you. Well a week later we end up breaking up for a break and ending up single since then cause the fact that I couldn't block my friend. Which now it has been almost three months that I had been single and I went to see my friends where I grew up and got together with my Friend that was here. Now we are together and my ex is going away but i have to get my things from another state. That is okay though cause of the fact is that I will be better soon, Well i hope anyway.

This person has known me since my trade school days and knows my soul really well and my likes and dislikes without me telling him. He would not let me do anything this last weekend cause he was like this is your de-stress weekend and your birthday weekend. Your not going to pay for a thing while your here that is my job. And right now my brother treats me like I don't know what I am talking about. There are times that I do cause stuff my mom and grandma taught me.. I am getting tired of being treated like I am stupid. I'm going to break out of this no matter what he says. I better go. Oh by the way on the 3rd I turned 23. Oh before i forget my niece was found in Maryland... Idk how she got there but she is back home and safe now and has been for awhile. I better go now.

Sara Elizabeth Jones

4/3/2019

Dear Journal,

So last month on the weekend of the 10th i had a friend over nothing special was going on or planned they was just over to chill as I hadnt seen them in a good minute. Well i was sick all that weekend and had to call off that monday cause i got sick more as i had been out in the rain on the weekend.

Well that morning my friend was checking on my and something more happened then what should have but I know that this was wrong and I went and admitted to the man that I was with at the time. Yes the man still lives with me, but anyway, i was honest and didnt hide it from him. He had messed up like this and hidden it from me before and had messsed up more then once but anyway, long story short I was told to cut my friend out that is like a protector to me. And I was raising a little bit of cane as it was feeling like it was gonna be permanent and I didnt want that.

Another friend of mine said on the 16th last month said that my former man and I should take a break and its been a month so far.... cause he jumped on it without thinking about it. And on top of that he friend zoned me and had more fun without me. Its been wierd that he is still in the same house with me and it hurts but i will get over it. I just not sure how to feel about my proetctor wanting to step in his place instead to keep me safe... But i am thankful that he is trying.

I am just so lost right now that it isnt even funny it has almost been a month and i feel like that i am in hell that it is scary. I better go before i start crying. Thanks for taking your time to read my journal guys.

Sara Elizabeth Jones (Lisa M. Taylor)

1/27/19

Dear Journal,

So far nothing new on my niece that has been missing since dec 9th and it sucks. I am so worried for her and hope that everything will be okay but as i look at the news on the tv...or the net more kids her age and younger keep disappearing and it is beginning to worry me that much more. Her father that i know and have grown up with outside my worlds here in the o and online elsewhere all them know and are worried too. I just hope she comes home soon. On another note for the 10th of this coming month I am excited for... My Grandmother, my oldest sister, Rin and I all go get to see Cher live in the area I live in and it is amzing best part is that it is a birthday slash late christmas present for grandma. She has been wanting to see her for ever. She had told me herself that since the last time Cher was on tour. Ok i better go now.

Sara Elizabeth Jones

12-11-18

Dear Journal,

This week started out pretty shitty. Woke up late was almost late for work and then found out one of my family memebers is missing. I am now in Ohio, have been for four months now. But the news came right after i woke up yesterday morning.

My niece Cherokee Ray Dunn has been missing since sometime late at night on the 9th. She climbed out her window and had wiped the memory on her phone as well as wrote a note. Saying that she was sorry and that she was going somewhere that she was gonna be happy and not to come looking for her. This has everyone in the family worried we all love her and miss her. Normally I wouldnt post stuff like this on the net but i am trying to get it out to where she could be found.

She is 4'9 and answers to the name Cherokee Ray Dunn, Has Green hair and blue eyes and she was last seen in the North Columbus, Ohio area. If anyone sees her anywhere please leave me a message on here or i can leave my personal number but only if it has information regarding her they call me other wise dont please.

I just want her home safe and sound all of us do we really miss her and dont want anything to happen to her. We are all worried sick. I just wish that there was some sign of her somewhere. I better go im starting to cry. My number is 740-970-1245 if you have any information on her.

Sara Elizabeth Jones (IRL outside the o: Lisa Taylor)