Forced to watch my world fall apart

I never thought
Things would go wrong
But I forgot
About the things that could

I saw things
I should never have seen
I just opened my eyes
And stared death in the face

Franticly thinking
Scared and alone
Grabbing the dieing in my arms
And running as fast as I can

It was all just a blur
And I didn’t know what to do
I had to act fast
Before my world shatters

CRACK!
It is starting
I have to be fast
But only despair waits

I scream for help
But there is none to give
Nothing anyone can do
And my body is paralyzed

BAM!
My world is falling apart
My mind has gone blank
As I hold death

She's squirming and arching
In my tight grasp on her life
But without a word
She dies in my arms

I can't move
All I can do is stare
And I don't know
What to do any more

My only friend,
Dead in my arms
Who was alive
Just moments ago

Tears are falling
And my heart stops
As it hits me
That she’s never coming back

I fall to the floor sobbing
Feeling hell for the first time
As I'm forced to watch my world
Fall apart in my hands

If no one cared - short poem

If no one cared,
we would all die,
And if everyone is dead,
no one would be left to cry

Fighting monsters -poem

We have been broken,
Beaten, stepped on and stabbed
It has left us quite cold
And we are very mad

Who would do such horrid things?
Who would where these kids down?
And how could they stand themselves
And still be human?

They are monsters
Things that aren’t wanted
Things that should not be seen
But they still roam the streets

They should not be parents
Should not be here
In this world that we live
They are what taint it

Things like them
Corrupt others minds
And beet the ones
Who don’t comply

Yet we still fight on
Through all tribulations
No matter what happens
We will stand firm

Though some will falter
Most will stand tall
We will help others
And the fallen will rise again

Against the monsters
That roams our homes
Our schools
And our streets

They break and beat
They step on and stab
Whether it’s your body
Or your mind

But we will fight on
We will stand tall
We will not give
The monsters shall fall

We will fight
As hard as we can
We will not die
We will not lose

We will live on
We will defeat them
We will not perish
But they will rot.

The mask that will not break -poem

Oh, the masks
We have created
To shield ourselves
From the hatred

To hide
Behind a perfect face
And to look like
You live in a perfect place

The mask you show
Shields your heart
Your mask is too precious
That you can’t be apart

Out of fear of being
Rejected
And of being alone
And unprotected

The masks you where
Are so convincing
That other people
Can’t tell what is missing

It looks so true
So normal
That even
I can not tell

What is real
And what is fake
Behind that mask
That will not break

The Price - Poem

Please listen
To my wonderful tale
Of two places
you can go

They both are awesome
Each in their own way
But they are as different
As night and day
you ask the price?
well we'll get to that later
first you must hear
the story of these places

One is nice
Happy and peaceful
There is no war
And no killing

You never get hungry
And no one ever fights
It is so calm
And everyone is happy

But the other is violent
There is bad people
But at least its fun
With no limitations

It has no rules
And everyone gets
What they want
No matter what it is

The first is called
"Haven"
And the second is called
"Hell"

And if you really want to,
You can go to them
But you have to pay
A price

The price is so dear
You might reconsider
Because the price you must pay
Is your life

End