My name is Alisha! I am 25 years old and living the boring adult life lol. Nice to meet you all! Thanks for dropping by my world! This is where I will post random things, basically like a journal or blog or whatever you want to call it lol

I have a Deviant Art that I have been more active on: HametsuKuro I have a tumblr, but it is severely inactive until further notice.

Wondering if....

So, here the past few months, my boyfriend and I have been having a some issues, mainly being the distance between us (he lives a little over an hour away)

just a couple of days ago, we mutually agreed to take a break. But, we are neither together nor broken up. And, it kinda....hurts, just a little.

So, I was wondering....if...


Should I take this down? or should I keep it up?
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Its just...well...I'm just not sure if we are going to continue our relationship or break it off completely yet....even though this break is mutual....if we break up altogether, I'm going to be devastated :(

What do you guys think?

Art Improvement over 10 years

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Before I start, if you want a better view here are the links:



So. This is an Art Improvement from 2002 to now.

Honestly, from 2002 to 2008 I see BIG improvement all over. However, from 2009 to 2012, I don’t see much improvement as a whole. BUT. I see gradual improvement from 2010 to 2012 in Digital work. I am still fairly new and not quite skilled at it yet, so I hope I start seeing more improvement over the rest of this year.

So I created these after rummaging in my huge tub of drawings I have. It was EXTREMELY nostalgic and OMG did my eyes burn at some of the stuff….anyways, here are my comments on every year.

2002- It’s the only drawing I found that wasn’t a ripoff of something else. most of my drawings at the time were fanart, and so called “original creations” that weren’t original at all >.> I was 11.

2003-Either I didn’t draw, or I never did date my work that year because I couldn’t find anything. I was 12.

2004- Began doing my own work. My first manga, Life with Love and Magic, was created. The first picture is late 04 showing the female characters of LWLAM. the second is of a a girl in a kimono for a project, and she is from early 04. I see a big difference in the two. I was 13.

2005- I began improving greatly, paying more attention to details compared to the previous years. Tested out different styles and began improving in fanart. I was 14.

2006- I don’t know what happened here. My minor work wasn’t as good. I began my first high school art class this year. I couldn’t scan any of the major projects because of their size. I was 15.

2007- I continued in another art class, and I focused more on major projects than small drawings. They couldn’t be scanned as well, so these are the only one’s I could find in my sketchbooks. I was 16.

2008-I had my final art class this year. I didn’t draw much small minor work. I was 17.

2009- I worked less with large elaborate projects due to lack of decent art supplies. I used crayola colored pencils and a mechanical pencil all throughout this year. I was 18.

2010- I got a tablet and software. I immediately began practicing digital art. I was 19.

2011- I was still figuring out Digital art. I did very little traditional works. I was 20.

2012- This is all I have so far. I am still practicing in digital. Currently I am working on a major project Traditionally, and i hope to finish it soon. I’m 21 this year.

Thanks for reading and viewing :) Do you think I have improved well over the years?

Got a Job!

Finally got a job! It's nothing much really...

I'm going to be my brother-in-law's secretary at his business. Even though I wanted the position he previously offered, he couldn't give it to me due to certain reasons, so he offered me a secretarial job instead.

So as an update of the previous post, I am not moving into my sister's. Even though I appreciate the offer, and that it is a better choice to go there, I just can't put anyone on the streets.

I have a Dilemma....

I live on my own, and on an earlier post I mentioned financial problems and issues I've been having....

Well....My sister is wanting me to move in with her.

Part me says no because I feel like I have failed and accepted the failure by moving in....

Another part of me says no because one of my roommates is like a brother to me. He had family issues and couldn't stay home with his parents and I took him in. If I move, he is back on the streets again....I don't want to do that....


part of me says yes because she can help me get back on my feet and take care of me until I can get on my own again.

part of me says yes because this home is old and unsafe, while hers is newer and much safer. Especially for weather issues. I live in a trailer, she lives in a large home with a basement.

I just don't know what to do....any advice?

made a tumblr guyz


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