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October

today, i was promoted to Otakuite+... i dunno what that means but i am happy C:

Also today was my first day back at school after the september holidays... and despite it's only been one day i feel like crap. UUUUGGGGGHHHHHH school is soul crushing and depressing but ALAS, I SHALL PREVAIL... hopefully. I dunno, it's kinda lonely hanging out by myself. well actually i hung with an old friend of mine from primary school, but unfortunately my other friend dislikes this girl which is sad. Actually, today during last session I was sitting with some kids that are usually bullied and made fun of which is….. really quite sad, but yeah anyway as I was engaging in a conversation with the girl sitting across from me, the girl sitting off to the side suddenly asked me “Are we the losers?” . I just looked at her and responded with "No. They're just mean kids". She kinda smiled and seemed quite content with the response i gave her.

I feel like i did something good for her C:

Nostalgia

ahhhhhh... i've succesfully spent the entire afternoon watching studio ghilbi movies and well.. what can i say, the absolute nostalgiac feeling i get from watching them is just..... man, i can't even really begin to describe it. The stories that they tell are absolutely beautiful, the art is so simple and elegant and the way it all plays together just makes me feel.... nostalgiac.

I remeber watching these movies as a little kid but back then i never actually understood what any of it meant. Now when i watch them it's just mind blowing. Some movies have really strong messages in them that i never noticed before. And for some reason i still struggle to grasp them. When i'm watching these movies i get so overly engrossed in it that i forget where i am! Sometimes it feels as if i were in the tv with the characters. It's crazy to think that a simple story with such elegant and even more simple art could make you feel so utterly overwhelmed by... Nostalgia c:

dem feels make me write like a poet

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GOOD GOD WHY ARE ASIAN POP IDOLS SOOOO HAAAAWWWWWWWTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RAAAARGGHHHH!!! but seriously they are pretty fucking hot.... like how? how do you become so damn good looking? They make me wanna excersise and eat healthy. Also fictional male anime characters are usually always SO GOD DAMN SEXY. uuuugggghhhhhh.. i need to work out, im getting a little chubby in waist area.. but if i work out too much and loose too much weight my boobs will also get smaller, and that is something i don't want. Ladies go through alot of shit to get nicely toned bodies, so do guys, but it annoys me when a guy has a good body but treats girls like shit becuase they don't have good bodies.I know a few boys like that at school. i don't understand boys. Listening to and watching videos of TVXQ,MBLAQ,EXO,B1A4 and so on.. made me think of this shit. i Don't know how this post got so weird , cuz it was only supposed to be about sexy asian guys but... yeah i don't make sense to myself. it's late and i have school tommorow so i has to stop internets now.... nightynight

BLACKOUT

lolz, powers out and i'm just waiting for my laptop to die

It's cold and dark...

eat mah pixie dust you shadows!!

Quizz

I saw others doing so i thought Why not?

Your Loli/Shota side:

[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You love sweets and cute things.
[x ] You are often confused and lost in conversations with your friends. ( sometimes I don’t even listen to myself when I talk)
[ ] You blush simply thinking of sexual things.
[ ] People often call you cute. (When I was little maybe)
[x] You care a lot about your friends.
[x] You embarrass yourself a lot with silly question or statements. ( All the time)
[x] You like bright, soft colors.
[x] You enjoy listening to cute, sweet, gentle songs. ( I listen to lots of different kinds of music)
[ ] You add things to the end of your friend's names.(nope)
[ ] People often say "aww" when you've done something clumsy/silly.
[x] You like anime/movies about romance, love and friendship.

Total: 8

Your Tsundere side:

[x] You come off as tough and confident on the outside, when you are actually soft and emotional on the inside.
[x] You often hide your true feelings for someone.
[x] You are caring but deny it when someone tells it to you.
[x] You are protective.
[x] When someone bugs you, you tell them right away strongly, but are still on the inside worried that you've hurt them. (only when I’m really pissed)
[x] You are easily embarrassed. (yup)
[x] Compliments make you feel awkward and you always deny them.
[ ] You tease and bully the one you love to hide your feelings.
[x] You can be violent at times. (very)
[ ] You may hurt people a lot, but regret it right away
[ ] When people say Thank You, you often reply by saying it was for yourself
[x] You never cry in front of others. ( I don’t think anyone who knows me now has ever seen me cry.)

Total: 9

Your Yandere side:

[x] You are often loving, caring, sweet - until someone upsets you badly.(hells yeah)
[x] When angry, you're normally hide it until the time for revenge is right.( no, I just go cry in the corner for a while and then take out all my anger on them in one go)
[x] You can at times, be obsessive.(very)
[ ] People have said you are "two-faced".( no, but I know a few two-faced people)
[x] People tell you you're nice, but can be creepy at times. ( yesh)
[ ] You scare the crap out of your friends when you get upset.
[ ]People find it weird to see you anything other than gentle and smiling.
[x] When you're upset, sometimes you still smile, even when saying something harsh. (yeah)
[x] You can get very violent. (I’ve left some pretty ugly scars on people before)
[x] You love to help people, but often love to help yourself more. (yeah, I’m pretty selfish)
[x] You like slow, sweet, but twisted songs.
[x] You like colors like dark blue or light red.

Total: 9

Your Kuudere side:

[x] You don't show your emotions to others. ( if I did show my true emotions, people wouldn’t want to be near me)
[x] You hide your true feelings. (all the time)
[x] When you become close to someone, you slowly open up. (only ever been like that with one person before)
[x] Although you don't show it, you are easily made happy. (like a puppy chasing their tail)
[x] You care for others a lot, still you don't show it. (they’d get up themselves if I did)
[ ] People think you are mysterious.
[x] You can be shy. (can’t even say a word when I’m around new people)
[x] You aren't very loud, rather silent. (people who are loud annoy me, there is no need to act overly energetic when greeting strangers, it makes them uncomfortable… well sometimes it does..)
[x] You know who to trust and who not to. (sometimes..)
[x] You choose your friends wisely. (so wisely that I only have 2)
[x]You like simple colors, like light purple or white.
[x] You are rather mature.( I have been told that by lots of teachers before….)

Total: 11

Your Dandere side:

[x] You are a shy person.
[x] You are quiet and don't speak up for yourself.
[x] You look down instead of straight forwards when walking.
[x] You sometimes go to extreme levels just to get out of public speaking.
[x] You have stage fright.
[x] You are stoic and not very open.
[ ] You hide yourself with your hair at times.
[ ] Your face starts boiling when speaking with others.
[ ] You speak very quietly in case you say something silly or you sound weird.
[x] You are afraid of meeting new people.
[ ] You are a hard worker.
[x] You do not have as many friendships as others, but those you do have, you cherish very much.

Total: 8

Result: Kuudere huh? That sounds about right.