welcome to melancholy paradise! This is my one world, and I cram if full of miscellaneous things: pictures, videos, rants, boring things about me, and occasional hauls. yup.

boring-ness. blah blah blah

I want a webpage again... but geocities closed so I have to find a new host. snap. I'm tired and overwhelmed by school and stuff. going to bells in an hour and a half... I feel like redoing my room and then shopping. Only three more weeks til winter break and then I can! yer yer yer!

I got a 97/100 on my constitution test~~ I was really worried about it, but I did pretty good. Even though I spent 30 minutes checking my answers I still made stupid mistakes...

So... Thanksgiving break just ended and now I can't wait for christmas break... I need to just sleep and get organized. and I want to take a bubble bath... *sigh*

oh yah...

(Rank: # 678 / 11183)

And once again my rank has dropped. what a shame.

<-- scan from Popteen magazine

blank stares

woah. I haven't posted in a while.

I'm studying like a crazy maniac for the Constitution test in 6 days. And I have a writing assignment and a paper due... blah. Thanksgiving break is only one week away though, so I guess I'll be okay.

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I've been kinda depressed lately b/c I really strongly dislike my clothes i have write now. So boring and average. over break I'm going to try and sell as much of it as I can and use the profits to buy stuff online. (I am completely obsessed w/ buying things online. I do it w/e possible/affordable) but every morning I don't wanna get out of bed b/c I dread picking out clothes to wear. I want to order for www.yesstyle.com, esp. since they recently lowered their US shipping prices. anyways--- got to take care of dinner now. and study.
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!! sleeping when I'm stressed out !!

so... for school our first trimester ends on Nov. 11, and I am freaking out b/c I have a 89.20% in American History and I freakin need an A!! and my teacher is stopping taking grades on Friday. So on friday there's going to be a test (not a huge test, just a chapter quiz/test) and I need to get 100% on that test or I might not be able to bring it up to an 90%! nooooo! so i'm stressing out over it and when I get really stressed I fall asleep a lot at random times. no idea why. It's so random and annoying! when I have a lot of homework to do and then I just fall asleep for a couple hours with no warning, it just creates more of a problem. well.

now I need to focus everything I have on getting a perfect score on that test.
At least I only have one class sthat i need to worry about so i can slack of on the others until the end of the week while in hone in on American history. Maybe if i did that from te begining of the trimester I wouldn't be in this situation...

whattt!!?

Rank: # 552 / 10953 <-- what is this!?! how can this beeeee!

I've got to stop fannying around and do my homework already... (I was looking up british sland on the internet.) chivvy along! cheesed off! barmy!

random pic of a kawaii girl (model) & a kawaii kitty... random U-U