*sigh* I miss MyO whatever...umm..yeah Hellooo~I like anime and currnetly am trying to improve my art while aso beigning busy with Math and stuff I and i wear "emo" glasses and I love them I'm a fangirl or Ichmaru Gin, Itachi , Gaara, Deidara, and Gokudera
THANK YOU DARKFOX 013(TOBIII!8D) FOR MAKING THIS ITACHI BANNER FOR ME!X3

LAWLS

I DID THAT CAUSE I WAS BORED D8...but first...dear lovely friends of mine I'm still looking for a site where L wigs are sold premade so i can use it in my L cosplay. If you have a link please either leave me a Note or leave it in the comment box i check both alot.also some questions for you about my cosplay:
1.would it be weird if i put wrap around my breasts so i could look male?
2.would it be so bad if i wore my glasses because I don't have enough Money for contacts?
3.should i wear shoes with no socks?(just like L) or some black furry slippers...?or..no shoes at all...?(it will be in a city...Anime Expo is why I'm cosplaying)
RULES~~
1. truthfull answers D:< D __>'...)
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ x] I've consumed alcohol.(BY MISTAKE MY NINO THOUGHT I WAS NON-ALCHOLIC)
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ?] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.(....they are good...)
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.(SORRY JOSH )
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.(....I don;t cut..i pulled my hair...i did something stupid and was "pulling my hair out" as it's called)
[x ] I've woken up crying.
[] I'm afraid of dying.
[?] I hate funerals.(not too sure if i HATE them...but...i have been to my beloved grandmothers...it wasn't fun...I miss you grandma...;
[ ?] I've seen someone dying.(in my dreams i've died and seen people died in my dreams)
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ x] I've planned my own suicide.(but i'll never do it)
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.(I've written a suicide note for myself...but i wasn;t about to kill myself...)
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything.
[ ] I own a cosplay outfit.(PRETTY SOON I WILL!
[x] I know what cosplay means.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x ] I collect comic books.(Manga)
[] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ x I can sing well.(...>//>...only for ONE person and that ONE person only)
[ x I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.(D8 sliding down the BK trays on their slide 8D)
[ ] I open up to others easily.(ONLY ONE PERSON[damn you Josh])
[?I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.(HELL YEAH)
[x ] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.(..>//> i do it..quitely...)
[] I am a morning person.(NEVER...)
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[] I love being neat.
[?love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[x ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.(BLUE AND RED AND SOME TIMES WHITE..i hate pink and yellow)
[]xI've worn pajamas to school.(PJ day)
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[] I am in love with love.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.(ONCE)
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x ] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.(..on Yahoo messenger)
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.(:3.wtf../)
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.(..they are my frineds....8D)
[x] am really ticklish.
[] I love white chocolate.(WHITECHCOLATE ISN"T EVEN MADE OUT OF THE COCO BEAN GOD DAMIT I HATE IT.)
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[]xI'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.(NEVER)
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.(*coughIknowwhatI'mgonnadotillthedayidiecough*)
[x ] I loath labels.
[? ] I like action movies.
[x] I like horror movies.(YES!8D)
[ ] I like chick flicks.(WHEN HELL FREZZES OVER)
[x ] I know the most random facts about things people have never heard of before.
[] I can't spell.(my typing just sucks alot)
[x] I treasure my friends.
[?] think of others before myself.(not..always....)
I tag... just to piss him off...and um...goddamit....
I WILL SPELL CHECK LATER DAMIT D:< busy now...DX*runs away*

I CAN'T WAIT FOR....

THIS THING IS GETTING ON MY NEVERS it's not posting the whole thing i wrote so if you want to read about me coplaying as L and Anime Expo and other cool stuff like that go here to my DA page
http://mayumi-also-rubeh.deviantart.com/

Friends.

.........[link]
If someone I loved....loved me enough to sing....they would sing this to me.....because if you click on the link the person they are singing about sounds like....me.....
I had a dream last night that I woke up from and it was about five minutes and this isn’t the first time this has happened I dream about things like this but it’s always on my block of my idea of the perfect neighborhood. The dream was I was playing on my block with these girls. And one of them was cosplaying as L from Deathnote. We were having such a good time. I stole the shoes she was wearing and ran around with them cause they were slip on's and she was just chasing me and this other girl yelling "Give me my L shoes back!" it was fun and then I woke and realized I was dreaming about having friends again. I didn’t know those girls and they looked like no one I knew. I went back to sleep and dreamt of us playing again. Like a continuation. We were running again and then I gave the shoes to the other girl because the girl cosplaying as L got me and tackled me down and I was just cracking up and having so much fun. Then I woke up again.....and the dream ended there. This isn’t the first time I’ve dreamt of having such dear and close friends. I remember one dream I think I will never forget….the girl never gave me a name but I were to give her a nickname it’d be rainbow because all the thing she had were brightly colored and her sweater was so colorful and not like Panda girl colorful even more. We got along so well. But those are nothing but dreams and those people in those dreams aren’t real. I don’t have good friends I can play like that with. I do have a good friend though but I wouldn’t play around with him like that. I realized over spring break I was pretty depressed. I think it was because I was locked in my house the whole time and I was having no fun I called no one and it was just so boring. Sasori-same(screen name) is my friend from school to tell you the truth I think I missed him…^___^’

Craving.....o__O

...o_____________________________O lately....I've been craving Peanut butter sandwiches…I don’t like jelly much….only grape...and mixed jelly….sometimes…but I HATE strawberry jelly….very much….they are yummy..>__>’……I keep on eating them!>__< instead of breakfast(cause I wake up too late for breakfast) I make my self a peanut butter sandwich for lunch/breakfast……..yeah…it scares me a bit. I love making them and then they are delicious…any one else have this problem…….oh and NO I’m not pregnant or anything because I’m craving Peanut butter sandwich….trust me I’m not that’d be gross cause I’m so young…..yeah well no worries spring break is almost over and posted nothing all week…I’m working on something big that’s why it hopefully SHOULD and THAT IS A MAYBE by tomorrow and if I’m not to busy and “forget” to do my chores and don’t fall asleep while working on it (for the millionth time) I can get it in by tomorrow or maybe…even…tonight…>___>’ anyways…yeah….my hands are stained with oil pastel it was coming off pretty easy….but now after two days of rubbing it on my hands it’s kinda….red….looking…and my skin is dry as hell there...but my left hand is fine and this bothers me since I oddly love my left hand but not much as my right hand... My left hand needs more practice….thats all…later….

3 countries One city

...... XD I went to little Mexico (I forgot the name of it) China Town, and Little Tokyo all in one lovely Sunday afternoon. I mean day I spent the whole day there. well first we went to little Mexico XD I had the BEST TAMLES EVAH!XD they we...

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