"dear god, I've turned into some sort of hipster-otaku hybrid!"

welcome, it's nice to see you!

~Secret santa wish!~ :3

hi secret santa!
there isn't much on my list this time
but if anytnhing here.
*sorry i am doing this pretty fast, i have a LOT to do today.*

it would be cute to get a picture of edxwinery from Fullmetal Alchemist
or maybe your virson of 2 of my oc's
Nozomi and Hotaru. <3 thay are cute!
really, i like anything kamichama karin or fullmetal alchemist realted (micchi and Ed are my 2 favorite characters EVER!*
hope i did this right!
~see you around!~
*gives you cookie*

would you mind reading this...or at least skim it...

Today…I realized a few things….
First off, I realized that there is more to life than this not drawing, but this sense being pulled to the computer everyday after school….I’m not sure what about the internet and the computer that fascinates and appalls me so much….there are better things that I can be doing with my time… like spending time with my friends and family….my dad for some odd reason showed me that today-unintentionally-
He was just…so...kind about it…he asked me to do some chores today, like always, then he told me when they were done I could go on the internet. Now, I know it sounds like I am being dramatic, but for some odd reason it really got to me, not what he said, but HOW he said it…I looked up at the sky and for an instant, I imagined the whole world, smiling down upon me, telling me to wake up and open my eyes…I stood there for a minute, watching the rain in the distance, wondering about it.
As well as the fact that reality gave me the guilt trip of a lifetime, I have been feeling something coming from here, my home at theO…I feel like, no matter how hard I have been trying, I can’t seem to make the first page on the fan art section of theO…it seems even though I have been trying harder and harder, my work is starting to get less and less popular. I am loosing viewers, favs, and hugs from some of the people I care most about here. I miss the feeling of pride and joy I used to get when I logged on the Otaku and saw that I got new comments…I realize that I will never get immediate results when I do something-everything needs equivalent exchange- but I can’t help but feel a little jealousy (and I am being completely honest when I say this) when I see people’s art on the first page. I know I may sound a bit hot-headed or whatever you want to call it….but I am only being who I am…..me….
But my hopes won’t be crushed, I will keep trying, in hopes for a wonderful time to come on theOtaku -my sanctuary-

oh boy, what a ride I'M in for!! ^^

i am so happy, and today, right now, i have my tablet all hooked up and ready to go, i've been messing around with it, to figure it out, it's not that hard to understand..but it is difficult to use!!! i am so USED to mouse work!!^^' this is REALLY hard...so if any of you guys have any advice on how to best use my new "toy" please send me some help!! ^O^ very much appriciated!
i hope to get the hang of this soon!

Bringing myself into the light of digi-art

i am saving up to buy this tablet!!
i LOVE amazon.com!
does anyone have any reviews on this one??
o-momento, here is the link to the product info.


it looks sooo cool! better yet, it doesn't cost a fortune!!

~lets get things streaight! >:D~

finally! i have had the time to post something!!
2 things. one
this is meee!! <3

i have always had the issue with not knowing what people look like. ;3; so i put this here for those of you who are curious!! :D

second, i am totally in love with one of the songs we are doing for choir....<3 but when we are singing it, i cant help but tear up.
cause' this song toatlly reminds me of fullmetal alchemist
(you: sam, everything reminds you of fma.)
OAO no!! seriosly! it DOES!
here read this.
Will you teach me?
Victor C. Johnson

will you teach me how to sail,
Through space up on a comet’s tail?
Will you teach me how to fly,
To sail the skies on wings untried?
Will you teach me how to soar,
To see things never seen before?
But most importantly of all,
Will you teach me how to fall?
Will you teach me how to cry,
To release the feelings deep inside?
Will you teach me how to laugh?
And travel off the beaten path?
Will you teach me how to dream?
To face the future sight unseen?
Teach me how to sail,
Sail up on a comets tail?
Will you teach me how to fly,
To sail the skies on wings untried?
Will you teach me how to soar,
To see things never seen before?
But most importantly of all,
Will you teach me how to be,
The only thing I can be…
Will you teach me?

see youuuu!
i really want to make it into a wallie. so i think i will!! :3