alright i reckon i'ma update my intro and such hmmm lets see ahh yes to clear some things up about my art work i do reference when i draw just thought i'd clear that up

ah yes i guess i could throw out some of my fave anime/manga while i'm at it xD, although, please keep in mind that i've not watched much anime or read much manga so my faves are limited by what i've seen and read ^^

Fave Anime are as follows: Basilisk, Bleach, Ai Yori Aoshi, Loveless, NOIR

Fave Manga are as follows: Angel Sanctuary, Chrono Crusade, Basilisk, Elfen Lied, Maid Sama!, Grand Guignol Orchestra, Vampire Knight, Air Gear!, Bloody Monday, GodChild, DeathNote

Requests: Closed

Art Trades: closed

sorry but both are closed at the moment when i do decide to take requests again i'll change this and let everyone know but for now it'll be like that ^_^

alright i guess i'm done with this intro thingy lol laterz folksies

Love Tension - 4Minute

updated 9-18-2012


so tired....of everything, no friends at work, no nothing, it's so hard to deal with things that life throws at you when you don't have anyone to talk to about it, worse still is when people think they are your friends, yet you can't stand them one bit, so when you laugh it's just a hollow laugh and they don't even realize it, there's only one person i care about, i mean really care about, at work, and it's just so strange because, well...i won't go into it, but yeah, that's that


i should be used to the bitter taste of it....yet i keep getting set up for it, i say i won't do it next time, but when he says something about coming over again, i just can't resist it, because, after all, i don't have friends besides him so when...

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....i think he's cancelled on me yet again....he said he'd be here around 5-6....6:30 and still not here, tried to call and text him but he's answered neither...

on the up side, he did take me home today after work...even though i could've ridden home with my dad since we got off at the same time, but we talked quite a bit in the car, we've never talked that much face to face. he said in november or december he would be going back to mexico D:

this is how i feel

found this on the interwebz, and this is how i felt/feel so, i took a day off of work today, to give myself some time to think and such...and i honestly do w...

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i'm done....

i'm finished with everything....i don't know what to do anymore...i asked him what he thought if i didn't work at our work place anymore...and he said ok yes good.... ~.~ not exactly the answer i was hoping mind and heart are just so tired and confused from dealing with this whole situation...maybe i should've just kept my mouth shut about liking him...