alright i reckon i'ma update my intro and such hmmm lets see ahh yes to clear some things up about my art work i do reference when i draw just thought i'd clear that up

ah yes i guess i could throw out some of my fave anime/manga while i'm at it xD, although, please keep in mind that i've not watched much anime or read much manga so my faves are limited by what i've seen and read ^^

Fave Anime are as follows: Basilisk, Bleach, Ai Yori Aoshi, Loveless, NOIR

Fave Manga are as follows: Angel Sanctuary, Chrono Crusade, Basilisk, Elfen Lied, Maid Sama!, Grand Guignol Orchestra, Vampire Knight, Air Gear!, Bloody Monday, GodChild, DeathNote

Requests: Closed

Art Trades: closed

sorry but both are closed at the moment when i do decide to take requests again i'll change this and let everyone know but for now it'll be like that ^_^

alright i guess i'm done with this intro thingy lol laterz folksies

Love Tension - 4Minute

updated 9-18-2012


looking back on my portfolio here....its been 4 years since i last drew anything....seems like it was forever ago

non-depressing post :D

So...figured I would update your about something non-depressing

so last week, had to go get my wiwdom teeth taken out, was only in there for about 10 minutes I guess, cause my mom said it easy no time after the doctor went in there when he came back out to say he was finished and to give me about 20 more minutes for me to wake up...yeah I was knocked out while they were doing it, thank goodness lol. Had to go back to them today for a post op checkup, everything was good, but iI have a bit of inflammation she said, like I had been chewing on it something, but it doesn't hurt, so she said as long as it doesn't bother me for me to not worry about it. She also gave me a hook nosed syringe that i have to use to flush my gums out with water :D fun fun

other than there's really nothing else going on in my life besides work

so yeah, that's the gist of it right now

see you guys later


meh......idk what to only friend at work just told me that he has a fear of me because i like guys -_- yeah, thats a suckish feeling

rant ensues

Raaaaaaawr, damn it, fuck everybody at work, fuck them all, i am tired of everything, my only friend up there just said he doesnt want to be friends anymore because people are apparently talking shit about me behind my back to him, saying i am telling them stuff that goes on between us, why in the fuck would i do something like that, it just irks me that he would listen to them and not me.....i know i am very angry right now....but i am also very very sad.....its taking all i have to not cry right now or punch him in the face or punch them all in the face for coming between me and my only yeah like isaid....fuck them all....i am now friendless...and its a terrible feeling


So, its been a while since i last updated yeah?

Nothing is really new here...a few more people at work know that i am gay now, i also told my younger sister, only reason i told her is because she is bi and can understand it better than anybody else in my family

Romantic life is...non-existant really. You all remember that guy i really liked? Yeah, i told him in person that i didn't like women and that i liked him....he responded that he only liked women, but we are still "friends"...if thats what you can call us

There's been this new guy in my life....there's just a slight problem...
He's married -_- the only reason i say he's in my life is because he wants to be "friends with benefits". It's complicated to be honest....i want a serious relationship not friends with benefits...but thats what we have turned into, i know, i am stupid, i am just being used for sex, and when i say to myself that i won't do it anymore, he asks me to hang out and BAM, there we are hanging out, yet when i ask to hang out, he doesn't have time.

That's pretty much the gist of my life right now

Hope all of you guys have been well

Until next time