alright i reckon i'ma update my intro and such hmmm lets see ahh yes to clear some things up about my art work i do reference when i draw just thought i'd clear that up

ah yes i guess i could throw out some of my fave anime/manga while i'm at it xD, although, please keep in mind that i've not watched much anime or read much manga so my faves are limited by what i've seen and read ^^

Fave Anime are as follows: Basilisk, Bleach, Ai Yori Aoshi, Loveless, NOIR

Fave Manga are as follows: Angel Sanctuary, Chrono Crusade, Basilisk, Elfen Lied, Maid Sama!, Grand Guignol Orchestra, Vampire Knight, Air Gear!, Bloody Monday, GodChild, DeathNote

Requests: Closed

Art Trades: closed

sorry but both are closed at the moment when i do decide to take requests again i'll change this and let everyone know but for now it'll be like that ^_^

alright i guess i'm done with this intro thingy lol laterz folksies

Love Tension - 4Minute

updated 9-18-2012

pfeh

meh......idk what to say....my only friend at work just told me that he has a fear of me because i like guys -_- yeah, thats a suckish feeling

rant ensues

Raaaaaaawr, damn it, fuck everybody at work, fuck them all, i am tired of everything, my only friend up there just said he doesnt want to be friends anymore because people are apparently talking shit about me behind my back to him, saying i am telling them stuff that goes on between us, why in the fuck would i do something like that, it just irks me that he would listen to them and not me.....i know i am very angry right now....but i am also very very sad.....its taking all i have to not cry right now or punch him in the face or punch them all in the face for coming between me and my only friend.....so yeah like isaid....fuck them all....i am now friendless...and its a terrible feeling

update

So, its been a while since i last updated yeah?

Nothing is really new here...a few more people at work know that i am gay now, i also told my younger sister, only reason i told her is because she is bi and can understand it better than anybody else in my family

Romantic life is...non-existant really. You all remember that guy i really liked? Yeah, i told him in person that i didn't like women and that i liked him....he responded that he only liked women, but we are still "friends"...if thats what you can call us

There's been this new guy in my life....there's just a slight problem...
He's married -_- the only reason i say he's in my life is because he wants to be "friends with benefits". It's complicated to be honest....i want a serious relationship not friends with benefits...but thats what we have turned into, i know, i am stupid, i am just being used for sex, and when i say to myself that i won't do it anymore, he asks me to hang out and BAM, there we are hanging out, yet when i ask to hang out, he doesn't have time.

That's pretty much the gist of my life right now

Hope all of you guys have been well

Until next time

pfeeeeh

so...i hate it when people cancel plans, i really do

had plans with a guy from work on saturday, he canceled like, 15 minutes before

made plans with another guy from work today, and i reckon he got cold feet, cause he never came over and apologized in a text...it took a lot for me with this guy because i finally got up the nerve to send him my address through a text...and then he doesn't show, i was actually looking forward to him coming

PEOPLE SUCK

that is all

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i hate people, people suck

WHY CAN'T YOU BE HONEST WITH ME AND NOT LIE TO ME AND THEN TELL ME LATER THAT YOU'VE BEEN MESSING WITH ME THE WHOLE TIME, I LET MY FUCKING GUARD DOWN AKDJAFKLDJFKLAJDFKLAJKLDFJADFJAKLDFJAKL;DJFA

that is all