alright i reckon i'ma update my intro and such hmmm lets see ahh yes to clear some things up about my art work i do reference when i draw just thought i'd clear that up

ah yes i guess i could throw out some of my fave anime/manga while i'm at it xD, although, please keep in mind that i've not watched much anime or read much manga so my faves are limited by what i've seen and read ^^

Fave Anime are as follows: Basilisk, Bleach, Ai Yori Aoshi, Loveless, NOIR

Fave Manga are as follows: Angel Sanctuary, Chrono Crusade, Basilisk, Elfen Lied, Maid Sama!, Grand Guignol Orchestra, Vampire Knight, Air Gear!, Bloody Monday, GodChild, DeathNote

Requests: Closed

Art Trades: closed

sorry but both are closed at the moment when i do decide to take requests again i'll change this and let everyone know but for now it'll be like that ^_^

alright i guess i'm done with this intro thingy lol laterz folksies

Love Tension - 4Minute

updated 9-18-2012


You know what's annoying? When people have something good right in front of them....yet they act so stupid and want to ruin it....its annoys the piss out of me


life is cruel, i hate you life, i swear, i need to move on, but its so hard moving past something when its right there in your face every day

new me

i think i am turning over a new leaf in my life

i have always said i never cared what people think about me, but deep down, i always have cared, its not easy to not care, especially when people keep throwing your "flaws"-as they like to say-in your face

but today, i made a resolution. if somebody doesnt like me, or doesnt want to talk to me anymore because of said "flaws", then that is their problem, not mine and i shant worry about it because i try my best to be a good person and a damn good friend, but if somebody doesnt want to return it? oh well, that is their loss

so yeah, i just hope i can stick to this new resolution, to becoming a new and better me - a person who isnt a door mat for people to walk all over


so, we've had our vacation planned for a while now, and its finally come, our plans have always been to leave on saturday, so i made plans with a friend of mine after work tomorrow, then my family calls me, telling me they changed the plans, and we afe leaving tomorrow after i get off work and not saturday.....

i dont know what to do....its tearing me up inside having to choose between "my friend" and my friend is basically my boyfriend you can see the dilemma i am in?


Why does love have to be complicated?