alright i reckon i'ma update my intro and such hmmm lets see ahh yes to clear some things up about my art work i do reference when i draw just thought i'd clear that up

ah yes i guess i could throw out some of my fave anime/manga while i'm at it xD, although, please keep in mind that i've not watched much anime or read much manga so my faves are limited by what i've seen and read ^^

Fave Anime are as follows: Basilisk, Bleach, Ai Yori Aoshi, Loveless, NOIR

Fave Manga are as follows: Angel Sanctuary, Chrono Crusade, Basilisk, Elfen Lied, Maid Sama!, Grand Guignol Orchestra, Vampire Knight, Air Gear!, Bloody Monday, GodChild, DeathNote

Requests: Closed

Art Trades: closed

sorry but both are closed at the moment when i do decide to take requests again i'll change this and let everyone know but for now it'll be like that ^_^

alright i guess i'm done with this intro thingy lol laterz folksies

Love Tension - 4Minute

updated 9-18-2012


I just want to disappear...forever, I would never have to worry about being hurt anymore, about feeling like i am being lied to just hurts so much...


I....I just don't know what to do anymore....I feel so empty inside sometimes and I wonder if there is anything wrong with me...if its a person causing me to feel this way, probably the latter....because when I am with said person, I am always happy, because I love him

but then i see him with other people talking and laughing and i wonder if i am not as special to him as he is to me, it just makes me sad sometimes when i think about it


hm, ok so, me and the loved one are on the same contract for our phones....and i have noticed that lately he has been texting a number quite a bit...nearly from the time he gets off work which is 2 30, to about 9 or 11 at night....i called the number and a dude picked up...o acted like i had the wrong number, but should i be worried that he is talking to another guy for that amount of time when he doesnt even talk to me that long? i dont want to just ask him about it cause he will wonder how i got the number and all

i just....idk what to do

any advice?


So full of rage....I need a punching bag


That moment when you find out your loved one is talking to their ex.....