I wouldn't have thought, but being sick today feels pretty nice. I've been so stressed out lately, so not going to school and visiting the Dr. for medicine for this blasted sinus infection was alright. It's just the headache that's getting to me.
At the moment, I'm procrastinating a senior reflection paper as well as an essay for AP lit, but I slept for like 7 hours today, so I figure staying up a little later to work won't be such a big deal.
I had my music scholarship audition last Friday. And I botched it completely. My scales went perfect. I begin my piece (Romanze, by Max Bruch-- look it up, it's gorgeous) and, what should happen, but my phone starts ringing. My phone. I turn it off EVERY morning before school. Apparently, last Friday I forgot and somehow I didn't get any calls or messages the entire day during school. So I had no idea.
There was a rather intimidating Asian woman as well as the director of music for the college overseeing my audition, and after the phone incident, I was so embarrassed and scared that I played pretty badly. I cried a lot after. I can't believe that happened.
But anyhow. I have a job interview on Thursday (YESSSS!!!) so I'm happy about that. I was so worried about not having a job because I'm moving out so soon and need work and money. I'm going to have to give up teaching violin lessons if I get the job though. Which is sad. But I'm prepared to do it.
