So I love my boyfriend a LOT. (Oh wow, really, I would have never guessed.) But as of late (today and Thursday, the day before my operation, especially) he hasn't been there to comfort/assist me at ALL.

Thursday I was feeling blue (because that week SUCKED and my operation was the next day) and he needed to do a makeup for theater(?) after school that day. I can somewhat understand that he needed to stay after, but he didn't even visit my house on the walk home. Trust me, my house isn't 'out of the way' or anything, he has to walk PAST it. I asked him later why he didn't visit and he said it was because he had to get 'right home.'

Yesterday I asked him not to have anything planned for today so that he could help me out with science fair (ideas, mostly). Of course, he decided not to do ANY of his AP Biology homework yesterday, so he can't come over and help me with science fair today, after he PROMISED he would. I even skipped the mass choir rehearsal after school today, which was a SERIOUS risk on my part (teacher = bastard).

Now I want him to finish his Bio homework, but I also want to walk over to his house and just give him a fucking slap on the face and tell him I hate him.

. . .I really love him, but I really hate him right now, though 'hate is a strong word,' I have a strong feeling that I should just break up with Greth. . .but I know I'd regret that decision later.

Please answer me these two questions:
1) Does anyone have a good idea for a science fair project?
2) What should I do about Greth?

~Squee

Half of what I say is meaningless,

but I say it just to reach you,

Julia.

Life: 11/04/09 | Posted By: Squee-Neji | 1 comment