I'm scared. Honestly. The guy I like is slowly figuring out that I like him. ALso, he apparently likes a girl. I can't guess who, though. There aren't enough hints given. I'm just honestly scared. What if it's not me and I confess? What then? I'd have done it for nothing.
Ohmygosh. So, today, I was sitting at the benches afterschool with my crush and my sister. Now, I have medical tape on my ankle, fyi. So, I was trying to sit Indian-style, but it hurt when I crossed my legs. So I was all "I can't cross my legs!" My crush was looking at pictures of old friends on his iPod, and hadn't noticed that I said that I couldn't cross my legs. He was all "She wants 'the D'." OHMYGOSH I WAS JUST LIKE WTF BRO??? O3O Then he realized that I had said something and he was all "I'm sorry! Not you! This other girl..an old friend of mine!" I was like "Suuure. That's what they all say." o3o
Beforehand, we were walking up to the Music Club Room, aka the Jams Club, when he was all "Stairs are the worst." But what I heard was "Singers are the worst." I was like "Um, did you just say 'Singers are the worst.'? I see how it is." (Fyi, i'm a singer if you hadn't realized by now.) He was all "Ohmygosh, no! I said stairs! Singers are awesome!" and I was all like "HURAIIIIIIII!!!!"
I love being me~ I have such awkward things to talk about xD
PS: My BFF found out I like him, and she's chill with it.
So, today i'm going to a local Church, and i'm going to help rebuild their Poverty Program center. It's really run-down and gross. I dunno all that i'm gonna do, but i'm gonna work my booty off >< But i'm not gonna enjoy it because my dad's in charge. Yay.
WHY ARE DREAMS SO REALISTIC SOMETIMES??? I had a dream last night that the guy I like got back with his ex (my best friend.) I was like "WHAT THE POTATOES??? I seriously hate when that happens to me. I got the most sickening feeling in my stomach like OMG.
SO NERVOUSSSSSSSSSSS
