Sorry for the late reply. I'm still around here, kind of lingering in limbo so to speak. Just don't really feel the urge to upload content as much as I used to which is sad because this site is what gave me a start in creating and sharing my art online. I'm thinking of writing a rant post of sorts discussing much of the topics that yours went over because I feel the same way. It is because I care for the site so much that I feel disappointed in it.
yes, that's what I try to do myself because in the end it's mostly for yourself to do these things. :D and no I have those moments too, but I try not to think about.
I'm glad that you drop by the livestreams, it's always fun to when you do! XD I'll try to drop by yours sometime if you don't have it to late on a weekday since I have to go to work early in the morning.
Hey, I'm glad you posted this! If there is anything I've learned in life is to never put your feelings on hold. I don't think I've ever mentioned this to you but I've always admired how you stay on top of things. While I can't relate to the Inactivity of TheO I think its great that you use it as a therapeutic outlet. I think you should continue on because its the little details that count! Also, I know I'm not always on TheO but I'm always happy to see you post and look at your art! In a way I feel motivated to do something too! About your past I know its a difficult thing to move forward from but don't let it stop you from thinking you don't deserve to change or be happy!!
I'm really sorry that you had a rough time. Life it's really difficult and weird sometimes. I really really hope that you're gonna have better times and things will get at the best for you. you seem really intelligent, and hard working, and you definitely deserve it. I really wish the best for you. and about dwelling in the past, we're in the same boat! I'm ruining my present life because I'm too focused thinking and sulking about my past.. we must move forward, because the life that matter it's now, and I hope it will bet the best for us.
For the site inactivity.. you're completely right. and you really put some effort in all this. but that's how it is. I can't see nothing to do at this point. it's sad, but it seems like all ideas and creativity almost get sucked up by this site inactivity.
that being said I hope you will continue to draw and stay creative, if this helps you, for yourself, and because you must not give up on your stuff because of this place!
I really hope the best for you, to get back to "normality" and also that the 2018 will be a better year where you can do your stuff and things will get smoother, stay strong in the meantime ! you can do it I'm super sure! good luck with everything!
You are right, I should do whatever makes me feel happy, even if it seems like I'm speaking to a void.
Maybe I'm just getting wrapped up in the mundane.
Well you know that I will do my damnedest to come watch a LS or view any what you have to share, even if I am really busy, I'll do what I can.
Chibi Artist Girl (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 12/29/17 | Reply
This is no "incoherent rant". I totally get what you're saying. This site had become a homey place to get away from stress, and it is sad to see it withering away like this.
On the other hand, it's also a particularly busy time irl, with people spending time with family, as you said, so that may be accounting for some of the slow-ness.
I'm really sorry to hear that you've had to deal with so much (and just what you have here is enough on its own). I hope things get better moving forward and that you're able to adjust.
The Marker Maniac. (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 12/29/17 | Reply
Hey TDE, I know saying “I'm sorry to hear that” won't really do much to ease you, but I understand what you mean.
This site is not really active like it use to be and I myself don't really feel encouraged enough to post anything,because sometimes it feels like no one really bothers looking at it. I'm not counting fanart since that's out in the open, but even then no one comments. It's especially hard for Newcomers too.
I also know a lot of people on this site like to use this place as you mentioned, “ a therapeutic place” and I think that's good because sometimes it feels great to have something to look forward and distract you from other things.
Even me! I felt like that too, but a lot of my closest friends on this site left, so I sometimes feel like there is no reason to post. I try to be optimistic though, but sometimes even then I can't.
There's been a lot of times where I have felt like live streaming, or getting a group together to talk about art related stuff, or talk about anime stuff and I even considered creating a role play once but didn't because I feel like nobody will be interested because of that lack of activity. I also understand that many are busy with life and can't really drop by.
I have tried to get to know some people better, but sometimes I feel kind of awkward about it. Sometimes it hard because interest, but I want to look past that.
Sorry, now I feel like I ended up on a rant, but it seriously is hard to stay optimistic. Going back to what I wanted to say was continue to post whatever you want whether someone sees it or not. I always think it's great that you are willing to share what you're working on and your interest.
Coming 2018 I'm thinking about pushing myself to comment more, do some livestreams and sharing some projects I want share cause I want some opinions.
Hopefully things will look up and I hope you will be feeling better although it's going to take a lot of time. Take care TDE!
~Toya
Personally, the reason I haven't been around much is very much for the reasons you mentioned; this siteShas died, the creativity and friendly just isn't here anymore, art thieves run rampant, no mods or any sort of leadership, us users have been left in the dust, depression hit me like a brick, my mom stalked me here (I blocked her), and it isn't what it used to be. I don't feel that accomplished feeling I once did when I do post art. It just goes ignored for the most part and while I don't give a bloody damn about being popular, it does make me a but sad for the reason that this place doesn't have the creative spark it once had.
I've yearned for that to come back here in some way. I don't want to leave this site as I've been here for 10 years but if I I have to, I will let it go. It will be sad as I've made many friends here. But I feel sad and isolated when I'm here. This place may not be for me anymore, especially given my transition from female to male and a lot has changed. Yes I'm a trans Boi. But I'm still Judai. I don't know..
Rainbow Dragon
☠Eastsider✰Pirate☠ (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 01/04/18 | Reply
@Kazamas-Keyblade:
Sorry for the late reply. I'm still around here, kind of lingering in limbo so to speak. Just don't really feel the urge to upload content as much as I used to which is sad because this site is what gave me a start in creating and sharing my art online. I'm thinking of writing a rant post of sorts discussing much of the topics that yours went over because I feel the same way. It is because I care for the site so much that I feel disappointed in it.
Besides that, how have you been? Been doing ok?
toyotami kun
The Marker Maniac. (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 12/30/17 | Reply
@Kazamas-Keyblade:
yes, that's what I try to do myself because in the end it's mostly for yourself to do these things. :D and no I have those moments too, but I try not to think about.
I'm glad that you drop by the livestreams, it's always fun to when you do! XD I'll try to drop by yours sometime if you don't have it to late on a weekday since I have to go to work early in the morning.
neilly
Queen (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 12/29/17 | Reply
Hey, I'm glad you posted this! If there is anything I've learned in life is to never put your feelings on hold. I don't think I've ever mentioned this to you but I've always admired how you stay on top of things. While I can't relate to the Inactivity of TheO I think its great that you use it as a therapeutic outlet. I think you should continue on because its the little details that count! Also, I know I'm not always on TheO but I'm always happy to see you post and look at your art! In a way I feel motivated to do something too! About your past I know its a difficult thing to move forward from but don't let it stop you from thinking you don't deserve to change or be happy!!
~neilly <333 Someone cheering you on!
Groovy Boar
Otakuite+ | Posted 12/29/17 | Reply
I'm really sorry that you had a rough time. Life it's really difficult and weird sometimes. I really really hope that you're gonna have better times and things will get at the best for you. you seem really intelligent, and hard working, and you definitely deserve it. I really wish the best for you. and about dwelling in the past, we're in the same boat! I'm ruining my present life because I'm too focused thinking and sulking about my past.. we must move forward, because the life that matter it's now, and I hope it will bet the best for us.
For the site inactivity.. you're completely right. and you really put some effort in all this. but that's how it is. I can't see nothing to do at this point. it's sad, but it seems like all ideas and creativity almost get sucked up by this site inactivity.
that being said I hope you will continue to draw and stay creative, if this helps you, for yourself, and because you must not give up on your stuff because of this place!
I really hope the best for you, to get back to "normality" and also that the 2018 will be a better year where you can do your stuff and things will get smoother, stay strong in the meantime ! you can do it I'm super sure! good luck with everything!
Kazamas-Keyblade
Otaku Legend | Posted 12/29/17 | Reply
@kita mikichi:
I hear you, man.
Part of me really wishes that things would be a bit different.
Kazamas-Keyblade
Otaku Legend | Posted 12/29/17 | Reply
@toyotami kun:
You are right, I should do whatever makes me feel happy, even if it seems like I'm speaking to a void.
Maybe I'm just getting wrapped up in the mundane.
Well you know that I will do my damnedest to come watch a LS or view any what you have to share, even if I am really busy, I'll do what I can.
Kazamas-Keyblade
Otaku Legend | Posted 12/29/17 | Reply
@Rainbow Dragon:
Jeez, it feels like an eternity since I've spoken to you.
I'm just glad someone else understands how I feel.
kita mikichi
Chibi Artist Girl (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 12/29/17 | Reply
This is no "incoherent rant". I totally get what you're saying. This site had become a homey place to get away from stress, and it is sad to see it withering away like this.
On the other hand, it's also a particularly busy time irl, with people spending time with family, as you said, so that may be accounting for some of the slow-ness.
I'm really sorry to hear that you've had to deal with so much (and just what you have here is enough on its own). I hope things get better moving forward and that you're able to adjust.
toyotami kun
The Marker Maniac. (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 12/29/17 | Reply
Hey TDE, I know saying “I'm sorry to hear that” won't really do much to ease you, but I understand what you mean.
This site is not really active like it use to be and I myself don't really feel encouraged enough to post anything,because sometimes it feels like no one really bothers looking at it. I'm not counting fanart since that's out in the open, but even then no one comments. It's especially hard for Newcomers too.
I also know a lot of people on this site like to use this place as you mentioned, “ a therapeutic place” and I think that's good because sometimes it feels great to have something to look forward and distract you from other things.
Even me! I felt like that too, but a lot of my closest friends on this site left, so I sometimes feel like there is no reason to post. I try to be optimistic though, but sometimes even then I can't.
There's been a lot of times where I have felt like live streaming, or getting a group together to talk about art related stuff, or talk about anime stuff and I even considered creating a role play once but didn't because I feel like nobody will be interested because of that lack of activity. I also understand that many are busy with life and can't really drop by.
I have tried to get to know some people better, but sometimes I feel kind of awkward about it. Sometimes it hard because interest, but I want to look past that.
Sorry, now I feel like I ended up on a rant, but it seriously is hard to stay optimistic. Going back to what I wanted to say was continue to post whatever you want whether someone sees it or not. I always think it's great that you are willing to share what you're working on and your interest.
Coming 2018 I'm thinking about pushing myself to comment more, do some livestreams and sharing some projects I want share cause I want some opinions.
Hopefully things will look up and I hope you will be feeling better although it's going to take a lot of time. Take care TDE!
~Toya
Rainbow Dragon
☠Eastsider✰Pirate☠ (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 12/29/17 | Reply
Personally, the reason I haven't been around much is very much for the reasons you mentioned; this siteShas died, the creativity and friendly just isn't here anymore, art thieves run rampant, no mods or any sort of leadership, us users have been left in the dust, depression hit me like a brick, my mom stalked me here (I blocked her), and it isn't what it used to be. I don't feel that accomplished feeling I once did when I do post art. It just goes ignored for the most part and while I don't give a bloody damn about being popular, it does make me a but sad for the reason that this place doesn't have the creative spark it once had.
I've yearned for that to come back here in some way. I don't want to leave this site as I've been here for 10 years but if I I have to, I will let it go. It will be sad as I've made many friends here. But I feel sad and isolated when I'm here. This place may not be for me anymore, especially given my transition from female to male and a lot has changed. Yes I'm a trans Boi. But I'm still Judai. I don't know..