I'm that person your mother warned you about being the super smart girl that sits in the corner planning the end of the world. Until of course she realises you need me to tutor you and I'm actually not the quiet. and only smart. not super smart. which comes as a dissapointment, but bear with me.
And then i turn out to be sitting in the corner so the teacher wont notice me drawing on my homework.
I hate art class because people tell me what to draw.
I hate art school because they want realism. not my personal style. But I love them for making me realise I need to expand my talent.
I laugh at stupid jokes like " A man walked into a bar, you'd think he'd seen it"
And I answer to things like "Old Fart" and "Lady" and things like that.
I'm as straight as a curvy line. But I'm not a spiral. YET.
I don't like self- inflicted pain. So here's some code for my journal
Doing something with hair that involves cutting it : Depressed
with the exception of " OH MAN, DUDE, I LOOKED AT SOME GIRL'S HAIRSTYLE, LOL, IT LOOKS SO COOL I WANNA CUT IT LIKE HER!!"
ugh its like...you know? : trying to surpress bad words. lol
and everything else is quite straight forward.
---------------------------------------
People don't have to be pretty to be cool.
p.s. never going to use that title again until i finally grow old and decide i'm retiring from this sight forever.
putting p.s.'s for the first thing in a post really isn't really.......RIGHT. but who cares?
i've come to the conclusion that my new collab pretty much hates me. why?
because they talk about these strange inside jokes i dont get on my art work.
i swear special means something different. and everyone is going "lol, so and so is right, this IS SPECIAL AHUR ROFLMAO LOLOLOLAWLAWLAWLAWLSPAMSPAMSPAMKDSJFBSHHARHARHAR"
and i'm like "thanks? :D"
also, theres a really great artist in it and it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy when she posts. she's probably the only one who likes me cus she's a new one as well.
and for some reason everyone's hating on me cus i used pen and i said i wouldn't use pencil for a bit cus i have no time to ink/ im too lazy to.
WUT?
anyway g2g big day whatever tomorrow. cus its MONDAY. and yeah =/
I LOVE THE GAY KID IN GLEE. HE MAKES ME SO GIDDY AND HAPPY.
BECAUSE GAY=HAPPY. AND THE SLANG TERM MEANS HOMOSEXUAL. AND HE MAKES ME FEEL BOTH. WAIT. YEAH.
damnit D:<
THATD BE SO COOL IF WE COULD HANG OUT ;A;
HE MAKES ME SQUEE FOR HAPPINESS. BAAAAAW. HIM AND MERCEDES FOREVER, AMIRITE? BFFLS. YES. ILL BE SO HAPPY. CUS THEY'RE LIKE. OMG. THEM TOGETHER MAKES ME FEEL SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY. THEY HAVE TO BE BESTFRIENDS.
i think i love him. X)
but not how i love stein from soul eater, or haruhi from the melancholy of haruhi suzumiya.
like, that kind of omg friends forever love.
i'm so tired today but IM SO HAPPY. I GOT ABCK LIKE A BILLION TESTS AND i got A's on all of them. except lang. cus well. that just hates me. if i get all A's i most likely will be able to go to orlando with a group of friends for some con. yay. my first one evur. yeah.
can't wait till tomorrow. cus its fridaaaaay.
and i cant wait till my birthday. nto only cus of all the gifts and the fact that ill be one year away from driving, its because on my birthday, me,ashtin,kim,the twins, and even anna are going to have a 5 way conversation on our phones. maybe 6 if alex and addison use different phones. just like the old days. ashtin wont be able to visit me tho like she usually does. but finally being able to talk to them all together as if we were together again in a room or at the mall or at the park. finally. and itll be special especially cus this was around the time we all became really good friends.
anyway after that theres nothing too significant to say. g2g finish homework
i love this group of guys in my school.
they're like from sophmores/juniors and are in my math class. SO LIKE YEAH THEY MAKE ME SMILE SO MUCH.
they have SUPER long hair [well not really just kinda....long] and the yall have like some kind of blonde [like dirty blonde, bleach blonde] SO I CALL THEM RAPUNZEL.
and i'm their prince because of my short hair. they make my math class so bright and sunny. IT ALREADY IS KTHNX CUS THE TEACHER MAKES MY DAY EVERY TIME I SEE HIM
OKAY im done being some creepy stalker.
WAIT. NO IM NOT.
history still makes me want to punch a wall. BUT NOT A HORSE. THEY ALREADY HAVE ENOUGH STRESS BEING IN THE EATING EXPRESSIONS.
i think i may or may not be failing science. and this art project we had for it.... i havent gotten it back and its not up in the room for one of those DAZZLING EXAMPLES BBY AHUR/ which makes me kinda jumpy and crap. like, WHY?-ish.
i hope i did turn it in. i know i did.i'm just doubting myself. ahur.
P.S. I JUST RAN OUT OF TAPE. PANIC PLOX.
OKAY. HAPPY MOMENT: I JUST KNOW MOM IS GUNNA SAY YES TO ME GOING TO REI'S MOM'S STORE FOR HALOWEEN IN THE MALL.
ANTOHER HAPPY MOMENT? no nto really happy. but i'm getting rpsents from friends for my b-day. i told my friends when my birthdday was and they asked me what i wanted. YEAH. SO FAR IM GETTING A PIECE OF REALLY LONG STRING AND HAIR BOWS. from friends.
FROM PARENTS: NOTHING CUS UR BIRTHDAY COUNTS AS CRAP CUS WE DONT THINK YOU'LL GET ALL A'S AHUR.
FROM AUNT: HAIR STRAIGHTENER. I CAN DIE HAPPY NAO AMIRITE?lol.
im about to kill my tape dispencer. ANYWAY I DONT WANT TO DO SCIENCE FAIR. I DONT EVNE HAVE A TOPIC. WTF WTF WTF HELP MEEE D:<
