If I said I didn't care, I'd be lying

I love you dearly, darling.

Hi, I'm Lizz. The extra z is optional.

I'm that person your mother warned you about being the super smart girl that sits in the corner planning the end of the world. Until of course she realises you need me to tutor you and I'm actually not the quiet. and only smart. not super smart. which comes as a dissapointment, but bear with me.

And then i turn out to be sitting in the corner so the teacher wont notice me drawing on my homework.

I hate art class because people tell me what to draw.
I hate art school because they want realism. not my personal style. But I love them for making me realise I need to expand my talent.

I laugh at stupid jokes like " A man walked into a bar, you'd think he'd seen it"
And I answer to things like "Old Fart" and "Lady" and things like that.

I'm as straight as a curvy line. But I'm not a spiral. YET.

I don't like self- inflicted pain. So here's some code for my journal

Doing something with hair that involves cutting it : Depressed
with the exception of " OH MAN, DUDE, I LOOKED AT SOME GIRL'S HAIRSTYLE, LOL, IT LOOKS SO COOL I WANNA CUT IT LIKE HER!!"

ugh its like...you know? : trying to surpress bad words. lol

and everything else is quite straight forward.

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People don't have to be pretty to be cool.

brink of insanity

got influenza a

dont wanna go to school tomorrow but i might have to if i dont have a fever. but i know ima have loads of make up work. GAH.

anyway.

i just watched the newest episode of glee. OMG I LOVE CHRIS/KURT EVEN MORE D:<

kurt's my fave character definately.

rachel needs to go......to a certain place. that no one should ever have to go to.

CUS. SHE'S. A. JDAOSbKJ. JUST CUS U DONT GET A PART THAT YOU WANT YOU DONT JUST QUIT THE CLUB. OH BOO HOO, YOU AREN'T GUNNA BE THE STAR IN THIS ONE LITTLE THING . BIG DEAL.

anyway. kurt came out to his dad. and i think his dad was. like, wow.and i loved his little comment of "i've known since yo uwere three. all you wanted for your birthday was a pair of sensible heels"

i couldn't keep from smiling.

OKAY GOTTA GO, ESSAY NEEDS TO BE FINISHED CUS I MIGHT ACTUALLY HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW D:

kthnxbainow

When i say i love you, i mean it.

damnit i love my rapunzels in math class.

i have one especially mine. we've proclaimed that i was his prince charming soon to be blinded by his ugly mother that isn't really his mother.

anyway~ we were talking about hwo he reminds me of rapunzel [OKAY SO THATS WHAT MOST OF OUR CONVERSATIONS CONSIST OF D:]
and so he was like "if rapunzel was so beautiful, then wouldn't her parents be beautiful? and if thats so, then why didn't rapunzel's parents go into modeling, as opposed to farming?"

<3 he makes me smile so much

anyway. got a progress report, and parents dont gotta sign. but anyway, got ALL A'S. DAMN STRAIGHT. WHOS THE ASIAN NOW???

also....reason i wont get a facebook? i spent around 5 minutes trying to find facebook.com until i realised that silly ol' me was spelling face fais.

may i say fais/palm FAIL YESH?

I'm back to listening to MSI because they make me so happy. my fave song from the is stupid MF.

and my friend, krystal [kryst] 's fave song b ythem is get it up. and so we were singing it in latin. well, actually just saying what we love about the song. so we were like "I LOVE IT WHEN HE SAYS "I DONT CARE JUST DO SOMETHING SEXY JUST, WHATEVER YOU DO DON'T TALK ABOUT YOUR FUCKING BOYFRIEND WHILE WE'RE HAVING SEX. HOW ABOUT THAT?"

which seems to be why i dont know any latin. lolol. because kryst is there to be like "lizz, lets be all super fly" and we pretend to be gangster even if its just for a second.

HAIR STRAIGHTENER CAME IN BTW. I WAS SO HAPPY. IM LIKE OMGOMGOMGOMG AND I HAVE TO WAIT TO TELL MY AUNT IT DID AND ASK IF I CAN OPEN IT BEFORE I OPEN IT DURN. BUT HEY THATS OKAY. cus for now lets abuse caps lock. oh dear caps lock hwo i love to abuse you. and you're so helpless you can't even call the police to save you. AHUR. yeah.

im tyring to feel my best cus today's a happy day, but the whole "UR SICK, AND EVERYONE IS SCREAMING SWINE FLU IN YOUR EAR!" kinda makes the whole fact that i can barely keep my eyes open and throat clear a whole lot worse.

okay gonna take a shower, and finish my homework. LETS GO BABY.

remember , be so hip and fly that you set it down on the ground quietly as if it contained large quantities of thermal energy.

and yes, that line belongs to ME. YES. I MADE IT UP. I HAVE A CREATIVE MIND, DURNIT.

KTHNXBAINOW

Such great heights

i was invited to 2 parties. one's a sleep over, the other is for lili, whom i love.

anyway, i'm going to lili's. i's sorry, heather :( but i'm glad that she thought about inviting me. *feels soooo honored*

anyway~

i have some random things to type out. lyrics, and random things.

interpret: I AM SO HIP AND FLY THAT I SET IT DOWN ON THE FLOOR QUIETLY AS IF IT CONTAINED LARGE QUANTITIES OF THERMAL ENERGY. WORD.

/gangsternerd

lmao.

and the other lyrics....i now dont wanna share. but the song is called Mister Fun has consequences.

/cheesy

I'm dying of sickness, and i needa finish my homework.

KTHNXBAINOW

today was of the spectacular variety

of getting kicked out of the car.

me and my dad got into the biggest fight ever and i got so mad i ripped my tshirt. then i went home and slept for 2 hours until dinner.

and so. today i took a test. and i'm SUPER NERVOUS on it. oh dear. i think i fail'd it. i hate algebra. okay so, i gotta go cus i'm soooo sleepy. evne tho i slept for like 2 hours before. which i never do.

KTHNXBAINOW

conclusion

p.s. never going to use that title again until i finally grow old and decide i'm retiring from this sight forever.

putting p.s.'s for the first thing in a post really isn't really.......RIGHT. but who cares?

i've come to the conclusion that my new collab pretty much hates me. why?
because they talk about these strange inside jokes i dont get on my art work.
i swear special means something different. and everyone is going "lol, so and so is right, this IS SPECIAL AHUR ROFLMAO LOLOLOLAWLAWLAWLAWLSPAMSPAMSPAMKDSJFBSHHARHARHAR"

and i'm like "thanks? :D"

also, theres a really great artist in it and it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy when she posts. she's probably the only one who likes me cus she's a new one as well.

and for some reason everyone's hating on me cus i used pen and i said i wouldn't use pencil for a bit cus i have no time to ink/ im too lazy to.

WUT?

anyway g2g big day whatever tomorrow. cus its MONDAY. and yeah =/

ttyl.