If I said I didn't care, I'd be lying

I love you dearly, darling.

Hi, I'm Lizz. The extra z is optional.

I'm that person your mother warned you about being the super smart girl that sits in the corner planning the end of the world. Until of course she realises you need me to tutor you and I'm actually not the quiet. and only smart. not super smart. which comes as a dissapointment, but bear with me.

And then i turn out to be sitting in the corner so the teacher wont notice me drawing on my homework.

I hate art class because people tell me what to draw.
I hate art school because they want realism. not my personal style. But I love them for making me realise I need to expand my talent.

I laugh at stupid jokes like " A man walked into a bar, you'd think he'd seen it"
And I answer to things like "Old Fart" and "Lady" and things like that.

I'm as straight as a curvy line. But I'm not a spiral. YET.

I don't like self- inflicted pain. So here's some code for my journal

Doing something with hair that involves cutting it : Depressed
with the exception of " OH MAN, DUDE, I LOOKED AT SOME GIRL'S HAIRSTYLE, LOL, IT LOOKS SO COOL I WANNA CUT IT LIKE HER!!"

ugh its like...you know? : trying to surpress bad words. lol

and everything else is quite straight forward.

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People don't have to be pretty to be cool.

okay....

now i have something to write about. i just visited fundies hoorah love your body world, and read her/his(i believe its a her tho...)lastest post.....DUDE. SERIOUSLY?!?!?!?!?!.wonder why ur worrying, that isnt fat at all, nuh nuh nuh! the whole time i was reading it i was like WTF dude! thats so...unhealthy, everyone should be a little chubby :(. on a similar note, why do people starve themelves and think its atractive? makes no sense whatsoever, i dont think that a girl or a guy with his/ her ribs showing is newhere near sexy, no way. uhm...now i forgot whta i was aying.........or what i was trying to say....so yeah, stay off drugs and stay on food! and water is always healthy...so is soda!

Bwuah, Bitches!

ARGH! Lol, So much for staying at Addison's house(well, thank goodness for that, his dad kept giving me the "im going to break every bone in ur body" look cus he hates me, and im not fond of him :P) I've gotten a new subby! yay Kay! i'z so proud. XD. twilight=horrid mess of shit. sorry, just ahd to bash twilight again ..... anyways, today was fine, i guess, school work wize.....Miracle(name of girl from previous post) and the rest of my friends aren't too fond of each uther. yuh, i know, ew. hmmmm......well, i drew a little sketchy realistic piccy :3. so happy bout that :D. ima post it later tonight(meaning later this week XD) or maybe really tonite. uhm, we're having yummy food tonite, so yay XD.uhm......thassit? maybe, well, i was going to make a lil comic strip seeing how my o.c.'s(and my) birthdya is coming up....so...yeeeeah. bye now?

Why is it like this?

Boohoo. That's all I can say right now. I went to the library, as I said earlier today, and I ended up getting lost in the 5 story building(Don't be surprised, I can get lost ANYWHERE. Even my own room.) and I ended up meeting up with my ex-friend that I sorta hang out with. At least one of them. She was crying her eyes out. It's because of my other ex-friend that I sometimes not really hang out with that she hangs out with. She ditched her. Yeah.....and so she ended up telling me everything that happened and I hardly got anything done. lol. There's my A.D.D. Luckily, Addison got some books for me so that was fine. Except for the fact that I have to do my notes now. It's so fricking GAAAAAY. Weel either way, I'm so glad that the other friend was ditched because we used to be like best friends until the other girl came in, so now she's "joining" our group. Yeah...... anyways......I really hate taking notes. I was supposed to do them like 4 hours ago, but i ended up playing video games until 9.... and I have to go to sleep in like...15 minutes. Lol. Urgh, i hate the library. I hate books! especially the twilight series(actually, i don't hate books, infact i love them, but i onyl said it just to bash the twilight series like a little 3 year old.) OMFG i so hate bella, not because she's with edward, but because....she just makes me stomach so sick with her "oh edward! og jacob! oh noooooooooo are u dumping me? i can't live with that, i need you!" and all her whispering and shit, and thinking that victoria is out to eat her brains. Yeah. I just hate her hate her hate her! But omg, the series gives me so many pages it's unbelievable <3. So, uhm, well my science fair thingy is like which soil helps the plants grow better, and i know its soooooooo cheesey and all baby-ish, but the teacher actually accepted the idea! it's so insane! but now i feel all bad so i'm doing this complicated research paper to hoepfully compensate for my lack of motivation to do something more challenging. and oh crap i hafta go or my dad will bitch. bye!

OPEN SEASAME MY ASS!

:D I'm baaaaaaack. but not really :P. i'm at ashtin's house rite now cus we all ended up sleeping over thar(we got back at like 1 in the morning and we were nearly killed by ashtin's dad) for once i am the one who slept in. party! woooooo. XD. moving on, we're all going to the library very soon to go and do some research for our dreaded science fair. so who missed meh?!?!?!?!?!*silence XD* omg, im almost done reading new moon which is the 2nd book in twilight and.....ITS SO FRICKIN BORING! I SWEAR IT IS! only thing that keep me reading it is knowing that whole series=a whole lot of pages :D. newaaaayz...im such a huge procrastinator, and alex and addison say hai thar! ....yuh.....well, bye now, ive got nothing left to tlak about :D

Electricute the Chopsticks!RAWR.

I'm so happy today. I'm going to Orlando with Ashtin, Kim, Anna, and Addison and Alex(no alex and addison's scary dad included.)"But how can you get to Orlando, you guys can't even drive yet!" you may nto be thinking. Ashtin's older sister was planning on going to Orlando with her buddies,too, but Ashtin's sister was going to ride alone and meet up with everyone there, so we asked if we could go in her car to the destination. Surprisingly, the prep said sure, why not. So basically we're going to go to Orlando and split up, and meet back at a sueprmarket there at 7:00 p.m. We're taking our roller blades with us so we can get around mroe easily. I'm so happy, and there will be no parents to supervise us :D. Dangerous, yes, but it's going to be fun :3. (and I'm so glad I'm the 2nd shortest one in the group so Addison can pass off as an adult and we won't be swiped. I'm serious, he's like 10 feet tall! not really, I think he's 6 feet tall tho.) Gunna be so fun :3. Weel, Ashtin and them are picking me up soon, so Bye now :3.