A man walked into a bar. You'd think he would have seen it.
I'm a young kid who always seems to answer to "Old Fart!" alot. It's not my fault that I don't understand anything but simple English
Despite my age, I'm pretty sure on the direction of my life and what I classify myself as. A bisexual wanna-be cake-maker-nutritionist.person. You homophobic people just leave me alone. Okay? 'Cus guess what? Even if you say its disgusting, I like women girls. They make me as happy as men do and theres nothing you can do to make me feel differently. I'm nto saying my life partner will be a chick but I am saying I have no problem dating one.
But what the hell, what happens happens.
I get easily amused. And easily pissed off.
When I get emo I don't cut my wrists.
I cut my hair
Blood doesn't run through my veins.
Soda does.
Cute things make me happy Ugly people make me sad lol jk I'm ugly myself.
Wanna know mroe about me? PM me. Don't judge me on my posts, judge me on our personal relationship.
depression. its hurting me again. dear lord, please dont make it hurt as much as last time.
EDIT: 11/04/09. i've wanted to post so many things on here. theres so many things that got me mad since the first time i posted this post [10/24/09]. some happy. some sad. most sad. doctor's apointment tomorrow. current weight: too much in my eyes. current level of self-esteem: not too good.
current mood: as if the world was crashing on me. i got all A's on my report card. but it's costed me so much effort. too much effort. i want school to end. i want to get out of this place. i wish i were pretty, and skinny, and i wish people weren't so mean. but the thing about wishing is that it's all wishful thinking. i'll be lucky if the doctor doesn't tell me tomorrow that i'm killing myself with my eating habbits and lack of excersize. i want to go to swim practice so bad. i wish i didnt have so much homework and i wish it wouldnt keep increasing. but thats the thing with wishing. its all just wishful thinking.
take me back to 8th grade, what were my parents thinking starting me early? i'm not ready. i'll never be ready.
EDIT 2 : at least i dont feel like that all the time *points up* //goes back to homeowrk. SIGH
EDIT 3: oh, oh ,oh, of course you give a flu mist to THE ONE PERSON who hates getting medicine in any other ways but pils and shots, and after he leaves for college, you get the SHOT for the one person who can't stand the sight of needles.
MAKES PERFECT SENSE IN SCIENCE AND CHEMISTRY. doubleyewteaeff to the max. tyvm.
i was checking my grades and i noticed that i had a B in my science class. AND FLIPPING GUESS WHY? because there were 2 fucking things that were named the same thing only one had the tiniest little green button underneath that said metric and i didn't catch on to that. the questions are EXACTLY THE SAME. the only difference is the green button. if i dont get an A in this class, i have to pay about 50 bucks for the rest of my iPod.
something ive noticed recently--all of my presents are things I bought MYSELF.
or at least with my money.
anyway ive got a billion projects to do and i just wanna sleep soooo bad.
im just hoping that my exam grades are good. i was sooooooooo uneasy with all of my exams. who's bright idea was it to have like all the exams on 2 days.
GAAAAAAAAAAAH.
g2g finish my work...
KTHNXBAI.
p.s. the fact that theres laws restricting homosexuals pisses me off. jus tbecause you have a certain atraction to a certain gender doesn't make you any less of a person. i think its stupid that other people are trying to control other's lives. girls in math piss me off.
whats worse is that i have to write about his death.
anyway. i REALLY hate my history teacher's assignments.
i really hated when the girl on the bus slammed her book into my chest.
i really hated when i had to get 5 points taken off my test.
i really hated that i was totally out of it today.
i really hated that the girls in latin were being bitches.
i really hated that i didn't finish my work in class.
i really loved the fact that i still have good friends.
i really loved the fact that they detected something was up and cheered me up.
i really loved the fact that people actually listen to me.
i really loved the fact that when people listened to me, they also followed what i had to say.
and really ,that outweighs the hates today.
because davey actually listened to me. that the kids in first period actually learned to shut up, and tlak when the times were appropriate.
