A man walked into a bar. You'd think he would have seen it.
I'm a young kid who always seems to answer to "Old Fart!" alot. It's not my fault that I don't understand anything but simple English
Despite my age, I'm pretty sure on the direction of my life and what I classify myself as. A bisexual wanna-be cake-maker-nutritionist.person. You homophobic people just leave me alone. Okay? 'Cus guess what? Even if you say its disgusting, I like women girls. They make me as happy as men do and theres nothing you can do to make me feel differently. I'm nto saying my life partner will be a chick but I am saying I have no problem dating one.
But what the hell, what happens happens.
I get easily amused. And easily pissed off.
When I get emo I don't cut my wrists.
I cut my hair
Blood doesn't run through my veins.
Soda does.
Cute things make me happy Ugly people make me sad lol jk I'm ugly myself.
Wanna know mroe about me? PM me. Don't judge me on my posts, judge me on our personal relationship.
DcFc didnt have to do the song for twilight. tbh, i hate twilight. tbh, i dont want people talking about dcfc as if theyve known them forever and i dont want to hear about how the band members did this and that.
i think the greatest form of respect for the band members is to know what their names are and their positions. thats all. unless they personally let some information out.
im still afraid to look at the references for my old character, Addison.
i know i have to since idont remember a thing about him. but im just too scared to look at how bad ym art was. i might go blind. and in 2 years ill have the same problem again, i know it. off to burn my eyes out. ttyl. because i wont be able to see you later.
EDIT: just lawled in my pants. or something. no, but really. since my photbucket account has been inactive for over 90 days, i'm being shut down. no more references. time to restart the character.
i turned in my science diagram. and for some reason it says i didnt turn it in. WHAT?
i spent only about AGES on it.
so im hoping that he misplaced it cus im not doing it again. ;A; actually ,i am. my grade is on the verge of a C, even tho i had A's in everything else. *sobbs slightly* okay, im okay.
life's been good. science fair caught up with me tho and im kind of....dying a bit from it. TADA
i've still got my all A's. slowly adjusting to highschool. im more active with swimming now. im happier now. except today was pretty....ugh.
some girls thought itd be so hilarious to throw stuff at my back. so ive been trying not to explode on people [eve ntho i did earlier this morning because the guy infront of me was being so so so annoying] and they just keep laughing and throwing stuff at me. so i just move. but it was like AAAAAAAAAAAAH ITS NOT FUNNY. another thing today was i found out im probably the only person who looks happy all the time and the only reason why i look down is lack of sleep.
haha so wrong. a couple of my friends were talking about vampire diaries and were yelling about hwo to pronounce stefan. all i did was say loudly "DUDE JUST SPELL OUT HIS NAME, U GUYS ARE GETTING ANNOYING" and then i get so many stares and some of my friends are like "wtf is wrong with liz? i mean, explode much?" so i just fumed in my little corner of the table.
but i got over that. what REALLY set me off was when this girl in my math class calls me a bitch for DEFENDING my friend when she said he was gay.
wait, what? yeah. thats right. and the thing is, HE'S NOT. and even more, HE FEELS UNCOMFORTABLE WHEN PEOPLE CALL HIM THAT. something about in middleschool people always called him gay and it affected him alot =/
all i said was "hey, kid, actually get to kno him before u start talking about him, he's NOT gay."
also--i want to make a button that says "i support homosexuals so they can be gay"
and ive also noticed that alot of girls are like "i support gay me ncus theyre hot" kidna makes me sad cus i wish they supported lesbians as well. and/or homosexuals as a whole. but hey, whatre u gunna do about it?
sigh~ but life has gotten alot better. i dont cry from stress as much. i actually have fun in those after school study sessions.
depression. its hurting me again. dear lord, please dont make it hurt as much as last time.
EDIT: 11/04/09. i've wanted to post so many things on here. theres so many things that got me mad since the first time i posted this post [10/24/09]. some happy. some sad. most sad. doctor's apointment tomorrow. current weight: too much in my eyes. current level of self-esteem: not too good.
current mood: as if the world was crashing on me. i got all A's on my report card. but it's costed me so much effort. too much effort. i want school to end. i want to get out of this place. i wish i were pretty, and skinny, and i wish people weren't so mean. but the thing about wishing is that it's all wishful thinking. i'll be lucky if the doctor doesn't tell me tomorrow that i'm killing myself with my eating habbits and lack of excersize. i want to go to swim practice so bad. i wish i didnt have so much homework and i wish it wouldnt keep increasing. but thats the thing with wishing. its all just wishful thinking.
take me back to 8th grade, what were my parents thinking starting me early? i'm not ready. i'll never be ready.
EDIT 2 : at least i dont feel like that all the time *points up* //goes back to homeowrk. SIGH
EDIT 3: oh, oh ,oh, of course you give a flu mist to THE ONE PERSON who hates getting medicine in any other ways but pils and shots, and after he leaves for college, you get the SHOT for the one person who can't stand the sight of needles.
MAKES PERFECT SENSE IN SCIENCE AND CHEMISTRY. doubleyewteaeff to the max. tyvm.
