I know that some people really want to do the right thing and be helpful when telling others "Don't do this" or whatever, but when it's something really nitpicky like saying "Don't say 'I think', that makes you afraid to sound like you're wrong." really gets my goat. If that's something that irks you, then fine, but it doesn't mean I have to bow down to your wishes and do something to your standards. I'm not out to please intellectuals and their incessant need to pick at people's thought processes. That's the way I externalize my thought process. Sure, maybe using the qualifier "in my opinion" is a bit redundant, but I hardly think it's someones job to play thought police.
If you have nothing constructive to add, then don't be an ass and do it anyway.
"Retrack the foosteps that brought us to this favor. I wouldn't ask this of you."
That damn alarm is really loud. I'm good at picking annoying things to wake me up. Coheed and Cambria usually does the trick. Why does their lead si...
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Think you're in facebook and this will be sorta like that >>
1. Perfect? Never was, God made me that way on purpose
2. Tall? Not according to Afton B(.
3. In your pajamas? No. Jeans and an OU T-Shirt
4. Left handed? Why yes, yes
1. Friend you saw: My friend, Ben
2. Talked to on the phone: My love, Afton
3. Person to text you: Kim T_T
4. Was today better than yesterday? Of course!
1. Number: 3
2. Color(s): Green
3. Fruit: Grapes, but I'm not a fruit man
4. Place: Wherever i'm happy.
1. Are you missing someone right now? Yes, all my friends. My love.
2. Are you happy? Bored, but happy.
3. Are you sad? Yeah, I miss my home.
4. Are you bored? INTENSELY
6. Are you nervous? Nah, I'm never bored.
8. Are you tired? Nah
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Drank bubbles? No
2. Lost glasses/contacts? Nah, I see well
3. Ran away from home? Never. I always come back
4. Broken someone's heart? Ohhhhh yeah... >>
5. Been arrested? Nope
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
1. Miracles? Yes
2. Yourself? Always
3. Heaven? Yes.
4. Santa Claus? Who doesn't
4. Love? Of course
5. Do you like someone? I like a lot of people
6. Do you believe in God? Yes
7. Answered the truth on all questions? Of course
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: Went to the bathroom
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: Yeah, a few things.
Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: Glory Road
Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: The KMCC
Q: Do you smile a lot?
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: No, I make things happen
Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: Always, but sometimes I come off a little bit abarasive
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: In the bed our apartment has
Q: When was the last time you cried:
A: Hmmm...don't remember >>
Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: It's noisy outside....
Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: 6/10, but that's just me
Q: What do you hear right now?
A: Good morning, Mister Masters
Q: Does anything hurt right now?
Q: What's your favorite month?
Q: What did you do last night?
A: Various things, you invasive little quiz
To say that I have expectations and standards for the company I keep. And I've never been afraid to tell someone that they're acting moronically when they make a decision I don't agree with. I've been raised that way. It doesn't do anyone a bit of good when you keep your feelings to yourself.
So, there must be a reason why I'm saying this right? Correct.
A friend of mine recently turned to smoking. I was informed by a mutual friend of ours and I had to say, that my impression of the smoking friend just dropped a few notches. Smoking had never been a Kosher deal with me. I find it a rather ugly habit to pick up and I never found good company around most people that smoked.(My grandparents smoke, but what are you gonna do about family?)
But what makes it worse is that I've known this person for years. They've had problems coping with stress, but I never found it within their character to ever resort to that sort of thing to deal with stress. To me, that's not even a valid reason to smoke. Work out, punch the air, write music, cook, go to sleep, cry on your mom's shoulder, do SOMETHING constructive. I realize that I can't change a person, nor would I ever want to. But it's also a horrible thing to see a friend not living up to who you know they are.
And it makes me feel bad to have to tell said friends that they're being stupid. But someone has to.
This sounds rather whiny of me, but here goes anyways....
I feel like I'm dead here. When everyone else is asleep, I'm awake. And vice versa. I miss talking to all my friends. I miss getting random Texts from Afton and Kim during the day. I miss being able to go places in the city by myself and not have to worry about going with my family. I miss having my own house. School, work, everything.
Before you give me the "It's gonna be fine" speech/comment, please save it. I'm not really in a consoling mood right now because my entire life is basically turned upside down and I feel like I got no say in it. Everything has just basically gone to shit for me.
Even Valentine's day, the one day where I like to shower people with love, I feel like I'm on the outside looking in. Everyone still gets to hang out and have fun with each other like normal. But Korey gets the short end of the stick.
I just don't know what to do right now.