THE BASICS:
Name: ASH / KYOU-KUN (WHATEVER YOUD LIKE)
Sex:this doesn't matter now, does it?^^
Eyes:Green
Hair:RED/dirtyblonde
Age:17~~~<3
Height 5'6.5"(i wanna be taller!)
ART SITES: http://closet-hentai584.deviantart.com/
www.yaoi.9k.com (currently in progress)

Bummed Out...

So I'm totally vegging out this weekend since my plan was ruined.

Me and Chel were supposed to go to the Mindless Self Indulgence / DearestAzazael show at the Crocodile Rock Cafe today, but the minute her mom said yes yesterday(even though she knew a week in advance) the show had just sold out.
And I felt really pathetic for doing so, but I ended up crying. Very hard, and very long. I was so bummed. Hell, I AM so bummed. I REAALLY wanted to see DearestAzazael, after all.
So I ended up drinking tea w/tears streaming down my face until 9:00PM, which was when I ended up conking out. TT_TT
But one good thing has been promised from this. Next time DearestAzazael is in PA or in nearby parts of New Jersey, Dad has agreed to let me go automatically, and Chel is a definite concert buddy. Thank God.
And I feel a little bit better now, but I'll probably be a little moped out until next Saturday.
Oh Well.

and I took this really weird color career test, and it gave some good results, so I'm pitting them below.

BEST OCCUPATIONAL CATEGORY
You're a CREATOR
Key Words:
Nonconforming, Impulsive, Expressive, Romantic, Intuitive, Sensitive, and Emotional
These original types place a high value on aesthetic qualities and have a great need for self-expression. They enjoy working independently, being creative, using their imagination, and constantly learning something new. Fields of interest are art, drama, music, and writing or places where they can express, assemble, or implement creative ideas.

CREATOR OCCUPATIONS
Suggested careers are Advertising Executive, Architect, Web Designer, Creative Director, Public Relations, Fine or Commercial Artist, Interior Decorator, Lawyer, Librarian, Musician, Reporter, Art Teacher, Broadcaster, Technical Writer, English Teacher, Architect, Photographer, Medical Illustrator, Corporate Trainer, Author, Editor, Landscape Architect, Exhibit Builder, and Package Designer.

CREATOR WORKPLACES
Consider workplaces where you can create and improve beauty and aesthetic qualities. Unstructured, flexible organizations that allow self-expression work best with your free-spirited nature.

Suggested Creator workplaces are advertising, public relations, and interior decorating firms; artistic studios, theaters and concert halls; institutions that teach crafts, universities, music, and dance schools. Other workplaces to consider are art institutes, museums, libraries, and galleries.

SECOND BEST
You're an ORGANIZER
Key Words:
Self-Control, Practical, Self-Contained, Orderly, Systematic, Precise, and Accurate
These conservative appearing, plotting-types enjoy organizing, data systems, accounting, detail, and accuracy. They often enjoy mathematics and data management activities such as accounting and investment management. Persistence and patience allows them to do detailed paperwork, operate office machines, write business reports, and make charts and graphs.

haha. the 2nd one is wrong. you should see my room or backpack

link: http://www.careerpath.com/career-tests/colorcareercounselor.aspx

OI VEY...*=_=

for some reason i seem to be getting exponentially worse at drawing/doodling.
the evidence is contained below, even though i multitasked while i doodled it.
(spanish class plus science homework and reading gatsby)

joe still likes my stuff though, which reminds me, WE HAVE SPECTRUM NEXT WEDNESDAY!! BANZAI!! (cant wait)
spectrum is our high school's gay-straight alliance by the way. its really fun.

but now i have really started to move on my drawings, so i should at least have the first page of Daisuke Itsumo up within a weeks time, okies?

TTFN, GUYS!

~Kyou~

GIVE ME BACK MAH SKILLZ!!!

So yeah, now that school has been back in session for a little bit, I have been reading, sketching, and brainstorming like crazy!!
so you WILL be having stuff coming your way rather soon.

Oh, and Clozimodo?
this is what I actually did to my hair. *le gasp! you get to finally see an unedited picture of me!*

on the left is what I used to look like, and the right is what I look like now.
the one on the right looks kinda distorted...and the haircolor isnt correct.
BUT NOW I REALLY CAN PULL OFF BEING A MALE, HUH?
by the way, i just realized that im wearing the same shirt in both pictures.
GO OBAMA!!

Till then,

~Kyou~

SCHOOLS IN!!

HAHAHA!!

school is back in... and I finally got my haircut.
ITS REALLY SHORT NOW. (well, okay, not major short but still)
And I really must say that I can cut a rather okay-looking boy. Most of my friends knew who I was right away but not everyone did. Probably owing to the fact that my hair was totally different from last year and I bound my chest. Mum is WAYY pissed off about my cross-dressing thing. HAHAHA! I'm in 11th grade now, you cant jerk me around forever.
And since I took a fashion course this year, guess what the room was filled with? GIRLS. So they thought I was a dude until yesterday my basically mortal enemy Brooks and his asshole homophobic jock friends decided hang around the room and basically bash on any guys that go into the class. Well, before class started and the teacher came in they all took turns going in and swishing hips and flipping wrists and faking lisps and shit. I wanted to punch them all in the face.

HOW DARE THEY MAKE FUCKING FUN OF QUEERS?!

Queers are awesome, and smart, and way more of a real person than any of those fucking jocks will EVER BE!! So yeah, I'm very much LGBT-supportive, with me being gender-queer and crossdressing and all that.
So Brooks was outside the window looking in at me and shit when all of a sudden he just gets this look of shock, and then starts giggling madly. He yells for the rest of the guys to get out and then you hear shouts, and Brooks is all like "THATS NOT A GUY!!" and the others "WHAT DO YOU MEAN THATS NOT A GUY?!" "THAT IS SO A DUDE!" "ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME THATS NOT A DUDE?!" "OH MY GOD, WHAT?!" "BUT I WAS SO SURE.." "WHAT THE FUCK? THAT SO QUEER..."
And then they couldnt stop laughing. And when they ran away, neither could I. At least the girls are more comfortable with me now.
But today before I walked in, one of them punched me right in the chest and ran away. I'm sorry, but I am female. So that kind of REALLY FUCKING HURTS. So that made my day kind of SUCK.

But on the other hand, most people I met in 11th this year are pretty friendly. I got 2 hugs, both from people that i only spoke to for the first time today. So thanks guys, you really helped make my day better.

Also, there will be 2 new series coming your way, by me. and I am WAY open for art trades or whatever, if theres any takers.
1. Mein Kampf - kinda short one-shot. its boy love, AND FOR MATURE READERS. Not set in Japan(for once!) contains extreme violence, extreme heavy drug use, coarse languange, mature themes, disturbing graphic scenes/situations, and [suggested]sex. and its one of my darkest stories yet.

2. REAL LIFE OMAKE - Just random shit that happens to me and/or my friends, for the most part. there is suggestive stuff in it, though. prolly 13+

AND YEAH, I KNOW I KNOW; "WORK ON YOUR OTHER CRAP ALREADY!!"
Dont worry, I'm getting there, okay?
but in the meantime, please tell me how school is going for everyone!

Till Then,
~Kyou~

I'M BAAACCKK......

From Delaware.
Which is pretty obvious though, considering that I have already put up several sketches. Anyway, remember that Riya picture I just put up a few days ago? Well, I redid the picture, and I recieved 6 COPIC markers and some watercolor pencils for my birthday this year, I finally decided to put them to some use and color the picture. what I did color of it was turning out fine, till I started coloring the skin with the COPIC. *NOTE* It is a VERY bad idea to use E21 Baby Skin Pink as a skin color unless your character is a kogal or just really tan. and then there was when i accidentally colored part of his eyes in brown when i meant to color it lilac. stuipid watercolor pencils all look the same...but other than that i like the way his eyes came out. do you like the way they came out?

and his hair will be yellow-blonde with black at the roots, by the way.
and his theme song will be "Durch Den Monsun" by Tokio Hotel.

And guess what? When August 18 came, I became one year closer to my death.
THATS RIGHT PEOPLE!! I AM FINALLY SIXTEEN YEARS OLD!! ^^ omg 0_o

And mum made me go shopping with her yesterday for school.
I got totally PWNSOME pants from hottpic for only $24!! they have plaid and chains and studs on them, yesyes!! and everybody knows that plaid makes everything cool, of course...
And I bought w/my own money...A TOKIO HOTEL CD!!
Finally after listening to them since 2003, I have been ableto aqquire a CD.
Unfortunately its all in english though...*(likes them better in german..)*

And I went to H-Mart recently and got my favorite Crysanthemum Tea, and genmaicha, miso ramen*reeeallyhot*, udon ramen, daifuku, kelp, miso soup, and two pairs of fexellent laquerware chopsticks!! (one pair is orange)
Life is starting to look up!
Now all I have to do is get a decent haircut and figure out how to bind myself before school starts, that'll be great...
and then find the dearestazazel CD (CHECK THEM OUT! THEYRE AWESOME!!)

SO HOWS YOUR LIFE GOING RIGHT NOW?
Do Tell! ^^
~Kyou~