My name is Samantha and I usually go by Sami. I'm a total dork, crazy and random. Yeah, I'm pretty awesome ^_~
Some facts about me:
My birthday is December 21, 1991.
My parents are divorced, and I just refer to my dad as Donnie. And sometimes my mom as Sherry, depends on if we're fighting or not.
I have a younger sister and an older sister. My younger sister used to have an account on theO but she has abandoned us XD
I live in Ohio.
I'm a Christian.
I've had problems with depression so occasionally things can get a little dark here. But I'm doing much better now.
I go to an AMAZING church. I can't get there very often, but I go whenever I can.
I do not have a boyfriend as of yet. But I'm in the market ;p
I am very random. VERY. Crazy and I love it. So be prepared ^^
I like to write fanfics and random stories. I have a fanfic on my other world and it will be finished eventually, I swear!! Just... Don't hold your breath, ne?
I love music.
I've been home schooled since the tenth grade and recently graduated high school.
I have a kitty named Artemis. He's my baby and he's what helped me through my depression the most.
I babysit and I like to talk about the baby and post pictures because while I may not have the "math gene" I definitely got a double dose of the "mothering gene."
My email is [email protected] if you want to email me. Please do, because I never get email. BUT ABSOLUTELY NO CHAIN MAIL!!!

Stress

I was doing kind of ok yesterday, better than i have been anyway, until after church. normally after church (especially wednesday nights) i'm really happy and just generally in a good mood. until when my mom deicided yesterday that she wants to date. specifically a man at our church. more specifically a man at our church who has a kid. they don't have plans or anything cuz she' not entirely sure about his marital status (he doesn't wear a ring and is never around a woman), but still. so i've kind of been freaking out since yesterday and my best friend is not helping. she just keeps saying "but everyone should date if they want to, maybe your mom just really wants to date" and i said "well how would you feel if your mom wanted to date a guy from your church who had a kid you're in youth group with?" and then i kinda just stopped texting her and she texted me back later asking if i was mad and i said no even though i kinda was. i don't know what's up with me and my best friend lately. we used to be so close but now i can't even carry on a conversation with her. when we text she just says "yeah" "lol", stuff like that. and when we're on the phone she goes on and on about stuff going on with her but when i try to say something that's going on with me, she changes the subject back to her. i want to still be friends but it's like she's not even making an effort.
I'm going to go start school.

Today's Random Thought: I'm not single. I'm just romantically challenged.

My Stomach Hurts T_T

someone stole my mom's credit card number. she got a call at work last night from the credit card company asking if she had charged $300 worth of something in pennsylvania. they denied the charge and cancelled the card, so everything's okay. but we can't figure out how this person got my mom's credit card number. it's the one she doeasn't even carry with her, she keeps it downstairs and she's only used it once. they said they'll send her a new one, but since she doesn't use it anyway she doesn't really want another one.
i feel blah. i want it to be tonight, i want to go to church.
i'll try to write the next part of my death note fanfic sometime today, but no promises. i might not have time with church. it's gonna be sad TT_TT
I can't think of anything else to say!! well, i have to go start school anyway. darn >_<

Today's Random Thought: Do you remember when Pluto was a planet? Yeah, those were the days.

Alien Abduction

I think my mom has been replaced by pod people. She's been acting weird and happy and touchy-feely. like yesterday, i was finishing up my picture of L (that i actually traced because i can't draw L to save my life, but i took some creative license. It killed my eyes though) and i was sitting at the kitchen table inking it, when she walks by and randomly starts tickling me! i was like "stop it, i'm inking!!!!" cuz if that picture got messed up, i was killing somebody. that took me too freaking long and trying to write in that fancy font so small almost made me go blind. (it's L sitting in his adorably weird way in a chair and rem in shadows behind him. at the top it says death has come and i am not afraid in the same fancy font his L is in.) it took me all day and my sister going "he died?? cool!!" the entire time did not help. and then when she came to wake me up this morning, she kissed my head and then would not move. i'm getting a little annoyed. and i'm already mad because she promised to take me to anime punch, and it ended last weekend. but of course, she's going to take me to the next con. like she said the last three times. my mom has issues with doing what she says she will. like this is the fourth time i've talked to her about going to therapy. the first time in seventh or eighth grade, she told me i was fine. the second time, she took me to the counselor at my doctor's office, and i still swear she was on crack. the third time she said she'd look into it and never did. and then a couple days ago i showed her what i had put about it on yahoo answers and she said "so you still think you need thereapy?' and i was thinking "YES! cuz you were supposed to be checking into it for four freaking months!" and now i'm getting a headache thinking about it.

Today's Random Thought: Note to self: Boys suck. They break hearts. Throw things at them. ...Like pineapples. They're pointy.

Mornings Suck

Death Note made me sad. At one point I had to remind myself to breathe lol. That can't be healthy. I made an L wallpaper, but it's on my laptop so I can't submit it to theO. Darn!
there's baby foxes living in our yard! :D we saw the adults during winter and the other day we saw the babies. they are so adorable! i hope my neighbor doesn't see them, she'll call to have them relocated.
i feel giddy and sleepy at the same time. it's weird.
i told my mom yesterday that i need to be in therapy and she said she'll look into it. and because i don't believe her, i did some research of my own. i found a very good therapist who deals specifically with people who are Christians, and she's very close to us. and i took an online test that wasn't entirely accurate... I do not have borderline personality disorder, and i have never had a manic episode. that would be my step-cousin's mom who refuses to take her meds. other than that though it was pretty much on the money. i showed it to my mom and she didn't really say anything other than "what did you say to make it think you have borderline personality disorder?" lol.
i drew a picture the other day! but i think it sucks. i was telling b-chan about it and she said it sounded good and i told her that it sucks, and she told me not to lie lol. it really does suck though, i need to do it over. i've been meaning to draw a picture of L too, so i might do that today... *rambling*

Today's Random Thought: Crap happens. Mostly to me, so don't worry.

Blah

Yes, I know there's an eject button for the tape to come out on the camcorder. I tried that. I need my uncle's help >_<
I drew a pretty picture yesterday! :D it's a fairy. I was playing Barbie rapunzel on my laptop (yes, barbie. i hate barbie like she's spawn of satan but i like the games XD) and i really like the fairy godmother. so i drew her, and took a little creative license. I changed the colors of her clothes, gave her some wings, and put some purple light behind her. overall, i think it's pretty good. however, the paper i drew it on is too long to fit oin the scanner, so i can't put it up here :(
speaking of drawing, my mom wants me to take an art class >_< i don't want to. however, this is my mom, so she'll probably make me. there's a lady at my church who teaches one, and she said we'll talk to her sunday. meaning my mom will talk to her and sign me up, and then i'll either go and feel like punching someone the entire time, or lock myself in the bathroom and refuse to leave.
*slumps over in chair* am i 18 yet? i want to move out >_< i hate living here.
Well, on to the random thought.

Today's Random Thought: We're so cool, ice cubes are jealous.