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RaNDoM fAcTS:
Name: AnimeAngel993
Age: 15
Grade: 10th
Hobbies: Writing poems, Texting, Singing, making videos
Instruments that I play: Tenor Saxophone and Flute
Orientation: Bisexual
Stasis: Single
Birthday: 6/30/93
Favorite song: Dark Blue- Jack's Mannequin
Current wishes: to cosplay, to be a good example as a Sophomore, to be a better person, to go to Japan, To learn Japanese, to be a voice actress for animes, to be a singer.
Sex: Female
PoEm:
Someday
I want to be able to smile,
Without trying.
Love,
Without crying.
Care,
Without regretting.
Dance,
Without stopping.
Sing,
Without a song.
Sleep,
Knowing that tomorrow will be better.
And move on,
If it’s not.
Understand,
Without reasoning.
Try,
Without hurting.
Listen,
Without being listened to.
Talk,
Without protecting.
And
Write
Without caring who will read it.
I had a dream last night.
In this dream i was pregnant.
I didn't know who the father was, and I was scared to death of raising this child alone.
I remember my friends were talking about this new teacher that was really cute.
I remember someone said I was made of water, that if someone whose soul was too rough touched me I would burst.
And then I meant this teacher everyone was talking about,
and his soul was as rough as a rock,
but when he put his hands on either side of my face I was fine.
Then he said
"It will be okay, I'm here for you. I will protect you both. Nothing will harm you. You're okay now. You're okay now."
I think that the teacher was the father of the child.
Ha ha ha, I guess that sounds really weird.
Ew, teacher/student mixing.
lol, but what was weird was I liked the idea of being pregnant.
I liked the idea of having a child, of having someone that I could care for.
In all honesty,
if I were to get pregnant right now I would be happy.
Even though I'm only 15.
But that's not going to happen.
First off I'm saving it.
Second off I wouldn't be a good mother as I am now.
I'm still just a child myself.
Life: 08/25/08 | Posted By: AnimeAngel993 | | Tags: child, dream, pregnant
Anybody have questions or need advice about love and relationships?
Send me a message.
I plan to make a video answering them,
I won't say it was your question, but I'll answer it as best I can.
Before anyone gets all angry, I already know I probably should be the last one to give out advice on this topic. But helping others through their problems makes me realized the flaws in mine.
Anyways,
what do you have to lose right?
Life: 08/19/08 | Posted By: AnimeAngel993 | | Tags: advice, love
Scared and depressed don't even start to cover how I feel right now.
Reba is pulling the strings in my heart.
She's saying things like
"why are you ignoring me?"
"When you hear the word love; who do you think of?"
I would lie if I said it didn't hurt...
:'(
What do I do?
NO!
Don't answer that.
I'm never going back to her,
I'm going to wait... she'll get over this soon...
and so will I.
Life: 08/12/08 | Posted By: AnimeAngel993 | | Tags:
why I haven't online much anymore (or even noticed)
It's because band camp has started.
From 8am to 9pm...
God it's difficult,
especially because I'm marching with the Tenor Sax for the first time.
I marched with flute last year so I have to re-learn everything this year -_-
Arg,
I guess that's it.
Oh wait,
one more thing.
Reba and I are sort of fighting...
Honestly I'm thinking that I should leave her...
but I don't know..
-Questions
1) How have you been?
2) anything new?
3) Favorite color?
-My Answers
1) Good but tiering
2) I meant a New girl I might end up dating
3) Blue
-pic of the day
Life: 08/06/08 | Posted By: AnimeAngel993 | | Tags: band, girls, life, love, relationships
I hate depression!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just don't know what to do anymore
The waves of depression have returned,
even though things are going good.
I just don't get it.
why...
why am I depressed??????
I feel like bursting into tears.
I know it has something to do with Reba...
maybe it's because of my doubt in her...?
Because I just realized that Jenna also has the song "Fall for you" on her myspace so a voice in my head is screaming that Reba likes that song because of her not because of me. And that Reba really still likes Jenna and is just using me to make her jealous?
Of course ever since Jenna used me for that I've feared everyone is just using me.
I feel like Reba doesn't even want me,
that she never did.
No... that's not it,
thinking that way is like pulling a burning blanket around you.
It's comforting but painful...
If she didn't care about then I wouldn't have to face the fact that she cares for Jenna more. If I wasn't competing then I wouldn't have to face the fact that I was losing.
god damn it,
Why do I try so hard for Reba?
I just don't know anything anymore...
Maybe I never knew anything from the start...
Questions-
1) What's your favorite color?
2) Favorite song?
3) Advice?
My Answers-
1) blue and black
2) well, it was "fall for you" but now its "It's not over" by the same band
3) Psh, I can't give myself advice.
Picture of the day-
Life: 07/28/08 | Posted By: AnimeAngel993 | | Personal | Tags:
