Useless Work or Unhealthy Obsessions?

This is a very long essay-length post about my unhealthy obsessions and fetishes and habits and whatnot. YAY FOR PRATTLING ON ABOUT RANDOMNESS LIKE A NARCISSISTIC PIG. 8D To be honest, I'm not even sure what I'm talking about at the moment...
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By the way, no one has to read this. I just get really bored and like talking to myself. LOL

I'm an obsessive and creepy stalkerish fangirl who has studied so much for the SAT, and I like to ramble on and on and on and on about the most pointless things in the world. To be honest, I think I have WAY too much free time on my hands. These 10+ hours on my hands doing nothing could be used to cure cancer or build my own EEG but you know, I'm just not motivated enough. I wish I was though ha.

First of all, as you've probably noticed, I LOVE GIFS asdfklasdfklasdfa;sdfklasdf;asdfa. I love my GIFs. Well, they aren't really mine since I didn't make them (I just got them off of my bff tumblr lol), but THEY ARE MINE. ALL MINEEEE.
Seriously. There have been days when I just look at GIFs for 4 hours and do nothing else. Literally. Yes, usually, I don't have a great attention span but I can sit still for when it counts. And yes, I kill a lot of time. As you can see. Which leads me to point number 1.5. I spend so much time on dramacrazy and youtube that I have probably watched every korean drama (and 80% of the t/j dramas) you name.

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WOOO I JUST PASSED DRAMA CLASS. too bad that isn't really a class. I'd be the smartest in my school if there honors and AP Korean drama offered at my school LOL.

And since I just forgot what I was going to say, on to the next point. Procrastination. omg. MY BEST AND WORST FEATURE. So this year, I took 3 AP exams, and I only took the class for one. I did read through biology and psychology study guides barely, but I never seemed to soak anything in, and I never really cared to do anything about it. And then, on the weekend before my exams, I studied for 15 hours straight per day for two days (and maybe I sneaked in a kdrama in between.... coughcough) and ended up getting 5's on all of my exams. beast. Too bad I can't do that this year, since I'm probably taking like, 11 asdkflasdfkas;df. I'M GONNA DIEEEE.
Anyways, and then for English in 9th grade, I ended up leaving my summer reading (The Hobbit) until the DAY BEFORE SCHOOL STARTED. Luckily, I'm fast at reading and writing, but I was reading and taking notes until 1 PM (part of the reason because I was on neo throughout the whole morning chatting on boards and feeding my pets rofl).
In the end, my teacher didn't check our notes until like, a week after school started so I regretted staying up.
THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS. I don't know about you but for me, whenever I procrastinate until last minute to do something and stay up all night working on my stuff, something really lucky happens like the teacher decides to grade easily or postpones the deadline or something or other.

YES KARMA LOVES ME. Except for with technology, which I have already mentioned before.

Anyways. Digressing again. I told you this was going to be random. AWKWARD MOMENTS. So, believe it or not, in real life I'm quite an introvert when I'm around people I don't know or feel comfortable with. I don't talk at all. But then, when I'm around my friends, I LAUGH AND TALK LIKE A DONKEY OMG. And I laugh at everything, which doesn't help my case. If we're in the middle of a class, and someone does something slightly funny, then I start cracking up and my guffaw reverberates through the class and everyone stares at me.

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Yes. Awkwardness. And then when I'm frolicking and half-attempting to sing in an opera-like falsetto, someone just HAS to walk into the room. I stop midway between my failure of a "dance" and then I look all funny.

Same with pictures. Whenever my family takes pictures, I HAVE THE WEIRDEST EXPRESSIONS in every. single. one. When we went to a springs resort and I was in the spa, my sister secretly took a picture of me while I was getting up out of the water and my face looked like this:

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My parents were literally laughing their heads off for hours after that. WHY ARE PICTURES SO EVIL. They always get my awkward moments and never my good ones. Then again, cameras are technology so I'm not surprised.

I love eating.
Yesterday, I ate 2 pounds of ribeye steak with rice and kimchi and lettuce. I didn't even realize I ate that much but yeah, I ate that much. AND THEN AFTERWARDS I ATE MOAR. I probably ate like 5000 calories worth of food that day, rofl. There is a reason why I'm chubby. x( I eat as a habit. My parents got a free box of fortune cookies (by box, I mean a box bigger than my school backpack and my lunch box combined...) and I've been eating 3 a day. I finally realize now that I do believe in fortune cookies... and the chinese words on the back. I now know how to say 13 new words in Chinese. WIN.
I wanted to lose weight over summer vacation and I did manage to lose 5 pounds over the course of the first 2 weeks of June... and then I gained it all back plus more. WHY PARENTS? WHY? After that little success there they ended up bringing hot wings every night at like 11 PM and woke me up to eat with them and have "family bonding time", which was nice, but I ate most of the stuff they brought, which was like 1000 calories worth of my favorite yummies. u___u I'm not sure if I should be happy or sad right now LOL.

Anyways, I feel like posting my Asian quiz retake results because I'm bored out of my mind and feel like posting more GIFs (and you need nice, big blocks of text to make the GIFs stand out more heeheeheeee)

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Anyways, prepare to scroll. a lot. (LOL if you have the time, patience and concentration span to read all of my posts then you are amazing)

[ X ] Both of your parents are from Asia
[ X ] You were born in Asia
[ ] You use the term "Azn"
[ ] You think DDR is cool
[ X ] You've watched lots of anime
[ X ] You like Korean drama
[ ] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[ ] Your parents want you to marry within your own race
[ X ] You eat rice almost everyday
[ ] You drink lemon tea- nestea is nice :D

X's so far: 5

[ ] You style your hair
[ ] You have a bebo/myspace/friendster
[ X ] You speak languages other than English
[ ] Your parents are strict
[ X ] Your parents have high expectations of you
[ X ] You always get A's/B's on your report
[ ] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting
[ X ] You know your multiplication table
[ ] You play badminton or table tennis
[ ] You've seen the asian version The ring/The grudge

X's so far: 9

[ ] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship

[ X ] You own an asian car (Honda, Toyota, etc) parents do
[ X ] You're not the only child
[ ] You've gotten little red envelopes around February
[ ] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[ ] (If you're a girl)You prefer white guys over asian guys (If you're a guy)You prefer asian girls
[ X ] your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted (LOLOMGYESSOTRUEASDKLADKALA;)
[ ] You can do the rubiks cube
[ X ] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house
[ X ] You play video games

X's so far: 14

[ ] Everytime you're going out your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[ X ] You have karaoke at home
[ X ] You know BOA/Gazette/Ayumi Hamasaki/Gackt
[ ] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times (can anyone tell me what this even is?
[ ] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house
[ ] You own a gaming console
[ X ] You play a musical instrument
[ X ] You don't wear shoes in your house
[ X ] You can use chopsticks
[ ] You get nothing if you do well in school, but punished if you don't

X's so far: 19

[ ] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day

[ X ] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod

[ ] You don't like football

[ ] You have a curfew

[ X ] You know what ulzzang/tb means

[ ] You know what purikura is

[ ]you like bubble tea

[ ] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come - not "many" sizes, just by 1

[ ] You've played final fantasy

[ X ] You believe in fortune cookies

X's so far: 22

[ X ] You know what bok choy is
[ ] You've heard the song "Got rice?"
[ ] You have a tutor
[ X ] You've had pockys/yan yan before
[ X ] When you seek for your mother's permission she replies "Ask your dad"

Total X's: 25
Your total x2
50% ROFL.

How Asian Are You:
50< = So not Azn!
50-59 = Asian Wannabe
110-120= 真的中國人 <- You see, what I don't get about this is why it's a 真的中國人. China and Asia aren't synonymous LOL.

Anyways, yes. I am so pwnsome.

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And by the way, does anyone agree about the stereotypes associated with nerds?
Most people say that smart people do nothing but study all day and would never waste time doing anything like killing time on the internet (aka like every single one of my cousins and their parents LOL)... but I go online more than I sleep and eat every day and I still get good grades/SAT practice test scores/SAT IIs/APs and such. And I have ECs. My parents want me to apply to HYPSM and I'm debating on whether or not I should actually stop coming online so much so that I can focus on studying more.... I dunno if it will even be worth it though LOL.

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brb, dancing.

And yes, I need to get a life. Not sure how many times I've said this but yes. I need to get a life.
/frolicks off into the sunset
heeheeheeeee~ x)

Sometimes, I feel like I'm a little too obnoxious for my age.
And I'm surprised I haven't used any highfalutin English words in this post. I'm really surprised. I thought I would have subconsciously put millions of them in since I've been reading Direct Hits and PR and Barron's so often lately askldfasdf;. /head asplosion

By the way, I am (fairly) normal. And I can be serious if I need to. I JUST DON'T FEEL LIKE BEING SANE ATM ASKDLADLDA;