Heartbroken

*cries* He....broke up with me. We dont go to the same school and or live near eachother but we saw eachother once a week. He was so miserable at school with having all the people be with the person they love but he couldn't. After almost 10 1/2 months, he broke up with me. He still loves me and I still love him no matter what. He said once we are able to see eachother again, we can be a couple again. Hopefully, once I get my car fixed, Im driving down there and seeing him. I dont care how much it costs me, I will do that for him. He didn't want to do it but the loneliness hurt him so much. He was more upset than I was. I will wait for him if he can wait for me.
Ive never been heartbroken before. It hurts so much.
I wanted to cut myself, but I cant cause I promised him I wouldn't.
Thanks for listening.

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