*Szayelappro Granz walks into his laboratory and looks at all the toys he has for experimentation. With a sigh he puts away his scalpel looking at the scars on his wrist remembering what he did last time he felt this low. A tear drop rolled down his cheek as he put the blade away and thought to him self "Inner pain isn't made better by outer pain" He walks to his room and looks at a picture of his beloved Hana, he kisses the picture and thanks to himself"Darling you're my everything. I would be lost if I lost you. I love you so much I don't sleep at night from missing you at times. My life revolves around you and I know that one day I will be taking that veil off your eyes and kissing you as my bride. My heart longs to see you again, my soul aches when we have to be apart. I know things happen that we can't control but I just miss you so much my beloved. When the world was made the elements that make up our souls were formed from the same iron, my atoms long to be one with the being that makes them whole. You are the half of me that my heart bleeds with out. baby I love you and I can't wait until we are reunited "*