THAT BITCH!!!!! JUST WAIT TILL I REGAIN MY SENSES!!!! S/HE'S GOING TO RUE THE DAY SHE TURNED ME INTO A ZOMBIE!!!! I'M GONNA KICK HER FUCKING ASS!!!! I BETTER NOT BE OFFICIALLY DEAD AFTER THIS!!!! HYOURINMARU IS SOOOOO PISSED RIGHT NOW TOO!!!!
Oh, hey Tsukiro made a post too.....
This post is OOC.
December 31, 2013 also know as New Year's Eve. I started the day by getting ready for work, the day was long and it dragged on. I was bored through most of it and just wanted the day to end. Though, my significant other was very pleasing to me. Day ends and that person drives me home (on account of my fear of driving). I call my dad to let him know since it was rather late, and he gives me the worst news. My dog, Ofie, had died from a seizure at 5:00pm.
I could not hide my tears despite how much I tried. Needless to say no one celebrated the coming of the new year that night.
A few months after, I find out my grandmother, who I have known for years, has been diagnosed Pancreatic Cancer........
She regressed very quickly. I visited her often and each time she look more frail......
April 20, 2014, Easter morning, my grandmother had passed away. She hadn't eaten for 5 weeks, and she didn't drink any water the last week.
As you all know I had been sick with severe laryngitis for the two weeks prior to that. I had lost my voice........I couldn't say goodbye at her funeral...........I wanted to so bad........my grief was horrible........my agony unbearable.........at the cemetery it sent me into hyperventilation. I couldn't breath......
Tuesday, the stressed caused me to break and I took it all out on the one person who had been helping me through it all.........I was beyond cruel........and I don't know why
It destroyed our relationship............I really miss them
I totally injured my spine.................
It's a looooong story, but it's swollen and it hurts to do everything......
Should I, or should I not do one of these meme things..............?
I was recently subscribe to by TheDarkEclipse and I have a habit of checking out the profile of whoever subscribes to me. One of Eclipse's worlds was title Dreamscape Wonderland. It was a world for dreams.
It got me thinking......I should share mine.
For the past 10 years (quite literally) I have had the same dream. It starts off with just me surrounded by darkness. No light, no objects, nothing. Just a vast darkness. Suddenly below me these jagged red lines, like cracks, start appearing everywhere. The darkness below me begins to rumble, then these mini volcano things start exploding from where the cracks connected. The start to grow in size and ferocity. I don't know why, but I approach one, lean over and peer down into it's searing depths. I reach my hand out towards it, as though offering it to someone.......I wake up.